now 4 the worst stuff tt happened 2 me this month...my sprained-cum-now-allergic ankle...im rly rly damn suay...suay until i rly cant believe it...this injury just sums up how suay i am this month...1st time back playing soccer aft a long time...i sprained my right ankle...not 2 mention hearing it crack under my weight...then swelled 2 twice the size the next day...becos of tt i missed the 1st of my 3 shooting trials as well...aft tt i missed out on nationals trg team by 3pts?...oh well but i dun mind cos i dun wanna be reserve...no matter how impt they say it is...anw just recently the suayest thing happened...my foot didnt even have time 2 fully recover yet then it suddenly became damn itchy n guess wat...its allergic 2 the medicated plaster...n now its swollen becos of allergy n not sprain...wtf...last time allergic 2 western drug now chinese med...wtf...aargh!!!...=( i rly hope there wun be a scar...=(=(=(...

this month has been an unhappy one as well...seen an increase in arguments n bad moods which r totally unnecessary n heart breaking at times...n i made so many mistakes too...im rly so sry...sometimes i wish my hearing isnt so bad n im more observant...but i promise 2 change all these...at least we learnt lots thru these events...we will learn n grow tgt...rite?...=)...hmm on hindsight...maybe the chip on the ring is the bad omen...yah i think so...-hug- but u noe i will neva give up...neva...n u noe y...-hug-

k now 4 other bad stuff...soccer a div guys...i rly rly feel 4 u guys...gg out on penalties just sux...n 2 make things worse we lost 2 rj...the betta team lost...n fuck those MI bastards...im glad tt guy stood up n gave them hair dryer treatment...im sure even tyh will be proud...sickening idiots...nvm...tsk...we will fight on 4 3rd placing!!!...c'mon!!!...nil sine labore!!!...

n my beloved man just lost against chelsea...n again the betta team lost...wtf the ball crossed the line n shd have been a goal!!!...i hate blind referees...sickening...dun they noe how much is at stake?!...n 4 goodness sake can fifa introduce video technology?!...the refs just keep getting worse n worse nowadays...aargh...irritating...the ref cost us the final...fuck...

n the spastic p just refuses 2 give the full day...basket lah give him so long 2 "absorb the jubilation" alr n still dun want give when we shout...must we rly malu him in public b4 he gives in?...come on we alr had dunno how many full n half days last yr at this pt in time le loh...tsk...im sure no one will miss him when he leaves this college aft his term...we outstand-ed, outperformed n i dare say out having fun-ed the rest in syf n he didnt even give them their deserved rewards!...n im so incensed tt he didnt even give the choir half day aft their sov lah!...wth so inhumane...aargh...n theres hardly any chance 4 him 2 give any more full/half days next term onwards...basket lah...aargh...he just sux 2 the max...

its been rly a horrible month...=(=(=(=(=(...

cant wait 4 it 2 get betta...i noe it will...we just have 2 hang on...-hug-

anw i noe it doesnt fit but this is the only thing worth cheering 4 this month...so these 2 pics on this entry r impt...take on extra significance...

n sry if i cursed too much in this post...i just gotta let off some steam...