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Fantasy World

Im so addicted 2 eragon rite now...2 the extent i even start 2 read it on my bus journeys...wow its been dunno since when i last read a bk on my bus journeys...this shd tell u how addicted i am 2 it...dunno wat gave me the sudden urge 2 read eragon oso...i just knew i had 2 read it...moreover it took me quite some time 2 fnally found the original copy i wanted...ha so glad tt i managed 2 find it...:)...n now im addicted...been missing the joy of reading n immersing myself in my own imagination...ha the mind is a powerful tool :)...i realise i have been using it esp often this yr 2 keep myself happy n pumped up...haiz sometimes gd sometimes bad...i love my dreams...they r so incredible at times but wheneva i think of it i will just smile n laugh at how wonderful n foolish my dreams can be at times...:)...nice...

op 2day ok lah...not rly in the mood so didnt do my best during kan's session...sian...ha but at least my grp was super zai later when we rehearsed ourselves...i managed 2 slow my pace down 2 4.31!...:D...haha...chao diao!...lol...everyone made improvements too!...we r just tired of seeing kan liao...anw we managed 2 sort all our slides once n 4 all too!...tsk hope kan doesnt ask us 2 change any more stuff...

ha there were some happy moments 2day too!...a handful in fact...theres a potential one coming up at 3.30am later too! :D...

1. we dun have 2 do video 4 op anymore!!! :D...haha...i dunno y but i have a feeling its not gg 2 turn out as wat we expected n so im happy we dun have 2 do it...

2. ha this is more of shocking than happy actually...ZIYAN ACTUALLY SPOKE 2 ME IN CHI!!! :O...lol i cant believe it when she actually spoke lah!...quite a pleasant surprise i must say...hmm even though she told me b4 tt she spoke chi at hm but i still dun believe she actually speaks chi...lol...hmm she sounded quite gd in speaking chi oso...nice in fact...;p...glad tt im having an influence on ppl speaking more chi!...wahaha...chao diao!!!

3. im so happy it rained although its a bit sudden...i said b4 i like rainy days rite? :)...ha esp this time round when im on the bus i suddenly had this urge 2 listen 2 yanzi's yu tian...so fitting...:)...damn nice as i listened while staring at the rain pouring...cleansing everything it touches...nice n soothing...:)

4. champions league is back!...lol...hope barca can exact their revenge over chelsea...i have a feeling ronaldinho may just do some magic again!...come on!...wow i miss saying this sia...:D...

5.she's not angry anymore!!! :D...cheers...glad we r back 2 normal le...so scared i would ruin our friendship...:)...ha friends 4eva yah?...i learnt from my mistake liao...:)

i love living in my dreams...my fantasy world rox... :)...

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Tong Lei

ha i finally trained 2day :)...not vy productive i guess but my purpose was 2 get my training mood back...which i think i did...haha...if only im 100% i would have gone on 2 run...well shall just take it one step at a time 4 now...cant wait 4 my blocked nose 2 clear...then im gonna start my intensive training... :)

now tt i think of it...i really owe the range 2 sth...yup tt is my improved ball juggling skills...;p...wheneva im bored or just aft i've trained...i will just juggle the ball n start my own soccer training! :D...i really improved from these mini sessions...haha...if only the range had a betta ball...lol...

ha op 2day was not bad...kan said all of us improved!!! :D...i felt quite at ease 2day oso...tried my best 2 smile which i think i did but he still said i gotta smile more...sian...how sia...nvm...well anw i can afford 2 slow down much more oso...when i slow down i shall focus more on my hand gestures n SMILE!!! :D...

oh well maybe i can only smile when im totally at ease wif myself...tts when im ard friends n gd company :)...i dun think i can eva force myself 2 smile...smile has 2 be natural 4 me...tts y a smile is so nice isnt it?...cos its natural! :)

anw went compasspt wif khai n si hua 2day...didnt noe she will be so spontaneous oso...haha...not bad eh? ;p...got potential 2 be the new usual gang member...lol...well we toured all the lvls of compasspt...me n khai eating our curry puffs along the way...n khai has an insulated mouth!...lol...puff so hot still can eat so fast sia...ha n si hua is just so zai at twisting everything we say...keep making us sound like me n khai r a couple...-.-"...tsktsk...ha but its fun!...;p...ha n i keep saying how time flies when u r in gd company...

oh saw a converse bag tt caught my eye as well...just the perfect size i wanted...but i really hope it could be a nike or adidas?...haha...i have nth against converse but i just like adidas n nike more...well theres still lotsa time 2 shop 4 a new bag...:)...

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was listening 2 all the nice emo songs from jay, yanzi n jingru n suddenly this song caught my attention...yanzi's tong lei...

you shi hou gu dan de hen xu yao ling yi ge tong lei...

ha how true...sometimes i just feel so empty n lonely...anw i noe how hard it is 4 a guy 2 have a real zhi ji...tts y i feel contented 2 have close friends now...but then again like the lyrics...sometimes i just wish i can really find tt zhi ji...haha...oh well 4 now i guess i am still my own zhi ji...n music shall fill my emptiness n lonliness 4 now... :)...

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Simply WAYNEderful!

WOHOO WAT A WAY 2 BREAK HIS SCORING DUCK!!! HAT-TRICK HERO SIA!!! :D:D:D:D:D

ha i just knew rooney was gg 2 get his treble aft he bagged his 2nd goal in just 15mins...hes just so damn zai!...all the goals r WOW!...omg i wanna watch it again n again n again n again n again!!! :D

SIMPLY SENSATIONAL!!! SIMPLY BREATHTAKING!!!

WOHOO!!!

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ha had a relatively peaceful time 2day...originally tot tt family will be gg out in the afternoon but it was not 2 be...not tt im sad but finally i can have some quiet time doing the things i like! :D

ha yup read eragon 2day!...so far so gd i must say...vy long neva read descriptive stuff le so took a while 4 my imagination 2 absorb all the details...haha oso since i SOOOOoooo long neva read books le it took a while 4 the momentum 2 get gg...ah how the miss the days when i was a bookworm!...lol still rmb all the enid blyton storybks i used 2 collect during my pri sch days...ha not 2 mention roald dahl, wishbone, narnia n harry potter! :D i used 2 read a lot lah!...tsk...oh well...

ha aft my eyes got tired of reading...i took a nap...austin kept pestering me 2 play xbox if him loh...tsk felt so bad not playing wif him cos i was realy tired...somemore when i woke up i really not in mood oso cos playing will just make my eyes tired again...so i decided 2 enjoy my emo songs instead! ;p...wah so damn nice...lying on the bed...listening 2 my fav bai se feng che...taking in very detail of the song...the background strings is simply captivating...took me so long 2 discover the beauty of the background strings lah...been always attracted 2 the lyrics too much le...ha guess im 1 of the rare ppl tt will dissect a song so much n listen 2 all the details... :)...ha who ask me 2 come from a music background?...ha its a blessing 2 be able 2 appreciate music! :D

ha n now the current song tts stuck in my head is wu ke qu's can fei...sounds like jay's an jing...maybe tts y im so attracted 2 it...:)...

i just love emo songs... :)...

Devet10's heart was taken at 8:44 PM

It Just Gets Betta :)

Wohoo 2day's a GREAT outing day!!! :D...ha its the 1st time i went 4 2 outings consecutively lah...wat an experience...haha...

ok 1stly is the cls outing...ha not bad lah considering its impromtu...although only got 2 girls tt went...cheryl n ziyan...but there r more than enough guys!...lol...walked 1 lap around the fountain b4 deciding on fast food...then went 2 kfc, arranged the tables b4 deciding 2 go bk...n aft finding no seats there...decided 2 come back 2 kfc where we had originally arranged the tables -.-"...lol...n i again made a sacrifice leh!...sick but still eat fried food...oh well...4 the team! :)...

ha but aft tt we walked around a bit n tried out the life maze which was no kick...lol...but i didnt try though...;p...oh n there were halloween stuff on sale n ziyan came up wif this idea of the guys taking a pic wif the diff hats on...ha in the end only me khai n ks dared 2 take the pic...ha the alliance!!! :D...cheers...

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ha aft tt we parted n me n khai went 2 meet usual gang!...tsk just had 2 mention sth...its not funny 2 receive 4 smses at the simultaneously wif the exact same messages of " GO AND DIE!!!" -.-"...thx ah thx...i noe u guys miss me but still dun have 2 do this rite?...LOL...;p

ha ok we had some fun at the playground at 1st...then attempted 2 find times bkshp cos i wanna buy my eragon bk!...but couldnt find it so ended up in carrefour 4 quite long...browsing thru bks, dvds, etc...had fun chatting wif eunice abt sth all day long!...;p...haha...guess i still feel more at ease wif usual gang too!...haha...

ok aft jen left...we wanted 2 walk 2 raffles city i think bu tthen we found times!!!...ha yup its been relocated!!!...ha n the best thing happened here!!!...i finally found the original blue copy of eragon tt i had craved!!!...wohoo!!!...LOL...yay now i got sth 2 do liao...haha...

oh aft tt went bk 2 chill out...cos eunice was dying from the walking liao...then i again sacrificed again by eating the french chicken burger...gave majority of my fries 2 the rest...haha then talked n talked but this time no laughing session...haha...oh well...ppl sick mah wat can i do?...lol both me n zh sick...ha next time then! :)

but still its the 1st time i had 2 consecutive outings!!! :D cheers!!! :D

oh i realise my entry 2day quite boring too...lol...only the pic is nice i think...haha...sick mah no inspiration...haha...;p

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Sick...

Ha late 4 the ct session 2day...cant blame me...down wif the cold so took a much longer time 2 leave my hm...but only late 4 abt 10mins anw...nevertheless the real SICK guy was even later than me...lol his is a diff kind of sickness...guess wat?...he got 79/80 uni pts!!!...AAAAB...is tt sick or wat?...lol if only i have tt kind of sickness ;p... ha but hes zai lah...n hes none other than ZHANG!!!...lol...pity i got same chi surname as him but diff fate...lol...wadeva...

ok now 4 some op update!...ha we finally got all the slides sorted out!!!...cheers!...oh n we didnt have 2 rehearse in front of kan 2day!!!...wahaha...sick of presenting in front of him alr...oh n becos of tt we had pw lunch plus ks!...lol...some seliting...did i spell correctly?...lol...ha ate at yoshi...then we bastarded andy wif our smses...lol...its only 4 fun k!...:P...ha then i made the ultimate sacrifice!...i sacrificed my health 2 play soccer wif the cls!...haha...

haha ok loh i played badly 2day...control quite bad...missed several half chances oso...but my team lacked a midfield oso...haha...sad loh...game quite imba...n i didnt mark furshi properly when he got the 1st goal!...wahaha...sad...anw im just not at my best lah...oh n im just so damn jealous of ppl tt can run so damn fast...haiz...nvm i shall just train n enjoy my own football! :D

aargh n now im sick...gonna be some time b4 im 100% again...sian...well at least im sick now n not during op...hope my hol will be sickness free then! :D

Devet10's heart was taken at 8:54 PM

Smile 4 OP!

haha wat a tiring 2 days of OP prep...well at least it ended on a high 2day!...:D...

the op workshop was fun!...haha...some highlights:

1. ks the punk com operator...lol...

2. khai's thank u n have a nice day!...LOL...

3. shah getting stunned by the bell!...

4. ray deja vu!...just cannot maintain sia!...

5. andy's snapping of fingers!...

6. tisha's excessive movements when not presenting! :x

7. me looking fierce???lol tts wat ks n khai said...

8. adrian's magic trick! :D

9. my surprise qna mark of 8/10!

10. WINNING BEST GROUP!!! ( shared wif liu tong's grp! ;p)

haha winning tt was a great sense of achievement i must say...think im gonna keep tt macs voucher as souvenir! :D...oh n the best grp comment was tt our slides were GREAT!...ha n 2 think we have not fully edited it yet!...lol...oh n i think personally i think i did quite well oso...got 38/50...but i think i kinda rushed abit...then neva smile much oso...haiz i got smiling disorder!...lol...cant smile when presenting...but when wif friends then can...weird...haha... ;p

i cant wait 4 7/11 to be over!...wanna be rid of pw but i gonna miss my grp!...haha... :)

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im really really sorry...was really only trying my best 2 help...really didnt expect things 2 turn out this way...hate myself...n i bet u do too...im so stupid...sry... :(...

im getting sick too...guess im being punished ba...i fully accept my punishment then...im truly deeply sorry...

Devet10's heart was taken at 9:19 PM

R u watching closely?

The professor: A real magician tries 2 invent sth new tt other magicians r gg 2 scratch their heads over...

The great Danton: I'll perform this feat in a manner neva b4 seen by yourselves or any other audience anywhere in the world...

Wah wat a great movie sia...vy long neva seen a movie tt sets me thinking all the way...haha...lol n its batman vs wolverine!...lol...ironic thing is tt the actor tt acted as batman is called alfred in the movie -.-"...lol...anw its a great movie abt 2 magicians trying 2 outdo each other!...the twists in the movie r damn gd i must say...haha...nice flow 2 the movie as well...just when u think 1 outdoes the other...the other comes back wif sth betta...lol...NICE! :D

oh watched the movie this time wif eunice zh chris sy n khai!...lol n somebody is damn happy! :x...lol...1st time watched at the mini cinema 9 at cine too!...haha...oh n i wantde 2 buy the bk eragon so much but it was just not be...the only copies r either not in the small size i want or the only copies left r in bad condition... :(...oh well hope 2 get it soon...

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oh n i had the longest pw session 2day!...think it was like 5hrs +?...ha but it was quite productive...cos we didnt even noe we had taken tt long...time really flies huh...hmm op rehearsal was not bad lah...i can speak more clearly now n i think i got more hand gestures now too...oh n we discovered tt adrian is abnormal...lol...he can speak well in front of strangers such as teachers but he will kinda screw up n start laughing while presenting in front of us...lol...so surprised sia...normally its the other way round rite?...weird...haha...anw next wk is all abt pw...sian sia...tsk...

sometimes i just dun understand...but sometimes its my fault...haiz...

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:43 PM

This time u walk alone...

ha wat a fantastic performance by manu 2 kick pool out of the title race!!!...wat a way 2 mark scholes's 500th appearance 4 the red devils!!!...he scored the opener n had a fantastic game running the midfield!...n did u see rio's scorcher?!...top corner sia!...wif left foot too!...great control n technique 2 seal the game 4 the red devils wif an absolute scorcher!...ha n like he said in the post match interview..."tts goal of the month!..."lol...i say goal of the season lah! :x...he just loves 2 score againt pool...ha i still rmb tt last gasp winnder he got against pool last season...damn shiok!...haha...

the only thing i am not satisfied is tt i didnt get 2 see ronaldo play!...somemore he said he was gg 2 unleash his new trick!...wl...but nvm since hes ill he shd rest...save the new trick 4 chelsea or sth ba!...haha go terrorise terry!..wahahaha... :P...

oh this time since my cls cant find a place 2 watch tgt...i accepted the invitation 2 watch at oliver's hse tgt wif george n yizha!...haha had a wonderful time watching the match!...ha but not 4 george of cos...sad being a pool supporter...lol...then played bridge 4 an hr...wl they keep delaying my leave lah...in the end they r kind enough 2 walk me 2 the bus stop which was damn far...lol...oh n we talked abt sth *wink*...hopefully it works out...

oh i am just so stupid...seating at the bus stop waiting 4 bus 372 which is most prob the last bus...i dunno cos my hp no batt le...i actually witness the bus zoom past me when i wasnt looking...like wth!...i was just looking down then when i looked up 372 went pass just litat...didnt even stop...haiz...somemore my mom asked me 2 go hm early cos i forgot my keys...if i go hm late will disturb them from opening door 4 me...so in the end i decided 2 RUN HOME -.-"...yah not tt far oso lah only like 4 stops?...luckily i was wearing dry fit too!...ha not bad i cant wait 2 train my running...but in the end still reached hm at 12...kena lectured by my dad...sian...oh well...long time neva enjoyed time wif 4-10 ppl le mah...esp wif yizha n oliver...haha...

all hail the mighty red devils!!!...

Devet10's heart was taken at 12:44 AM

New Hp At Last!!!

Ha nope its not the 5500 sport...but its the latest 5300 XpressMusic!!! :D...

ha originally wanted 5500 sport...but well its too ex le...n now tt o think abt it...i dun really need the sports features in it...n the design doesnt really appeal 2 me anymore...haha...

oh n here comes along the new 5300...1st thing tt caught my eye it the white n RED...lol...seriously it would be much betta if its in black...cos white dirties easily u noe...n black n red is my fav combi!!! ;p...oh well white n red will do just fine...reminds me of manu!!! :D a bit thick too the hp may be...but i like the rubbery red texture n the clicky keypad! :D...oh n the games rock!!!...gonna be addicted 2 them le i guess...theres SOCCER, snowboarding, snakes n a game like dance dance revolution...super fun!!! :D...

oh n guess wat?...the 1st person 2 msg me on my new hp is my chatting partner!...lol... :x

Devet10's heart was taken at 9:17 PM

Death Note

Got 2 be the DIAO-EST movie i watched this yr!!!...the plot is simply brilliant!!!...a truly spectacular battle of wits between 2 geniuses...super zai sia...n 2 think i originally mistook it 4 a horror movie...lol wat a joke...everyone must go watch this!!!...n if u do...dun forget 2 catch the trailer 4 the sequel at the end of the credits!...simply breathtaking...

OOOOoooooo i cant wait 4 the sequel liao!!!...Death note : the last name pls faster come!!!... :D

ha watched this movie wif 10 other 06S42 peeps!...this deserves special mention cos i think this is 1st time so many watched movie tgt...lol...ha yup so heres the 10!:

1.Ks

2.Khai

3.Adrian

4.Andy

5.Ys

6.Nick

7.Zhang

8.Daniel

9.Cheryl Sim

10.Beertini

oh but must mention enoch tisha n cheryl lim too...they went 4 the cls outing but couldnt make it 4 the movie...pity they missed a great movie!...haha...oh n the reaosn we had a cls outing 2day was becos mrs chan gave us a final full day off at her farewell assembly!...so sad tt shes leaving...definitely gonna miss her half days n full days :X...n of course her enthu victorian spirit as well!...:)...was actually expecting mr chow 2 do sth super nice as a tribute...but oh well...mrs chan we will miss u...

oh n i just love japanese!!!...haha...its nice tt i can still rmb some of the jap i learnt!...ha esp apple = lingo!...haha tts the only thing the god of death eats!... :)...

light aka kira is chao smart!...got immense foresight...super meticulous in planning the use of the death note...L is another genius oso...but i sumpah hes gonna be a diabetic!...he keeps eating sweet stuff lah!...non-stop leh...practically every scene hes eating sweet stuff...lol...but a genius nonetheless...misa is totemo kawaii des ne!...lol...tt means chao cute ;p...too bad her role is quite minor...she will only be significant in the sequel...cant wait sia!...lol...

i strongly recommend everyone 2 watch this movie!!!...definitely a must-see!!!...trust me!!!... :D

the human whose name is written in this note shall die...

who will be the last name?...

Devet10's heart was taken at 10:11 PM

Swensen's

ha probably one of the best dinners i had this yr...meaningful too cos it was 2 celebrate sy's bday :)...although a bit ex but it was all worth it! :D...

ha had fun koping khai's topless 5 treat from eunice cos she lost the bet...lol...trying out other ppl's baked rice n koping zh's fish n chips ;p...taking photos...n best of all sharing the earthquake!...haha...oh n sihua was bz koping food all the way sia!...lol...tok abt free-riding!...lol...

k i guess pics best depict the fun we had!!! :D

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Dethroned!..

ha as expected my title as gp top in cls has been stripped!...tsk but seriously i got nth 2 say if someone can get so damn high 4 compo...well im just glad tt i really put up a gd title defence!...fought tooth n nail 2 try 2 retain my title...n im proud 2 announce although im not top in gp overall anymore...at least im TOP IN CLASS 4 COMPRE!!! :D wahahahaha...zai sia...chao diao tt i can still pull off this remarkable feat...its even more amazing considering tt i got ZERO upon 5 for vocab!!!...wth lah!!!...even kan said im lucky 2 be able 2 get 12/15 4 language when my vocab is zero sia...tsk...wo bu gan xin!!!...aargh if i got 2more marks i can get a B liao!...tsk tsk... :X...anw so my overall grade 4 gp is a C!!! ha cant believe gp is actually my best sub...lol...it feels gd 2 have a decent grade though...at least i dun feel so stupid n useless...lol...oh well...im contented wif my gp grade nonetheless... :)...

Devet10's heart was taken at 8:40 PM

Should I?

Ms Lim said sth 2 me tt i just cant get it out of my head now..." r u able 2 cope wif all ur subs?..."

seriously im having serious doubts now...shd i perservere wif my attempt 2 maintain 4 h2s or shd i focus more on other subs by dropping econs to h1?...aft all my other subs r all borderline passes...n i certainly dun want 4 Es for "A"s...but like wat ks has said...actually i can cope one...its just the distractions tt have affected me...stupid distraction like world cup n other stupid stuff...is it really tt way?...deep down i really want a breath of fresh air n lighten my load...this stupid n tedious process of catching up on work is taking its toil on me...have been catching n catching since sec3?...gimme a break...

maybe like wat i said a long time b4...i have really peaked too early...now im getting more n more stupid...seriously when i look at my friends who have started at the same lvl as me...n have now gone on 2 achieve great stuff...im taking more n more steps back...although im happier now in some aspects in finding some of the joys of my life...but academic wise i have suffered...but i noe this is wat i want...2 be happy in life is the most impt...:)...

but now i have 2 make a choice...4h2s or 1h1 n 3h2s?...omg just realised the 1-3 sign applies here as well...is this really meant 4 me???...wadeva the case...i think im pretty convinced myself tt im not gg 2 be smart anymore...tts history le...i can just make up by being hardworking i guess...but hardworking can only get u so far oso...so i guess the ans's quite clear...but 4 now...i shall keep my options open...see how ba...

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op presentation 2day was damn funny!!!...ha it was interesting 2 see ziyan presenting...lol...nick was damn funny wif his "im sure..."...lol...n char's grp all folding their arms!!!...lol...but the best is undoubtedly raymond!!!...lol he just walked up 2 face the cls...opened his mouth 2 greet b4 suddenly bursting out into laughter!!!...LOL...damn random n damn funny!!!...LOL...

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ok i think i gonna get dethroned 4 gp as expected...just didnt think it would be tt person...tsk...oh well like i said b4...at least i put up a gd fight... :)... anw my compo got 28/50...wats extremely satisfactory is tt i proved kan wrong!!! :D ha he said during the last essay i did b4 promos tt i shdnt do sports topic anymore...say wat its not 4 me...ha but i proved him wrong n got a decent pass! :D haha cheers!!!...hope i can at least maintain my D for GP...C is too high le but nth's impossible...esp when there r gonna be moderations...haha hope 4 the best ba! ;p

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ha n ks n khai just went crazy 2day...aft much bugging from them i decided 2 take 55 hm wif them...then they decided 2 go sengkang...at 1st wanna go bishan but i thoroughly refused...so in the end they really went sengkang wif me...ok i treated them o chang kee curry puffs 2 thank them 4 their efforts n walked ard compasspt 4 a while b4 khai had 2 go...lol wat sudden craziness sia... ;p

Devet10's heart was taken at 8:25 PM

1-3 it is...

Ha just as i expected...the 1-3 sign indeed came true...

n so it is then...at least i managed 2 grind out the results...it could so vy close be 3-1 to the opposition instead...

bet u guys still dunno wat im toking abt...lol...k 1-3 means i failed 1 sub n passed the other 3! :D...i got the inspiration 2 find this link aft watching the movie "signs" n by linking it wif the manu score this is wat i've come up wif!... ;p

ha ok so here r my results n some description of how i managed 2 scrape thru...again...

1. Phy E (45 overall) : ha my best accomplishment 4 promos i must say...definitely not an ez task 2 learn this sub entirely in the 2nd half of the yr n still managed 2 get a pass...somemore i dun really have much interest 4 phy i would say aft my exp in cat high...so a remarkable achievement...zhun zhun got the mark i needed 4 promos 2 pass overall too! :D cheers!

2. Maths E (44+1=45 overall) : the disappointment of my promos :(... was so confident i would get at least 50+ 4 me 2 pass maths overall wif ease...so imagine my shock when i got 49...n guess wat?...i had tons of careless mistakes tt was well worth 5marks at least...but but i scored a last min winner by doing the desperate...wif nth 2 lose, i went ahead in my search 4 a winner i know i deserve n i GOT IT!!! :D went 2 get a mark from a graph qn n this is wat mr teo said 2 me: " will this mark make any difference?"...i replied: " YES!!! tt 1 mark is gg 2 make me pass!!! pls give it 2 me! THX mr teo!!!"...lol...n so i got it...wat a close shave sia... :D...

3. Econs E (42+3=45) : the ultimate comeback!...knew it was gg 2 be over when i found out tt i needed 3marks 2 pass...wat a big deficit 2 overturn...when all was lost...somehow my prayers were answered n ms lim came over 2 my desk...looked at my paper...n i told her i needed 3 marks 2 pass...i told her how come this 8mark qn i got 0 n y this 6mark qn i only got1?...she had a thorough look n said :" yah how come no marks huh? shd be 2marks here...come over 2 the teacher's table..." omg tt was just wat i needed 2 hear!!!...so i followed her n in the end i got the 3 marks i needed!!! THX ms lim!!! :D wow this reminds me of the epic liverpool comback!!! 3nil down n wat a comeback 2 make it 3-3!!! LOL...

at this pt i got my hat-trick...but a clean sheet was just not 2 be...

4. Chem S (41 overall) : haiz the unstoppable goal tt i knew i was gg 2 concede...it just had 2 be this close too...now i need 5 promo marks 2 pass overall...even bigger mountain 2 climb...well as they say, in the premier league, u pay 4 all these little mistakes u make...how true...when i lost my cool n my composure during the chem paper...i knew all was lost...its like playing wif 10 men AND having a 3goal deficit 2 overcome...haha...r-paper 4 chem is like 99.9% confirm but theres still a slight chance tt a miracle will happen...ha but wat a miracle tts gonna be...

( beep beep beeeeeeppp!!! Final score: 1-3 )

so its really 1-3 then... SEEE...haha yes i can "see" clearly now...my hols spent on mugging...lol...

i couldn't keep a cleansheet...but at least i got my hat-trick! :)...

but wait...is there gonna ba a dramatic miraculous twist 2 this pulsating match? stay tuned tmr ;p...checking chem n getting back gp...

Devet10's heart was taken at 8:31 PM

Starboard!

Vj openhse just ended...ha tts means another fund-raising opportunity has just passed n im proud 2 announce tt we raised a total of $96!!!...erm ironically though we have 2 thank mr chow 4 this...lol cos hes the one tt forced us 2 start charging ppl 2 shoot... n innocent me kena lectured by him 4 not charging $$ while im eating my lunch...tsk so all i can do is keep nodding my head while eating my bee hoon... -.-"...

Firefly booth was erm...u noe wat i mean...in my opinion, small clubs n societies r just 4 show only lah...we r there 2 make up the nos....nvm at least i i did my part...but im a bit guilty tt i dun look as committed as i shd be...but well i have alr tried my best...some things just cant be forced...

ha n wearing the bandana on my arm makes me feel like a soccer capt... ;p...

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anw im proud 2 announce tt ROONEY'S BACK!!! :D wat a great comeback by manu 2 hammer wigan 1-3!!! great 2 see giggs back too!!! he n rooney turned the game around in the 2nd half...but rooney is definitely my MoM :P... hes at the heart of every manu attack n hes still as unselfish as eva...when given the opportunity 2 shoot, one would expect him 2 shoot considering the pressure hes been enduring recently...but no he unselfishly laid the ball off 4 ole...now tts a class act ;p oh n vidic scored his 1st united goal!!! nice powerful header 2 score the crucial equaliser :)

Manu just rock!!! :D

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in recent times when im gg thru a difficult period...i have grown closer 2 one but more distant from the other...makes me both happy n sad...shall just let nature take its course ba...dunno wat 2 do n dun feel like doing oso...i need a break...n i just wanna be happy... :)...haiz...

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i hate 2 be snubbed big time...esp when its wif a grp of ppl tt get snubbed along wif me...n its all becos of 1 person...if im snubbed alone its ok but i dun like others 2 get involved oso...tts y i still keep harping over the issue...tsk...ha but wait...who ask us 2 be friends?... n close friends forgive n forget :D...n so...ITS ALRITE ZH!!! ha but just dun do it again lah...oh n this is not a deliberate attempt 2 make u feel bad :)

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:02 AM

Absolutely Gutted

Just cant believe it...tsk life's so cruel sometimes...just when my confidence is sky high...it decided 2 send me crashing down wif this devastating blow which leaves my future hanging in the balance...y sia???...i tot i had it all under control...damn confident my maths will pass well enough 4 me 2 get out of maths remedial...but now...i missed the passing grade by ONE PATHETIC MARK...fuck sia...i just cant believe it...im flabbergasted...absolutely gutted...morale at an all time low...it just had 2 happen isnt it...somemore i cant do anything abt it now except wait 4 mon when we check the papers...but mark my words im gonna dig out tt 1 pathetic mark!!!...wo zhen de bu yao hui qu maths remedial...n i dun wanna take r-paper 4 maths lah!!!...how can i fail maths?!?!...this is just too hard 4 me 2 accept...aargh...mon shall be the day then...haiz...

on a positive note...i got an overall grade of E for phy!!!...yup got just nice 45% overall...wat a comeback i must say...considering the fact tt i studied n catch up almost the whole sub of phy entirely in 2nd half of the yr by myself...tts an achievement...lol...k at least i got 1 pass now...it sure feels great 2 have a pass...wat a relief...haha...hope theres more 2 come...

haiz but now i cant help but worry...did i really do as well as i think i will 4 econs n chem?...now doubting myself aft the maths episode...i just cant afford 2 have sth litat again...i dunno how im gonna handle it...haiz...everything seems 2 be crashing down...1st is tt...now is this...when can my life eva be back on track?...haiz...wo xian zai zhi neng guo yi tian suan yi tian ba...jing liang bu yao xiang tai duo...enjoy while i still can ba...

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ha watched silk 2day wif zh, eunice n sy!!!...ha had a great time imagining wat eunice will do when she indeed watched the movie...supposedly 2 be a horror movie u see...n i found out we both gonna watch our 1st horror movie...lol...it all started wif zh being so enthu abt watching it...n since i figure tt theres not much time left since we gonna be bz from tmr onwards so 2day's the best time 2 go watch...basically its all abt how eunice gonna react in the movie...from instinctively grabbing the person on her left( hence i sat on her right ;p) 2 covering her eyes n screaming...lol...ha we oso tot it would be damn funny if i was the one tt ended up screaming instead cos 1st time mah...lol so dunno wat 2 expect...ha in the end its not scary at all lah...more of a suspense thriller...ha but nevertheless its quite enjoyable...ha i like the fact tt the movie's in chi n jap!!!...the languages tt i love most!!!... :D oh n the most funniest quote(loosely translated) has 2 be this:" wth?! eat noodles oso can eat until die?!" LOL...damn funny lah cos its in dialect...nearly broke into a laughing fit...lol...

Devet10's heart was taken at 10:32 PM

How Time Flies...

Haiz how time flies sia...esp when u r enjoying quality time...quality time wif friends n family...

ha 2day finally get 2 see weiming n marcus n...kian hui!!!...lol...ha we had a great time playing xbox at my hse!...just like the gd old days of upper sec when the 4-10 guys keep coming my hse 2 play winning 11!...ah how i miss those days...anw just realised this is the 1st time kian hui come my hse too!...lol...

ha marcus n weiming...my closest clsmates...been tgt eva since sec1...from 1-10 to 4-10...how we've grown n matured n bonded...pity we now all at diff jcs now...but hey like they say...ur closest friends will be the ones from ur sec sch days...they gonna be ur friends 4 life...:)...

ha marcus ah the zai kia...top student of cat high!!!...still cant believe he actually went 2 arts stream...but he pro lah...wadeva he study sure will be zai oso one...ha so now at hwa chong in the humanities programme...big shot in scouts too...lol forgot wats his post called le but is the overall head of scouts... ;p...oh now in kayak...planning 2 take up either geog/econs h3 oso...wat can i say?...damn zai!!!...:D...ha n we had 1 special link too...both of our dads were colleagues b4 n knew each other!...ha now the friendship carries on 4 the next generation...lol...

ha weiming my fellow soccer buddy!!!...always tok soccer in cls...always play soccer in cls too!!!...wah i miss playing soccer in cls!!!...haha...he liverpool supporter while i manu supporter...so sure keep suan-ing each other one...lol...my fellow mugging buddy oso...cos we kinda in same situation...keep slacking so o lvl must last min chiong...lol i rmb we keep sms-ing each other 2 check each other's progress...esp the nite when we gonna have geog n bio the next day...tsk the killer day 4 o's...memorable experience lah o's...i noe we both could have done much betta but...oh well...life goes on...oh n now hes at tj...n i envy him 4 being in soccer!!! kaka sia!...no.22!!!...haha...;p...

ha time really flies...hope we can get tgt more oso... :)...

Devet10's heart was taken at 9:04 PM

Now i noe...

I finally realised the effect chi songs have on me...n now i noe y i just LOVE chi songs too...ha chi songs r making me more n more emo...in a gd way of course...realised i connect vy well wif them n some songs r just so fitting...its this connection tt ties me so well wif them...haha...i can always find a song 2 relate 2 my present feelings n current situation...chao diao...lol...

oh n im determined not 2 be so "stupid" anymore...wo kai shi dong le :)...im tired of being so yu chun...sometimes i just dun understand myself...n others...but now i noe...its the effect tt chi music have on me...lol...yup...now im done n over wif being so stupid...sick n tired of it too...i rather focus on others stuff now...stuff like soccer n music :D...ha n of course my beloved family n dear friends :)...

oh this reminds me of this phrase...think 4-10 ppl shd recognise this...

dun take my ez going nature 4 stupidity...

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i want more outings!!!...

more soccer sessions too!!!...

more movies!!!...

more great albums!!!...

more quality time wif friends!!!...

more $$$ 4 me 2 spend!!!...

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kai shi dong le

xiang xin ni zhi shi pa shang hai wo

bu shi pian wo

hen ai guo shui hui she de

ba wo de meng yao xing le

xuan bu xing fu bu hui lai le

yong xin suan wei xiao qu yuan liang le

ye fan yue le

you zuo tian hai shi hao de

dan ming tian shi zi ji de

kai shi dong le

kuai le shi xuan ze...

Devet10's heart was taken at 12:00 AM

Rob-b-hood ROX!!!

Ha finally get 2 watch the movie i wanna see!!! 1st time watched 2 consecutive chi movies too!...lol nice! :)

oh watched wif my cls this time...got the 2 cheryls, daniel n kok jin...lol...was part of the cls outing tt vy nearly failed 2 materialise...lol...ha im glad tt it didnt cos it means i got 2 watch a great movie!!! :D

k the movie is just SO DAMN FUNNY!!! Laughed lots sia!!! Cannot maintain u noe...lol...wat can i say?...i love jackie chan's movies!!!...always neva fail 2 entertain me wif all the humour n action...oh n there r some vy touching parts too...nearly cried sia...but well...i guess i forgot how 2 cry le...guess its gonna take sth real momentous 2 get me teary...lol...wadeva...oh n the baby is chao cute!!! :D all the girls in the cinema were like "Owwwwww" everytime the baby smiles n laughs... :) some even got so emo during scenes when the baby is in danger tt they really gasp n scream... -.-"...the action is trademark jackie too...all vy impressive...zhen de shi bai kan bu yan! ;p overall wat a great movie this is!!!...tsk too bad usual gang all dun wanna watch it...wat can i say?...i love jackie chan movies!!! :D

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oh i realised i got lotsa things i wanna buy n as such im determined 2 find a job during hols (hopefully)...lol n yup hope i can get all these stuff i want!:

1. Nokia 5500 sport

2. New watch

3. Ipod nano

4.Manu jersey

ha i may want a new pair of soccer boots too but tts highly unlikely considering the fact tt i alr bought 3 pairs of shoes this yr liao...haiz...but 1 pair is injury prone...the other damaged...n now left wif the most recently bought one but its 4 casual wear n not 4 sports!...tsk...nvm...hope my parents win 4D or toto soon...lol...

Devet10's heart was taken at 10:09 PM

A Tribute 2 My Dearest PW Grp...

I JUST LOVE MY PW GRP!!! :D GUYS WE ROCK!!!

Ha im just so damn lucky n blessed 2 be in this pw grp...while i see other grps having internal conflicts...ppl slacking or r practically bo chap...or some really unfortunate ones tt gotta redo their pw n r thus vy stressed...im happily enjoying pw wif my grp!!!...Ha as such i just wanna dedicate this post 2 them!!!...guys if u r reading this we just rock!!! :D

1. Adrian (grp leader) : Ha the zai kia of our grp...Pro indon scholar...Vy efficient n responsible leader...Kind n considerate for his members too...as such we all love working under him...He always tries 2 be as cool as possible n not panic although sometimes kan is just so !"£$...lol...yah i must say becos of him our pw is vy organised n efficient...just like his character...ha adrian rox! ;p

2. Cheryl Lim (grp secretary n artist ;p ) : ha our dear secretary is super zai too!!! recorded all the minutes neatly in her mr.midnite notebk aka our grp bible...lol...all the posters 4 our project r done by her too!!! oh n not 2 mention the cover pg too! pro sia!!! :D as such i gave her the title of grp artist too! ;p

3. Tisha: ha the english pro in our grp...shes super zai in noeing how 2 put our idea through clearly...its like u just explain 2 her in words then she can transpose everything into sentences just nice 4 us 2 type out...shes vy sharp in spotting mistakes too!...vy clear idea of wats gg on even though she loves 2 msg...lol...tts a compliment! :D likes 2 joke ard too!...

4. Fursham aka fushi! ;p : ha the tech pro...if not 4 his mp3 we cant record our interviews!...haha...super efficient too!...like me we r the solid workers in the grp...oh n we both like 2 lighten the mood in our grp too!...haha rite?

5. ME! (grp motivator ;p) : ha wat can i say abt myself?...hmm oh i sort of like the grp printer!...lol always printing out the coloured pgs...ha but im impt cos im gd at paraphrasing!lol...tsk kept saying i gp top sia...oh but im the one the cracks jokes 2 lighten the mood n keep motivating our grp tt we r doing a great job! haha...now tts impt!...

Ha yup so this is my super pro n beloved grp!!! As u can see we have a well-balanced grp of talent here!!! Im just so happy tt we all click so easily!!! We got a great grp spirit too!!! Yup tts y pw meetings r NEVA boring but lotsa fun!!! theres always laughter :D Ha tts y we may come up wif sth fun 4 op too! :x

CHEERS 2 MY CHAO DIAO GRP!!! LOL!!! :D WE ROCK!!!

Devet10's heart was taken at 10:25 PM

Love wedding dinners...

Wat a long day it was...but it was indeed filled wif happy events :)...woke up early 2 my cousin's hse...its her da xi zhi ri!!! ha saw how the groom got zhen-ed by the jie mei...lol...the xiong di men n esp the groom got so chong dong tt they literally broke the door when the jie mei kept resisting...lol interesting 2 watch...was wearing my c.ronaldo shirt tt day too! chao diao! ;p

aft tt is pw...im gonna leave a separate post 4 tt later ;p...

k the wedding dinner at nite!...ha i love wedding dinners...can see all ur relatives n mingle wif my fellow cousins...best thing is we get 2 eat gd food tgt!!! :D wow jason is overtaking me in terms of height liao...aargh y cant i grow taller?...haha nvm gd 4 him...vy long neva see him liao too...oh n i manage 2 learn how 2 play ting ma ma de hua at the piano! ;p chao diao! got a nice souvenir too...a handphone strap in the design of a heart kept in this metal heart...ha nice! ;p

well i just love family occasions...:) does tt make me a family man? lol...*shrugs*

oh n austin rox! lol love him!

Devet10's heart was taken at 9:45 PM

Banquet

Ha finally got 2 watch a movie aft so long...n wat a great movie 2 watch too!...Banquet is nice!...ha but surprised by the amount of blood n gore...not tt i mind though :P nice action!...

ha basically some snippets n tots abt banquet :

1. its a damn bloody banquet...lol literally theres blood in every action scene ;p

2. the emperor is damn horny...lol...

3. best quote(translated): "is there anything more poisonous than this?" , " human heart"

ha the impact is much stronger if its in chi... ;p

4. i love the swordplay...chi swordplay n martial arts rox!

5. it all started wif 1 backstabbing...n ended wif lotsa other backstabbing!!!

6. practically every main character died in the end...1st time i had seen an ending litat...lol...

7. who the hell killed zhang ziyi in the end?!?!

8. the ending song is nice.. :) aargh but i forgot the title liao...

9. chi movies rox! ;p

10. moral of story: neva backstab!!! lol ;p

haha aft tt usual gang went 2 shop abit b4 jen pang seh us...lol...n we went macs 2 have a GREAT LAUGHING SESSION!!! :D :D :D :D :D lol how i miss laughing my heart out! just wat i needed 2 maintain my aft promos joy! lol...so funny lah...the main thing is the nite safari...LOL...wah cant wait 4 the next laughing session!!! :D :D :D :D :D

k now 4 some random things:

1. its now back 2 pw...tsk tsk...

2. cant wait 4 the next soccer session! guess i must take initiative n organise...

3. yay gg 2 attend my cousin's wedding tmr! see all gd things r happening aft promos...lol

4. oh gotta sort out arc accounts...in a mess aft family 3... :x

5. training gonna restart soon i guess...somehow got mixed feelings...nvm...

6. gonna have 4-10 outing next wed! yes cant wait 2 catch up wif marcus n weiming!!!

7. hmm now tt 4-10 gonna have outing... hope can meet up wif ex-band members too?

8. cant wait 4 the next manu match! bring on wigan! go ronaldo n rooney!

9. now 4 my target of a new hp...new watch..n get tt black manu jersey!!! ;p

10. shant think too much n get affected...stupid...tsk an jing...

11. my mom just said ben chao gang mu is nice n asked me 4 the title!!! WOW!!! :P

12. my mp3 can read my mind...im serious...it somehow noes wat song i wanna listen 2... :)

13. i wanna go vivocity!!!

14. wonder how my bro gonna do 4 psle? 2 papers left...all the best 2 him...

15. when is happy feet coming out??? is it an animated penguin musical? lol

16. silk looks most prob 2 be the 1st horror movie i gonna watch ;p

17. i decided tt bai se feng che is the best song in still fantasy...but getting addicted 2 ting ma ma de hua liao...lol...

18. i dun want this yr 2 end so soon!...

19. i wanna play winning 11 10!!!

20. wah cant believe i managed 2 get 20 random things...lol...

Devet10's heart was taken at 9:39 PM

Back wif a BANG!!!

WOHOO ITS FINALLY ALL OVER!!! :D

Say gdbye 2 maths remedial!!! :D Bye 2 mugging...4 now at least ;p Haha can u believe it?! Its REALLY ALL OVER!!! :D

Oh n soccer 2day was BEST!!! Best match i had eva played in my entire life! It had absolutely everything most fun n dramatic abt soccer!!! 1st n foremost, as the captain, i hereby present the man of the match award 2 nick!!! He was unstoppable in front of goal lah! Best moment is when he made a stunning triple safe!!! Sia lah ABSOLUTELY UNBELIEVABLE!!! :D ZAI!

Ha next is my 2 goals, 2 assists n 1 effort which cannoned off the crossbar! Wah i love both of my goals 2day! 1st is my typical powerful strike from the right.I love this cos the execution is perfect n the angle was challenging as well...So was delighted when it rammed straight into the net! :D Ha my 2nd is even betta...aft i received the ball in the box it bounced up n i had 2 juggle it wif my thigh b4 unleashing a volley into goal!!! WOHOO 1st time i scored such a nice volley sia!!! :D

Last but not least i just have 2 comment on all the beautiful build-up play both teams had...the hightlight of my team has 2 be the triple shot on goal...Haha aft a trademark mazy run by sanjay into the box, his shot was saved by the keeper...Then the ball fell 2 me wif an open goal in sight! WL now i finally understand ronaldo's frustration when i did exactly the same thing as him!... Yup i hit the ball n it cannoned right off the crossbar!!! AARGH!!! MY HAT-TRICK!!! Ha but tts not the end though...when i was rueing tt effort the ball fell 2 jianwei n he finally finished it 4 us by driving the ball into the net aft the ball fell 2 him...Haha ...Shot on target, cannoned off crossbar, then goal!!! :D

MY BEST MATCH EVA!!!

ha not bad considering i neva play 4 so long liao... :) my fitness still sux though...gotta train now!

anw can u guys believe it?...this yr really passed SUPER fast...2 more months n its yr 2007 liao...somemore next yr is A's le...wl...ha nvm TIME 2 ENJOY!!!

Devet10's heart was taken at 5:24 PM

Where's my composure sia?

F*** lah...( ha i do use this word but its just tt i dun use it in front of girls :p) Wheres my composure when i needed it the most?! Just let myself down totally this time...Rueing this wasted opportunity now...aargh...but still theres always hope...hopefully im still able 2 grind out a pass...but most prob will be a borderline one lah...tsk tts my mentality when i was chionging my last few qns... "Damage Control!"...noe its too late 2 finish all le...so just do the ez ones...

sometimes i just hate myself 4 thinking so slow!!! aargh...

nvm now i gotta pick myself up...get on wif the game n get stuck in 4 maths...maths is there 4 the taking...just gotta push myself hard enough...

Enough abt tt...now i cant wait 4 SOCCER tmr!!!!!!! Oh i just cant say how much i miss JOGA BONITO-ING!!! ( i miss saying this sia!!!)Gonna play my heart out tmr!!! Cant wait sia!!! Gonna shout my heart out too!!! WOHOO!!! :D

Pls lemme end on a HIGH!!! :D

Devet10's heart was taken at 7:45 PM

A brace 4 ole, a brace 4 me!

Wohoo it feels gd 2 noe tt u have done ur best n have absolutely no regrets abt it!!! :D

Haha although preparation wise it obviously could have been betta but i had alr made the most of wadeva preparation i had...n tts most impt! ;p

Econs is finally GONE!!! :D well hope i can pass of course but i think shd be ok ba! *kiss my finger n points 2 the sky* lol in case u dunno wats tt i shall say its my own way on spurring myself on! ;p its my own little trademark now :) Well one thing's 4 sure...n tt is i wrote much more n know much more abt econs than b4...hence dun u think i deserve 2 pass? lol.

Phy is OVER too!!! Tsk but feel cheated by dr goh.Its NOT the same standard as midyrs lah! tsk somemore the qn he set was difficult...still say wat ez sia...stupid steven gerard...lol...lucky neva put manu player instead if not i will be kicking myself 4 not being able 2 solve! hey but weird though...even though its seems harder but i actually feel i have a decent chance of passing! lol. must be becos this is still nth compared 2 wat i experienced 4 midyrs...yup so probably feel SO much betta cos i can do much more qns in this paper n not be TOTALLY clueless...lol...hmm guess shd be this reason ba...

But overall i feel really gd tt i had done my best!!! Yup i feel tt i can pass both but we shall see how ba...Gonna take wadeva result they give me...Just delighted tt wo zhong yu dui de qi zi ji le! :D Cheers!!!

oh n i guess ole's double strike n ronaldo's "hat-trick" indeed inspired me ba! :D

Wat a brace 4 me! Wat a brace 4 Ole too!

oh i b4 i forget again...HAPPY BDAY 2 KS!!! tsk didnt dunk u 2day sia...forgot 2 remind the cls...

its not the results tt matters...but how u play the game... ;p

Devet10's heart was taken at 7:53 PM

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