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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Chiong Ah!!!

Omg lah cant believe its 34 days till PROMOS!!! Wl i can still rmb the day where i attended the briefing 4 failures...At tt time there was still 61 days till promos!!! Wl eh i wasted 27 days already!!! AARGH!!!

K from now on NO MORE SLACKING!!! Gotta chiong liao ah!!! Time 4 a sudden burst of pace!!! Gotta maintain the momentum too!!! Jiayou!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Ps: hope this can be a wake up call n motivate those who read this 2 mug too! C'MON guys n gals( esp USUAL GANG;p) !!! :D

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:11 PM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Say NO 2 Sadness...

Tts it...i've decided 2 show sadness the RED CARD n send it out of my Theatre of Dreams...just realised its been bugging me 4 so long n its been corroding me subconsciously... Soooo, no more sad entries 4 me in my PASSIONATE THEATRE OF DREAMS!!! Its gonna be a HAPPY place from now on... :D All the sadness shall now reside in the safest part of me...hidden from everyone else...:)

oh cant believe i had a sweet dream last nite...so unbelievable...esp wif the current situation...ha so nice sia...oh well...like 4 all dreams...how nice it would be if its true... :)

oh austin's been sweet 2day too...i wanted 2 play winning 11 badly but he was gg 2 watch his cartoons...so i asked him nicely 2 go 2 my parents rm 2 watch n he was reluctant at 1st but still he gave in eventually :) i was surprised he actually gave in so easily...so nice...somemore its not like i keep asking until he got fed up or sth...lol...i love austin! :D

im gonna rediscover my form from now on...its been lost 4 so long, too long...im gonna stop myself from showing any sadness in front of anybody eva again...they shall be my secrets... hidden, buried... hopefully forgotten... :)

DEVET10 HAS REINCARNATED!!! :D C'MON!!!

Devet10's heart was taken at 8:45 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

How long can any man fight the darkness before he finds it in himself?

i fought, but the darkness is still there...

Somebody fix me...i tot im ok but in fact im not...still unstable...haiz...

this pic best explains how i feel n wat my life is like now...

this is just me n my true feelings...

Devet10's heart was taken at 7:35 PM

Friday, August 25, 2006

Welcome Back My Adrenaline Rushes!

WOHOO WAT A BLISTERING START MY BELOVED MANU HAVE MADE IN THE NEW EPL SEASON! :D 8 goals in 2 matches sia! Finally the hunger n desire is back stronger then eva! Can feel myself getting pumped up abt my studies oso :)... I want my blistering start too! Aft tt maintaining consistency is key! ;p C'MON!!!

Well wat an emotional wk this has been...Full of ups n downs...The ups r really too gd 2 be true whereas the downs r just devastating...Oh well...Tts life 4 u...Wo zhi nen ren ming, bu zai hui you ren he yu chun de qi dai le :)...

Anw 2 clarify im NOT ABANDONING MY DEAR BELOVED THEATRE OF DREAMS! Its only tt i wun be blogging as often as b4 le...Hello i dun wanna get retained k? Must mug more, blog less...lol...somemore must accomodate soccer now! ;p Yup as such i think i will only blog during fri nites n on wkends ba...but i think the entries will be quite long(like this one ;p)...lol...see how loh...

Interhse shoot this wk!Just as i had expected...Quite chaotic, vy noisy, training gotta be compromised...well a fun event nevertheless :) Shooting my 1st 100 shots was an absolute nitemare...Shot my worst eva grpings...Dunno wat happened sia...Well at least my 2nd 100 shots was betta :)...

Oh heard tt zhou jie lun is releasing his new album next month! heard 1 of the songs le...omg lah its a duet wif fei yu qing! -.-" hmm 1st impression so-so only...well nvm i have made up my mind le 2 make this the vy 1st album i shall buy n not dl! ;p cant wait 4 it sia...i love chi ballads...emotional, sentimental, heartfelt...nice :)

Just cant imagine life w/o the loves of my life...SOCCER, MUSIC n most importantly my beloved PENG YOU aka FRIENDS!!! :D LOL...

Its all stored safely in the heart...4eva...:)

Devet10's heart was taken at 9:41 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

So stupid.
Tai yu chun le...
Hate my feelings.
Scarred...
Always rite 4 the wrong stuff.
Back 2 wat i do best.Soccer.Do work?maybe.F***
I dun want this.
Forced hiatus 4 now.
Dreams?Kidding me.
Bye my theatre of dreams :(...4 now...
wo she be de ni...
Zai jian...Haiz...
Weeping heart....
But passion lives on...
Come on...
No more...
Why?
F***

Reincarnating...again...haiz...:(
Noooo.....

Bu yao guan wo...

21/8

21 uni pts.F***

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:09 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

New Beginning...

Can u feel the excitement waiting 2 be unleashed? Soccer season is back wif all the excitement, adrenaline rushes, passionate celebrations, frustrating ref decisions, controversies, mind games, wonder goals n moments of PURE MAGIC N INSPIRATION!!!:D...

Mark my words...There will be a new champion this season...chelsea WILL BE DETHRONED!!! WAHHAAA!!! RED DEVILS RULE!!!C'MON!!!

Lol anw another exciting thing is the new rifle training schedule! 100 shots in total sia!!! SO EXCITING!!! lol i can already see myself shooting non-stop 4 2hrs...oh now i must rmb 2 drink coffee n have a full meal b4 my training then...dun wanna starve or be exhausted during my training...Bring on the 100!!! :D

Lots of stuff gg on next wk too...Interhse shoot's gonna be interesting ;p chem mock spa gonna be tiring...chem lecture assessment gonna be exciting too...lol...gonna get new pair of shoes too!!! :D omg omg time management is gonna be so crucial from now onwards sia...just gotta hang on till promo ends...

a new beginning brings new hope :)...

Devet10's heart was taken at 12:30 AM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

3 More Days!!!

Yup its just 3 more days to EPL SEASON 06/07!!! C'mon my BELOVED RED DEVILS!!! Snatch the title from chelsea!!! :D Aargh but y r we so suay wif injuries n suspensions? Haiz always cant have a gd start 2 the season...Nvm this will only make us even more hungry 4 success! JIAYOU MANCHESTER UNITED!!! :D

Ha didnt have the best of starts 2day...My eyes super tired sia...Didnt really listen during econs cos i dun think the topic is tested 4 promos rite?tsk so chatted wif jen abit n she came up wif the wild idea of gg 2 drink coffee...it sounded like such a gd idea lah cos i was so tired yet hungry as well...i just cant seem 2 have a filling breakfast at hm...ha i actually planned 2 have omelette while drinking coffee de loh...haiz in the end it didnt work out so i managed 2 tahan till econs ended b4 gg 2 chiong buy wedges just b4 gp :)

lol 2day im so yao suan bei tong oso...must be becos i haven run 4 a long time le then yesterday played floorball...yup so didnt train...had phy remedial wif chow! not bad sia although im SUPER SLOW in absorbing wat he said but i can finally understand projectile motion nonetheless.CHEERS!!! Yes i finally learnt sth 4 phy! lol.

I WANNA GO BUY NEW SHOES!!! haiz my ronaldinho boots r so screwed up...sole coming out liao...i really like this pair of boots lah!!! White wif gold...somemore its endorsed by ronaldinho...super sad lah so fast wear out...tts it i will only buy adidas boots from now on...tsk...mourning 4 my boots :(...

Devet10's heart was taken at 9:47 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

I Dun Wanna Burnout....

Wl cant believe i actually did NTH AT ALL last nite...was planning 2 listen to 2 songs b4 waking up n copy notes...haiz but when the 1st song was over i realised tt i just have no energy at all 2 do any work...haiz jiu zhe yang wo shui le...

haiz even though i slept but i was still so tired lah...almost fell asleep during gp n econs...zhen de tai lei le...but at least i had a gd lengthy chat wif ks 2day...feel so much betta now...haha...all the best 2 both of us! tsk ;p haiz...

lol 1st time see the com lab jam packed wif ppl!!! ha all filled wif ppl chionging wr 1st draft...ironic thing is tt my cls got back our wr 1st draft 2day! lol so fast sia...bet lotsa ppl must be jealous of our cls...pw must be the fastest in the sch...haiz but got lotsa stuff 2 edit...oh well...im glad i got a nice grp! :)

oh arranged 2 have phy remedial wif mr chow! :D hopefully tt will get my phy back on track...haha...

oh oh we now have 1 more girl rifler! :D apparently shes psycho-ed by jen 2 join i think...lol...welcome 2 arc sihua! :D

haiz my mind is so filled wif stuff rite now...lotsa mixed feelings again...i feel like fa xie-ing!...tts is im gonna PLAY MY HEART OUT during pt games tmr!!!aargh...

wo xu yao yong qi...

Devet10's heart was taken at 9:11 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

Wo xu yao shi jian...

Haiz i really need lotsa lotsa time...so many things i gotta do...most frustrating is my STUPID left foot...idiot lah will u just STOP HURTING? STUPID BONE!!! AARGH :(...almost 5 wks liao leh...damn frustrating sia...

i need more time 4 mugging...ppl keep telling me im becoming muggerish already but i noe 4 myself its still not enough loh...come on lah wat im doing now is just catching up wif CURRENT stuff...my situation calls 4 much more than tt!!! i still have the 1st semester's stuff 2 catch up lah!!! aargh!!! @"£$ sia...until now im still mugging each day w/o proper plan...sian i must make sure i must at least catch up wif sth from 1st semester!!! :(

oh vy soon the new SOCCER SEASON is starting too! in 1 wk's time 2 be exact...haiz mixed feelings again...cant wait 2 see my beloved red devils in action again(GO MANU!!!) but im reminded tt soccer is my downfall 4 midyrs...dun want deja vu sia...hey wat am i toking? of course it wun be deja vu! c'mon i can do it! :D juggle soccer wif sch work!

anw i just love jay chou's chi ballads sia...been trying 2 dl his old hits nowadays...all so nice...i like emotional ones like hei se you mo, an jing...sweet ones too like xing qing n lang man shou ji...kai bu liao kou feels special 2 me rite now...nice song :)...nowadays i like 2 "sing" these 2 myself to fa xie...esp at nite when im all alone...ha now got another way 2 relief stress other than playing soccer! ;p

chang diao you chou he fan nao :)...kai bu liao kou...

Devet10's heart was taken at 10:01 PM

Friday, August 11, 2006

Back from Steamboaty Fun Stayover!

Ha back from stayover at chris's hse! :) Hmm not bad 4 my 1st stayover at a friend's hse... Lol the main thing abt the stayover is EATING LOTS, PLAYING LOTS N LAUGHING LOTS!!! :D Fun sia!!! ;p

Oh 1stly though i gotta say a big SORRY 2 the usual gang 4 being SO late ;p Ha i was an hr late loh, 1st time so late leh...haha. I tot it would be ok since i ASSUMED they will go ahead n buy the ingredients 1st but i realised they didnt...Thus i felt even more bad 4 bring so late :( aiyah shd have told me earlier...Just have 2 make me feel bad...lol...

okok enough abt tt...now 4 some highlights! :)

Highlight 1 : Steamboaty ( as jen calls it ;p ). Ha 1st time i ate SO MUCH 4 steamboat! Ate a grand total of 3 rounds!!! Wow...Didnt noe i can eat so much...lol...aargh was forced 2 eat some veggie too! bleah yucks...nvm...oh i oso laughed lots during steamboat due 2 eunice's infectious asthmatic laughter :p ha but i eventually became immune 2 tt...hmm maybe the veggie does help? lol i doubt so...Chris did sth disgusting too by eating the food he had just spat out...Yucks man! looking at tt is worse than eating veggie...lols...

Highlight 2 : Playing console games! :D Ha didnt expect 2 be able 2 play puzzle fighter aft such a long time...think i last played tt in pri sch...its still a vy enjoyable game though! vy fun puzzle game! :D oh the most UNEXPECTED thing had 2 be JEN PLAYING WINNING 11!!! :O So shocked when she said she wanna play tt...1st time a girl wanna play sth soccer related...ha n i must say she's really quite pro 4 a noob! :D ha forget abt tt own goal cos it really cant be saved but overall jen u really impressed me! jen pro sia! lol im sure the others agree too! Ha we managed 2 get some major wins like 3nil n 4nil! Jen had some assists too! Rocks sia! So funny too when she played...some quotes: " hey its me its ME!!!", "shoot where huh?", "oh no wrong direction!"...lol so fun! ;p

Ha now 4 some snippets:

1. Chris is pro(or more like tyco?) at monopoly...Zh suay lah cant buy any property at all ;p

2. Khai has lotsa black giordano tshirts...lol

3. Eunice has weird asthmatic laughter...;p

4. Eunice just cant stop hitting ppl...

5.Jen likes 2 imitate zhen zi...;p

6.Jen is 4eva tipsy...lol

7.Zh cant stop playing hp games...but i beat her record!!! cheers! :D

8. Sy can tok alot of crap! i mean this in a gd way of course! haha pro sia...

9. Chris n his sis just cant stop bickering...lol

10. Y am i so pro at winning 11? :D lol no lah its just tt u guys dun play enough of it...;p

Hmm am i too quiet at times like jen said? Haiz looks like tt thing is really bugging me then...Aargh sry if i just cant help it...I dun like tt feeling too...Sux but its not within my control...Or is it?Haiz i dunno... :(

I hate this feeling...ni zhi dao ma?

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:56 AM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Eventful wk ahead! :D

Ha wat a wk its gonna be ahead!!! I predict an ultra eventful wk!!! Ha hopefully its gonna be all POSITIVE events!!! C'MON!!! :D

1.WR 1st draft done liao! Handing in tmr! Finally some BREAK from pw!!! :D

2.Watching the much anticipated Lakehouse wif ARC on tues!

3.Gonna treat jen(cheesecake) n zh(tell me wat u want!)! ;p

4.Jen treating popcorn! lol ;p

5.ARC dinner at chris hse on national day! :D

6.Most prob my 1st stayover at friend's hse(chris's)! :)

7.May be drinking some decent ALCOHOL too! lol. Jen rmb 2 buy! ;p

8.Maybe getting new pair of shoes! Yay! ;p

9.Intensive mugging predicted! Jiayou! :)

10.My foot injury may FINALLY clear up! CHEERS! C'mon!!! :D

*Ha im so high le i dunno wat else i gonna do! tsk ;p*

***

Oh eva since jen keep telling me how cute austin is i realise tt i haven really been treasuring him...Haiz haven been spending enough time wif him...Feel so bad...Oh well i swear im gonna spend much more time wif him! So fun watching him grow up...I LOVE AUSTIN! Wo hui hao hao zhen xi ta de! :D

zhi yin wei ni wo qing bu zi jin...

Devet10's heart was taken at 9:15 PM

Friday, August 04, 2006

I LOVE Nikefootball.com!

Ha nikefootball.com totally rox!!! I LOVE all the pics n downloads available! Its a download n soccer paradise 4 me!!! :D TOTALLY ROX SIA!!! DAMN COOL!!! NICE!!! ;p

Check these out! ;p

Crest of Power: I will rule each game wif my FURY!!!

Crest of Touch: I will TRICK n TAUNT defenders!!!

Crest of Speed: I will FLY towards goal wif 1 mission!!!

I JUST LOVE SOCCER!!! :D

Devet10's heart was taken at 8:38 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Laughter, the BEST medicine! ;p

LOL!!! Just had the BEST LAUGHING SESSION EVA!!! OMG its been so long till i laughed until my stomach pain! Haha think i lasted a gd 10 mins laughing? Ha laugh until i dun rmb liao! HAHA. ;p

LOL it all started wif jen wanting 2 tell me n sy a joke. Lol haven even say the joke she kept laughing ;p Ha somehow in the process of making her say the joke we ended wif sth even funnier! Lol so in the end we were ALL LAUGHING BUT ITS NOT BECOS OF THE JOKE!!! SO FUNNY LAH!!! ZHEN SHI XIAO SI WO LE! LOL :P

HAHA! TAI HAO XIAO LE! THX JEN 4 THE "JOKE"! ;P

oh i rmb the "special link"...how true sia ;p...haiz but do u?...

Devet10's heart was taken at 8:48 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Time 2 change my engine!

Ha went 4 the briefing 4 the midyr failures 2day! ;p Lol the vp was interesting enough 2 describe our situation as boats needing a change of engines...haha...okok 2 explain:

boats = our sub combi ( 4 H2s! )

engine = the amt of work we need 2 put in!

Haiz he oso gave us a reality check...its only 61 days till our promos!!! OMG SO FAST!!! Faster than i expected lah...oh he oso gave us the reasons y we still cling on 2 our boat...ha the reason most applicable 2 me is tt i wanna CHALLENGE MYSELF!!! lol somemore he tried 2 pol leng shui by saying tt although challenge but we must pick the RIGHT challenge 4 ourselves -.-" Thx lah.

Oh had career fair 2day! lol didnt noe it would be so fun! ha went around collecting all the FREEBIES!!! ;p lol the best freebies were notebooks, a cool airplane collar pin n a dsta file! tsk zhen shi da you shou huo! lol NICE ;p The only bad thing is tt it makes it tough 2 carry all these hm cos on top of my own file its quite heavy sia...lol but nvm its gd training 4 my arms! :D

Ha the most interesting tok was the psc one! the speaker was DAMN funny lah! lol. actually didnt plan 2 go 4 tt one but im damn heng tt i eventually decided 2 tag along wif the others...If not i would have missed a damn funny tok! lols! :D N somemore....nvm! tsk ;p

K must make gd use of this nan de de early day! Dun wanna waste it! Cheers! :D

Jiayou! ;p

Devet10's heart was taken at 6:12 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Short n sweet...

Ha im gonna keep this short n sweet...just like my reflections...lol ;p anw its so late liao...n i haven mug at all yet! tsk

Okok so 2day had a talk from some moe 2nd permanent secretary. She had a weird laughter! lol everyone laughed when she 1st laughed. ha so bad lah. tsk but well shes not a bad speaker...not as boring as i tot it would be...so not bad lah...

Next jen bugged abt giving an opinion of her hair...lol...seriously its not bad lah its just abit different...just need some time 2 get used 2 it...realised wat josh said is a bit true tt her hair looks somewhat similar 2 zh now...lol...but its still nice lah! haha satisfied jen? lol. ;p

Yah had firefly meeting oso. Sian planning was like so ma fan la. ALOT of opinions were given on almost everything (except mine of course ;p) to the pt tt some even were so stubborn tt they kept insisting lah. just dunno y ppl cant stop n think 4 a while b4 being so adamant. oh well, so glad tt planning was eventually over...haha...

lol didnt noe tt wo hui chi cu oso...aargh wo bu zhi dao! :x...

Devet10's heart was taken at 11:37 PM

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