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Friday, February 08, 2008

Happy CNY!!!

Xin nian kuai le everyone!!! =) this is the season 4 the auspicious RED!!! wohoo!!!

ha i like my new shirt =) sense of accomplishment =)

haha glad 2 see my cousins again...been such a long time since we met =) so lucky 2 see all of them this yr!still rmb last yr missed some...ha but how they have changed!haha all grown up le...lol i sound old...haha actually tts true im turning 19 soon...lol...

oh n i won money this yr!!!=D haha rmb last yr lost money but im lucky this yr...hope its a sign 4 things 2 come ;)

oh n how can i forget?...thx 4 gd n bad news sia...n i still haven get paid...TSK...y cant they just pay those who have alr submitted their bank details?...but oh well hope the superstition is true then...u cant owe ppl $$ b4 cny...wonder if anything will happen...anw im now temporarily retrenched until 17 feb...super sian...hope 2 get my pay asap so tt can spend during this period...

ona brighter note...i finally made it 2 the top 3!!!=) ha somemore not once but twice!1 is expected but the other wasnt...so quite pleased...haha...so lucky 2 have made it b4 the new batch of ppl comes in n competition intensifies...lol...ha at least i achieve sth 4 work =)

now my priority is the 3 movies...need 2 find ppl 2 watch 2 of it wif me...if not i guess will watch alone le...wah if tt rly happens i damn sad sia...will be my 1st time watch movie alone...lol...oh well...wat 2 do if ppl r not interested or bz? -shrugs-

sian...did i say i want my pay asap?...

HAPPY HAPPY CNY...

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:18 PM

Sunday, December 02, 2007

I'm Finally Back...

haha aft a super long hiatus n from bugging by ppl asking me 2 update n blog...im back =) well the main reason im back is cos i got nth betta 2 do.yup tts the truth.rly nth else betta 2 do.its kinda sad cos now tt A's r finally over...i realised life is super sian...

oh well u can call it a lack of foresight, but i actually realised recently i dun have a post A plan =(... well maybe abit lah like having outings wif friends n loved ones ba...but then i realised the harsh reality of truth n some unforseen circumstances...

first n foremost, overseas holidays.oh man how i wished my family can go on a hol trip too...i think my last trip was korea when i was in p6/sec1?...yup so pathetic rite...n like i told so many ppl..i haven even been to m'sia 4 a hol...like wth rite...tsk...n everybody is gg overseas lah...haiz...i wish i can go overseas wif friends loh...tt will definitely be fun n exciting...haha...a trip 2 genting will be like a dream come true 4 me...lol

2ndly, wheres the hol mood gone 2 sia?...almost everybody is bz finding jobs...hello guys our most impt n toughest exam has been over n our studies have come 2 a halt(finally) n everybody is looking 2 work when technically its supposed 2 still be sch hols?...i cant understand this loh...at least wait till jan next yr can?...dun u guys wanna enjoy 1st?...at least pity the guys who will be gone 4 2 yrs n spend time wif them b4 chionging 2 find jobs?...haha im puzzled...

3rdly, unforseen circumstances rly spoiled my mood at times...i must admit i rly didnt see this coming...but well i understand n i have no choice but 2 accept...sigh...dunno wat 2 say...n time is ticking away...just hope it can be treasured more...n not only by me...

oh well...2 sum things up...a hol tt doesnt feel like a hol at all when its supposed 2 be the most impt hol in my entire life tt i shd treasure the most becos of stupid ns coming...now tt i think of it...no offence 2 those gg in early...i might as well fail my napfa n prepare 2 go in next wk...then i wun have all these problems 2 deal wif...n now i think im happy 4 nth tt i was gg 2 be enlisted in april...haiz...

this hol will definitely be more meaningful if u treasure the time...cos it seriously is not a vy long time b4 i go 4 ns...

i feel like a grumpy old man now...haha sounds familiar...but it rly feels betta letting these all out...on hindsight,i may not be thinking rationally but more of frustration n disappointment...but oh well as long as it makes me happier than this blog has achieved its purpose...haha...

i think i will be back more often now tt i have so much free time...n nth rly betta 2 do...n maybe i will be more random n emo( yes emo is back) from now on...haha cos when u have nth 2 do...u tend 2 think abt things tt u dun usually think of...ha tts sth i realised during this period too...

ok so tts all have 2 say...actually got lots more but some other time ba...haha...n i just wish tt everyone who is looking 4 jobs get the jobs they want =) n wish all the early enlistees ALL THE BEST! u guys will be missed! =) last but not least...

PLS PLS TREASURE THIS HOL PERIOD COS IT MAY WELL BE THE LAST PROPER HOL U WILL EVA HAVE!!!

devet10 is back...

Devet10's heart was taken at 9:17 PM

Friday, October 05, 2007

The Road To A's Begins...

My final post b4 A's...nvm the prelims cos it was screwed up n i dun wanna tok abt it anymore...disappointed too many ppl...even myself...so im just gg 2 look forward...aft all tts the big one tt counts rite?...

these past 2 yrs of failures may have plunged my morale 2 an all time low...esp rite aft prelims...but i noe wif all the support n the determination...i can turn things ard...

i may not have done it b4...but i noe i have 2 pull it off this time...just one time is enough 2 last 4 the future...pls let me perform the great escape...

i want 2 fight the battle n win the war!...come on!...

this shall be the end of E,S n Us...

one chance...no regrets...

A's here i come...

4 the last time...

NIL SINE LABORE...

Devet10's heart was taken at 10:56 PM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Toughest Time of My Life Begins Now...

Been a super long time since i blogged...n sadly this is most probably my last entry b4 my prelims...i will probably blog one last time aft my prelims n rite b4 my A's...oh well...tough times ahead...sry 2 all who keep asking me 2 update...

Haiz i just gotta hang on n start mugging...other ppl r mugging 2 revise but 4 me is mugging 2 catch up...im starting 2 favour maths n phy more than chem n econs le...the more i read chem...the harder i think it is...haiz...n econs is best...i rly dunno when i can catch up wif everything...esp wif my lousy memory now...r my brain cells rly dying?...or i used them all up when im younger?...

i rly hope my memory can be betta so i dun have 2 keep revising the same stuff over n over again...

this is the make or break yr...everything's gonna change drastically rite aft A's...n i still dunno wat my future holds n wat im gonna do...n still got ns 2 go thru somemore...sux sia...haiz...but at least theres still sth positive 2 hold on to...n tts the most impt thing somemore...=)...

whatever the future holds...just let nature take its course...4 now all i need 2 do is...

MUG.FOCUS.LOVE.

n nil sine labore...time 2 show tt im a worthy victorian...=)

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:37 PM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Gotta Start Now

wah great im left wif only 2wks till ct2s...my do-or-die exams...just gotta start now...i believe i can do it...i MUST do it...c'mon...mug mug mug!!!

haiz but the sometimes the simplest stuff r the hardest 2 accomplish...

2 more times n my shooting career is effectively over...haiz it may only be 1 if tmr i dun get 2 shoot :(...my shooting season ended prematurely...just like tt cos im not gd enough n ppl r so much betta...haiz my deepest regret of vj arc...cant get 2 shoot in nationals...while all the other yr2s will be bz preparing 4 it...i so damn want 2 be part of it...but haiz...nth 2 say...only got nusis 2 look forward 2 as my swansong...hopefully can end on a high...haizzzzzz......='(

shit im getting emo...n its been a damn long time since i gotten emo...

i wish all the vjc arc yr2s all the best...

n a div rifle guys its time 2 show them who we r!...

been hiding my disappointment so far...cos i rly dunwant it 2 end this way......

scarred 4 life...

Devet10's heart was taken at 8:09 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Worst Month Eva...

this is probably the worst month i have eva encountered in my life...no its not a month as in march or sth but as in a month of 31 days...yup the past 31 days have been just disastrous...so many bad stuff happened tt i feel so lucky im still alive rite now...but nvm...shall state the thing tt is probably the only happy n gd even tthis month...tt is ...

MY BELOVED MANCHESTER UNITED FC IS THE EPL CHAMPS 06/07!!!=)=)=)=)=)

haiz but then again it seems so long ago alr tt they had officially won it n since then lotsa bad stuff haven been gg on...on of which is tt my blogger had been having a bugging prob of unable 2 post...yup so rly no mood 2 elaborate much...except tt im rly rly damn happy tt manu finally won the league aft 3 seasons of disappointment...im glad it came this season as well cos i dun think i can catch the next 2 seasons live cos of ns...tsk...

now 4 the worst stuff tt happened 2 me this month...my sprained-cum-now-allergic ankle...im rly rly damn suay...suay until i rly cant believe it...this injury just sums up how suay i am this month...1st time back playing soccer aft a long time...i sprained my right ankle...not 2 mention hearing it crack under my weight...then swelled 2 twice the size the next day...becos of tt i missed the 1st of my 3 shooting trials as well...aft tt i missed out on nationals trg team by 3pts?...oh well but i dun mind cos i dun wanna be reserve...no matter how impt they say it is...anw just recently the suayest thing happened...my foot didnt even have time 2 fully recover yet then it suddenly became damn itchy n guess wat...its allergic 2 the medicated plaster...n now its swollen becos of allergy n not sprain...wtf...last time allergic 2 western drug now chinese med...wtf...aargh!!!...=( i rly hope there wun be a scar...=(=(=(...

this month has been an unhappy one as well...seen an increase in arguments n bad moods which r totally unnecessary n heart breaking at times...n i made so many mistakes too...im rly so sry...sometimes i wish my hearing isnt so bad n im more observant...but i promise 2 change all these...at least we learnt lots thru these events...we will learn n grow tgt...rite?...=)...hmm on hindsight...maybe the chip on the ring is the bad omen...yah i think so...-hug- but u noe i will neva give up...neva...n u noe y...-hug-

k now 4 other bad stuff...soccer a div guys...i rly rly feel 4 u guys...gg out on penalties just sux...n 2 make things worse we lost 2 rj...the betta team lost...n fuck those MI bastards...im glad tt guy stood up n gave them hair dryer treatment...im sure even tyh will be proud...sickening idiots...nvm...tsk...we will fight on 4 3rd placing!!!...c'mon!!!...nil sine labore!!!...

n my beloved man just lost against chelsea...n again the betta team lost...wtf the ball crossed the line n shd have been a goal!!!...i hate blind referees...sickening...dun they noe how much is at stake?!...n 4 goodness sake can fifa introduce video technology?!...the refs just keep getting worse n worse nowadays...aargh...irritating...the ref cost us the final...fuck...

n the spastic p just refuses 2 give the full day...basket lah give him so long 2 "absorb the jubilation" alr n still dun want give when we shout...must we rly malu him in public b4 he gives in?...come on we alr had dunno how many full n half days last yr at this pt in time le loh...tsk...im sure no one will miss him when he leaves this college aft his term...we outstand-ed, outperformed n i dare say out having fun-ed the rest in syf n he didnt even give them their deserved rewards!...n im so incensed tt he didnt even give the choir half day aft their sov lah!...wth so inhumane...aargh...n theres hardly any chance 4 him 2 give any more full/half days next term onwards...basket lah...aargh...he just sux 2 the max...

its been rly a horrible month...=(=(=(=(=(...

cant wait 4 it 2 get betta...i noe it will...we just have 2 hang on...-hug-

anw i noe it doesnt fit but this is the only thing worth cheering 4 this month...so these 2 pics on this entry r impt...take on extra significance...

n sry if i cursed too much in this post...i just gotta let off some steam...

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:38 AM

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Hat-trick of Happiness!

wohoo wat a great saturday this turned out 2 be!...ha it all ended on a high even though there were some bad moments...haha...=)

hmm trg was frustrating 4 me...this is turning 2 be a trend alr...im too inconsistent 4 my liking...like im happy 4 taking only 25shots 2 shoot 10 shots of 10pts n being the 1st 2 finish but then screwing up finals...-shrugs-...anw thx all 4 the encouragement again...rly appreciated it...but my stand remains the same...=) sport is like tt...i tried my best but my best is not enough loh...hmm but i promise i wun give up just yet...only aft selection trials i guess...oh well...may the best men get into the team n do vj proud! =)

haha n had a great day at toy r us!...got present 4 austin bday 2day...=)...haha i like the design of the toy!...nice!...haha...yay n he likes it too! =) lol i love my cute austin...

wahaha n i just witnessed manu's thrilling fightback!!!...wohoo the soccernet headline says it all:" United nailed on for title"...=)...best comeback i have eva seen this season...most crucial comeback too!...cos chelsea sux as they can only draw at home!...wahaha...my beloved red devils gonna be the new epl champs!!!...=)

hmm cant wait 4 spiderman3 next tues!...cant wait 4 vjc vs sajc on mon too!...ha n of course manu vs milan 2nd leg on thurs!...wat an exciting wk its gonna be!...=)

oh wait but not 2 forget the dreaded crucial napfa next thurs(?) n rushing of firefly stuff...

i can do it...=)

hughughughughug

i love my lucky charm

Devet10's heart was taken at 10:45 PM

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