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Thursday, September 28, 2006

Awakened...

4 days left...

feels like the good old days of last min work...

haha wat can i say?...

miss those days :)

but this time its different...

totally different....

stakes r much higher...

have a mountain 2 climb...

but hey...

im actually relishing this chance!...

weird but its true...

noe im far from there yet...

but im thriving under pressure...

slowly, steadily but surely...

part of me has awakened...

the part when i missed so much...

my competiveness...

not against others...

but against myself...

my desire 2 succeed...

2 prove 2 myself...

tt my class is still there...

my self-belief...

time 4 it 2 translate into results...

im fighting not only 2 get promoted...

but im fighting against myself...

n for the ppl i love...

its a battle i shall not n will not lose...

im not gg down w/o a fight...

nth's over until the final whistle is blown...

so cya at the final whistle...

come on...

inspired...

motivated...

rejuvenated...

oh...n i trust u... =)

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:21 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

GP n Chem SPA Skill A OVER!!! :D

Cheers!!! LOL!!! Dunno y i so happy when i in fact screwed up both papers in a way...tsk...

wl cant believe i actually blundered TWICE 4 skill a lah!!! 1st blunder is i fix wrong volume...tt one still ok cos ez 2 spot n easily fixed...wl but aft tt i realised i FIXED THE WRONG REAGENT!!! Tts EXACTLY wat i did 4 mock spa too!!! tsk so in the end i so kan chiong tt faster chiong everything...hopefully i managed 2 correct all my errors in time cos i have no time 2 check!!! AARGH!!!

Ha aft tt is GP!!!...vy scared too cos i realise other than sports i dun really have examples for other topics...but heng sia got sport topic!!! :D But dunno whether i did it correctly leh cos other ppl say sport topic is hard this time...but i feel its ok!...well at least its betta than the other sport qn i did 4 kan...lol...somemore this time i wrote 3 FULL PAGES!!!1ST TIME WRITE SO MUCH LAH!!! betta let me pass at least...lol...but my conclusion only 1 sentence sia...tsk no time!!! AARGH!!! but i like my examples!!! lol got ROONEY, FEDERER, NADAL, SOLSKJAER!!! :D

oh n the compre sux sia...esp the summary...wasted lotsa time on it...haiz...application no time 2 finish my balance...wth...tsk...hope i can pass at least...im just glad tt my mid yrs will help this time...lol...im lucky 4 gp 4 midyrs i guess...:)

Tsk somemore i have 2 live up 2 my status as gp top in cls...wth lah...cant u guys see its a fluke? i prefer 2 see myself as the UNDERDOG!!! :D UNDERDOGS RULE!!! :D well at least i put up a gd fight 2 retain my title this time...lol...as long as i did my best its ok!!! :D

oh n i actually sacrificed watching the manu match!!! Can u believe tt? lol...;p

RONALDO ROX!!! BEST MANU PLAYER SO FAR THIS SEASON!!!:D

Devet10's heart was taken at 10:26 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Frustration Sux

Im so frustrated now...tot it was progressing well but apparently its not so!...aargh y am i so stupid?...mug so much alr still dunno how 2 do...guess this shows its still not gd enough then...haiz...8days left...i need a miracle...just like 4 my o's when i just managed 2 scrape thru...aargh frustrating sia!!!

So frustrated against teams tt defend against manu as well...i mean come on lah play beautiful football!...stop defending all the way once u have a surprise lead against a top side!...aargh...n y is manu so unlucky now?...suay suay ball hit neville's arm unintentionally...n if tts not enough...van der sar got a touch 2 the penalty but still cant keep it out...wtf lah...tsk...aargh!!!

On a positive note...RONALDO ROX!!!...WOHOO WAT A SUPERB SOLO EFFORT!!!...GREAT STRIKE!!! WAT A BEAUTY!!! :D

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:20 AM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Not Now Pls...

%$£@ lah i think im suffering from slight burnout liao...shit...this is not gd at all...aargh...y cant my body take it sia? is it becos im just not used 2 late nite intensive mugging?...wl im alr forced 2 change my strategy in order 2 clear as many topics as fast n as efficiently as possible liao...pls pls dun burnout!!! :(

guess im forced 2 rest more liao...tsk...promos is killing me!...wl...aargh...

looks like i gotta rest more n mug more simultaneously...NICE ONE SIA!

-.-"

Devet10's heart was taken at 10:22 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

Destress!

Been mugging...kinda have a momentum already...just need 2 step up a bit more...push myself like neva b4...aft all, theres just too much at stake...im fighting 4 my own expectations now...just gonna do my absolute best wif wadeva time i have left n see whether my class will eventually show...just gonna do my best n accept wadeva outcome there may be...aft all, as long as im happy wif wat im doing...tts the most impt thing...:D

i rmb this quote from my conductor during my band days...

JUST DO IT!!!

i say BRING IT ON!!! C'MON!!!

Listening 2 jay chou n trying 2 sing his songs esp the emo ones is a gd way of destressing...esp when u do it alone late at nite when everything's so peaceful n the music is crystal clear in ur ears...every beat...every sound...every word...strikes deeply into ur senses...music is magical...

watching manu play is a gd way of destressing oso...the emotional roller coaster i encountered during the manu-arsenal match is indescribable...wat a great outlet 2 vent my frustrations when they play badly n i swear n hit the cushion...or when a great move or goal is created my spirits will be so damn high tt its incredible...i will cheer n just let my emotions n passion empower me...i feel so free sia...n again its when im alone late at nite when everything is just so damn clear n real...i love it...being so free n w/o restraint...wat a way 2 relieve my pent up emotions...

i love soccer n music...

i love the nite...

Devet10's heart was taken at 8:15 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

MUG!!!

I WANNA GET PROMOTED!!!

I WANNA KEEP MY 4 H2S!!!

CHIONG AH!!!

C'MON!!!

JIAYOU EVERYONE 4 PROMOS!!! :D

DEVET10 AWAY MUGGING TILL PROMOS R OVER...SAYONARA!!!

Devet10's heart was taken at 10:08 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Living Legends

Wah im just impressed wif Jay chou!!!Haha...STILL FANTASY ROX LOH!!!Ha gonna rate the songs now! ;p

1.Twilight's Chapter Seven / Ye De Di Qi Zhang : Ha this song reminds me of Yi Fu Zhi Ming! :D The more i listen, the betta it gets! I like the dark theme as well :) Cheers

*****(5 stars! :D)

2. Listen to Mama's Words / Ting Ma Ma De Hua : Interesting title wif meaningful lyrics! Not a bad song at all! Sweet n melodious song too! Vy relaxing... :)

****(4 stars)

3. Faraway / Qian Li Zhi Wai : WOW duet wif Fei Yu Qing! At 1st i tot Fei Yu Qing will spoil the song but hor the song is getting more n more addictive each time i hear it! ;p The chorus ROX!if only it can be a bit longer...anw great zhong guo feng song!...the beat reminds me of Fa Ru Xue!...

****1/2(4.5 stars! ;p)

4. A Herbalist's Manual / Ben Cao Gang Mu : Wah jay turned such a traditional topic into a cool rap wif a vy catchy tune! Not bad sia!!! :)

***1/2(3.5 stars)

5. Retreat / Tui Huo : Ha my fav chi ballad!!! So of course it ROX!!!Wahaha!

*****(5 stars!!! :P)

6. Red Imitation / Hong Mo Fang : Ha vy interesting rap due to the lyrics! the tune got a mexican feel 2 it as well...vy cool song overall!!!

***1/2(3.5 stars)

7. Heart's Rain / Xin Yu : Hmm nice slow song which i think will most prob grow on me the more i hear it ba...High pitch song too which is actually vy soothing :)...oh reminds me of Qing Tian now tt i think of it! :)

****1/2(4.5 stars)

8. White Windmill / Bai Se Feng Che : Oh this song reminds of Lang Man Shou Ji!!! A vy sweet sounding song tts vy melodic!!! Nice!

*****(5 stars)

9. Rosemary / Mi Die Xiang : Wah jay actually sounds nice in the attempt at swing jazz! ha dunno whether its called this cos i forgot the style name liao although its so familiar... ;p nice lounge type of music...gd 4 creating relaxed ambience :)

****(4 stars)

10. Chrysanthemum Flower Bed / Ju Hua Tai : Wow if u think jay cant pronounce his lyrics properly LISTEN 2 THIS!!! its almost crystal clear sia! lol when my bro 1st heard it he asked me whether this is jay's song! lol. yup but this is a vy chinese oriental song which reminds me of Cai Chun Jia if im not wrong...Hmm but nice attempt by jay...:) vy suitable 4 a musical!aft listening 4 quite some time its acutally getting nicer n nicer! lol

****(4 stars)

Ha GIGGS ROX!!! scored the winner against spurs! Won the player of the month too!!! A True Living Legend!!! C'mon!!!

Living Legends inspire me...So lucky 2 noe them n see them in action!!! :D

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:10 AM

Friday, September 08, 2006

Still Fantasy...

Ha cant wait 2 get my hands on my very 1st album!!! :D LOL...By rite shd have gotten it 2day but stupid sembawang at compasspt only releasing it tmr...tsk...oh originally wanted it 2 be more meaningful by asking someone 2 buy 4 me (cos its like im owed an album?lol its complicated lah so nvm)...oh well...only in my dreams ba...looks like its STILL FANTASY...lol pun intended ;p

lol anw i love my dreams...always weird but sweet ;p...haiz...

Devet10's heart was taken at 7:46 PM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Mini Comp 2

Wth sia i want a mini re-comp! SHOT LIKE SHIT SIA! :( Can just throw my 1st 5 cards away...Cant believe my 1st shot is a PATHETIC 5! Grrrrrr....Tsk i only hit form at my 6th card loh...But aargh my top form lasted 4 2 series only...Aargh...hmm this reminds me of sth ambrose once said which is SOOooooo true! :D " Form is temporary...But CLASS IS PERMANENT!!! " :D wah now tt i think of it long time no see ambrose liao...haiz...lol anw yup i noe wif training my class will eventually show! C'MON!!!:D Anw anw my average improved nonetheless...from 7.6 to 7.9...n i shot the exact total of 473 as esmond! ha so qiao but we both noe its like shit...Aargh...K enough abt tt...

Ha we then went sakae sushi! Hmm my 1st time there...The 1st customers we walked past r japs n i realised its been a long time since i spoke jap n i kinda missed it...oh well...anw i just LOVE UNAGI!!! lol but the ones they serve look diff from the ones i usually eat but the taste is still heavenly! :D haha....i bet i must have finished half an adult eel by myself! ;P oh then esmond had 2 spoil the com just when we r abt 2 order the desserts! lol.wah i ate until SO DAMN FULL tt i nearly vommitted out on my way 2 the toilet! lol...ok now 4 some jap! SAKAE SUSHI GA ICHIBAN DES!!! UNAGI WA TOTEMO OISHI DES NE!!! :D

okok next is shopping at bugis! wah saw lotsa familiar ppl 2day...ha the 1st i saw is yizha n oliver!!! ha wif choir ppl lah...Next is my ex band senior which i forgot the name liao :x oops...Wah last but not least is the least expected cos is he spot me not i spot him...Ha danny saw me! ha the soccer zai kia... :) oh i nearly forgot...saw joanne peh filming as well! ;p

ok so we went ard shopping 4 gift 4 esmond...lol he didnt even noe lah!but jen n zh kept changing minds abt wat 2 buy...in the end decided on a myuk wallet! tsk still say myuk is 4 girls...in the end still buy tt loh! haha...wah u shd see how red esmond turned when he received his present! lol.aiyah shd have used his own cam n take pic. :) oh which we did when we went coffee bean...took grp pic using his new cam! :)

ha did i say class is permanent just now? :D i just owned in bishi bashi again even though vy long neva play liao.lol.cheers! :D aargh but rusty hands made me lose the flower game...nvm im still the BEST in the SOCCER ONE!!! C'MON!!! :D aiyoh jen was disappointing leh...haha...lose 2 chris somemore...tsk ;p...oh n saw REAL PROs b4 we played lah...they actually completed the entire game!!! WOW! Saw lotsa mini games tt we neva seen b4 one loh...pro pro sia...oh saw another guy pro at soccer oso...he can just pass into the penalty box n score lah! ZAI!

anw sth random...some ppl r just lucky i guess...or maybe blessed...but must it be mentioned all the time? tsk irritating :X oh well...random! ;p

i want my nokia 5500 sport as well...lol...haiz...

i have quick reflexes! rite jen? ;p

the more i look, the more i see... :) oh well...

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:08 PM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Family3

Hmm can only say family3 had lotsa unexpected events happening...hmm but now tt i think back its actually quite enjoyable :)...yup yup so lemme recall all the nice things tt happened!

ha bang bang is finally up n running albeit some cock ups along the way like missing balls etc...lol actually i think tts the only major cock up? hmm anw the crowd just doesnt wanna appear, much less visit our stall? aiyah nvm the nice thing is tt we actually made our target! we raised a total of $137 if im not wrong! the target is $120! CHEERS ARC WE HAVE DONE IT!!! :D ha incredible isnt it? :)

oh yes played the turn turn thing wif arc too aft chow persuaded us 2 try...yup i agree wif him totally tt its FUN! :D was literally flying ard in my seat! lol therefore shoulders now pain from banging against the seat! oi someone ask them fix cushions to the seats next time! ;P

went 4 the highly anticipated band performance but missed the harmoc one due 2 cock up by ks :) lol. anw i was SO pumped up abt watching them perform pirates then i kept saying "yes pirates!" until jen tot i siao liao.lol.aiyah eva since i got hold of the pirates soundtrack i've been dreaming of watching a band perform it live loh! N my wish finally came true! :D Hmm although it was not a polished performance its still afterall PIRATES!!! :D Hmm hope they will improve by the time open hse comes...Ohhh i SOOOOOO miss my clarinet now!!! tsk :) i miss all my chssb band mates! :D lets meet next yr at syf! :D

oh anw jen did u rmb the bang poster we stuck on the back of the train? lol i just realised we forgot 2 check if its still there! ;p lol.

hmm anw sth happened tt made me a little pissed.haha i admit was a little too emo then.sry lah... :)

lol btw scavenging 4 useful leftover freebies is kinda fun! lol. now the range got free supply of mineral water, baby shower foam, pens n some jerseys! ;p

oh anw HAPPY BDAY 2 ANN!!! (aka ah bee ;p) ha dun think u will eva see this but still wanna wish u a vy happy bday n a sweet 16 my dear cousin! :) really long time no see le leh.feel bad 4 not msging u oso.well at least had a brief chat last nite which was nice :) yep cousins 4eva! cheers :) hope 2 see u n melissa soon...oh her bday is coming up too? :)

aiyoh im missing so many things nowadays...my dear clarinet,chssb,cousins... :)

Devet10's heart was taken at 10:55 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006

Bang!

1st of all...happy teachers' day 2 everyone! :) haiz miss my chs teachers sia...sry 4-10 cls mates 4 not gg back too...super bz wif arc...oh but i smsed pereira n he replied almost instantly lah! :D hmm wonder hows hes doing in ijc though?

oh anw teachers' day celebration was quite crappy...but sat wif zh,sy n eunice n had a gd laugh at times ;p...only notable stuff r the x-dressing teachers eg seet n chow...chow's wadrobe malfunction(aargh i cant see from the back :( )...tyh's hokkien singing n of course the teachers' spoof of adidas's impossible team commercial! LOL NICE SIA!!! :D

of course there's the disappointments as well such as the xmen thingy n the heavy metal band which is total crap.really cmi leh...tsk

oh realised tt eunice is REALLY SCARED of ballons oso...sry 4 pissing u off eunice...u sure look scary when u r pissed :x

ok so its hardwork wif arc aft tt...jen made a "grand" entrance like wat zh said...aiyoh she sprained her ankle lah...jen must take care hor! anw anw really did lots 4 family3 preparation work...went hm super late 4 2 consecutive days liao...yup the range is our 2nd hm le like wat jen always says :)...ok so arc lets make our efforts count n make bang bang a success!!! :P

AARGH i wanna kill the printers!!! no fashion sense or even common sense at all sia!!! totally ruined our jackets n jerseys...im TOTALY DISAPPOINTED wif the end products...aargh arc deserves betta...tsk...aft all the jackets n jerseys r meant 2 be worn wif PRIDE!!! n i AM PROUD 2 be from ARC!!! the printing just ruined everything... @#$% lah...tsk

im NOT gonna waste my hols next wk!!!

Devet10's heart was taken at 2:52 PM

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