Slow Down

omg its alr thurs!...i rly rly wish time can slow down...i feel like im just gg thru the motion 4 now...sch,trg,hm,slp,sch,trg,hm,slp...sian...so many stuff...so little time...but this wk so far alr got lotsa 2 tok abt!...=)

1stly, the most impt thing 4 me now is consistency in my shooting...imagine my shock when i went from nice decent grpings 2 pure crappy shots...wth lah...dip in form oso neva dip so much de wat...but yup tts the fact n challenge i had 2 face...n aft 3 consecutive trgs i finally sorted it out le...phew...now 4 the monthly shoot on sun!..dun expect much but just 2 do my best n get the experience under my belt...=)

2ndly, its fun n nice 2 noe more ppl...n i noe quite a no. of juniors liao!...haha...not bad sia all quite enthu 4 trg...hope its not 3min hotness...ha translated from chi phrase...;p...oh as 4 my junior cls rite im surprised 2 find the ct rep in firefly as well...haha not bad eh...n wth i got a doll from my mortal...long story...lol...

hmm lastly i wanna tok abt my new habit!...haha...tt is my emo walks!!!...yup out of a moment of pure random emo-ness i discovered a nice way 2 expres my emo-ness...haha...nowadays i will take 43 all the way 2 sengkang b4 walking hm from the bus stop while listening 2 my emo songs on my ipod nano =)...its been a fantastic way of relieving my emo-ness so far...n can save bus fare n train my legs oso...lol...not bad eh...ha i love my new habit...its nice 2 walk alone n appreciate the nite sky wif the evening breeze blowing against u as emo music run thru u...nice...=)

我要的幸福

为爱情付出

为活着而忙碌

为什么而辛苦

我仔细纪录

用我的双眼

在梦想里找路

该问路的时候

我不会装酷

我还不清楚

怎样的速度

符合这世界

变化的脚步

生活像等待

创作的黏土

幸福我要的幸福

渐渐清楚

梦想理想幻想狂想妄想

我只想坚持每一步

该走的方向

就算一路上

偶而会沮丧

生活是自己

选择的衣裳

幸福我要的幸福

没有束缚

幸福我要的幸福

在不远处

Crunch Time 2

wohoo!...just as i tot!...pool rly SANK chelsea!...wahaha...its just great 2 see ur fiercest rivals crash n burn...ha i sound evil...oh well tts wat chelsea deserve anw...so im not holding back...haha...

NOW 4 MANU 2 FINISH THE JOB AGAINST ARSENAL 2NITE!!!....9PT GAP LOOMS!!!...=)

oh man if manu rly wins 2nite im gonna be so damn high tmr!!!...ha gonna smile throughout the entire day!!!...im gonna be the happieset person on earth!!!...wohoo!!!...c'mon red devils!!! =)

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hmm decided 2 read up on the uni courses from all the brochures i took from last yr's career fair...decided theres rly nth 4 me 2 do at nus at all...in the end felt tt ntu seems 2 be the only choice wif the comm studies n teaching courses...but then comm studies need gd gp grades n somemore its 4 shortlisted candidates only sia...haiz...think teaching is the backup then cos i dun rly mind teaching...haha esp aft watching the new show ying huo chong de meng...lol...ha i dun mind gg back cat high n be a teacher there one day!...ha can be teacher-in-charge of band too!...lol...not bad sia...but i still prefer being a sports journalist =)...wah imagine the chance 4 me 2 go england n interview manu players!!!...omg...lol...=)

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oh n i finally found the wallet tt caught my eye!!!...its a billabong genuine leather wallet tt rly captured my attention...the interior is nice de lah...exterior got one red X at the corner...chao diao...haiz but as always the price always ends up as the deciding factor...aargh...nvm i have decided alr...unless...some kind n rich soul(s) can buy it as bday present 4 me? :x...

ha nvm im prob being materialistic...but retail therapy works 4 me i guess...lol...n tt wallet is rly nice!!!...=)

my heart is lost n confused...

1st Day