Theatre of Dreams

Happy CNY!!!

2008-02-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY!!!

Xin nian kuai le everyone!!! =) this is the season 4 the auspicious RED!!! wohoo!!!

ha i like my new shirt =) sense of accomplishment =)

haha glad 2 see my cousins again...been such a long time since we met =) so lucky 2 see all of them this yr!still rmb last yr missed some...ha but how they have changed!haha all grown up le...lol i sound old...haha actually tts true im turning 19 soon...lol...

oh n i won money this yr!!!=D haha rmb last yr lost money but im lucky this yr...hope its a sign 4 things 2 come ;)

oh n how can i forget?...thx 4 gd n bad news sia...n i still haven get paid...TSK...y cant they just pay those who have alr submitted their bank details?...but oh well hope the superstition is true then...u cant owe ppl $$ b4 cny...wonder if anything will happen...anw im now temporarily retrenched until 17 feb...super sian...hope 2 get my pay asap so tt can spend during this period...

ona brighter note...i finally made it 2 the top 3!!!=) ha somemore not once but twice!1 is expected but the other wasnt...so quite pleased...haha...so lucky 2 have made it b4 the new batch of ppl comes in n competition intensifies...lol...ha at least i achieve sth 4 work =)

now my priority is the 3 movies...need 2 find ppl 2 watch 2 of it wif me...if not i guess will watch alone le...wah if tt rly happens i damn sad sia...will be my 1st time watch movie alone...lol...oh well...wat 2 do if ppl r not interested or bz? -shrugs-

sian...did i say i want my pay asap?...

HAPPY HAPPY CNY...

I'm Finally Back...

2007-12-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

I'm Finally Back...

haha aft a super long hiatus n from bugging by ppl asking me 2 update n blog...im back =) well the main reason im back is cos i got nth betta 2 do.yup tts the truth.rly nth else betta 2 do.its kinda sad cos now tt A's r finally over...i realised life is super sian...

oh well u can call it a lack of foresight, but i actually realised recently i dun have a post A plan =(... well maybe abit lah like having outings wif friends n loved ones ba...but then i realised the harsh reality of truth n some unforseen circumstances...

first n foremost, overseas holidays.oh man how i wished my family can go on a hol trip too...i think my last trip was korea when i was in p6/sec1?...yup so pathetic rite...n like i told so many ppl..i haven even been to m'sia 4 a hol...like wth rite...tsk...n everybody is gg overseas lah...haiz...i wish i can go overseas wif friends loh...tt will definitely be fun n exciting...haha...a trip 2 genting will be like a dream come true 4 me...lol

2ndly, wheres the hol mood gone 2 sia?...almost everybody is bz finding jobs...hello guys our most impt n toughest exam has been over n our studies have come 2 a halt(finally) n everybody is looking 2 work when technically its supposed 2 still be sch hols?...i cant understand this loh...at least wait till jan next yr can?...dun u guys wanna enjoy 1st?...at least pity the guys who will be gone 4 2 yrs n spend time wif them b4 chionging 2 find jobs?...haha im puzzled...

3rdly, unforseen circumstances rly spoiled my mood at times...i must admit i rly didnt see this coming...but well i understand n i have no choice but 2 accept...sigh...dunno wat 2 say...n time is ticking away...just hope it can be treasured more...n not only by me...

oh well...2 sum things up...a hol tt doesnt feel like a hol at all when its supposed 2 be the most impt hol in my entire life tt i shd treasure the most becos of stupid ns coming...now tt i think of it...no offence 2 those gg in early...i might as well fail my napfa n prepare 2 go in next wk...then i wun have all these problems 2 deal wif...n now i think im happy 4 nth tt i was gg 2 be enlisted in april...haiz...

this hol will definitely be more meaningful if u treasure the time...cos it seriously is not a vy long time b4 i go 4 ns...

i feel like a grumpy old man now...haha sounds familiar...but it rly feels betta letting these all out...on hindsight,i may not be thinking rationally but more of frustration n disappointment...but oh well as long as it makes me happier than this blog has achieved its purpose...haha...

i think i will be back more often now tt i have so much free time...n nth rly betta 2 do...n maybe i will be more random n emo( yes emo is back) from now on...haha cos when u have nth 2 do...u tend 2 think abt things tt u dun usually think of...ha tts sth i realised during this period too...

ok so tts all have 2 say...actually got lots more but some other time ba...haha...n i just wish tt everyone who is looking 4 jobs get the jobs they want =) n wish all the early enlistees ALL THE BEST! u guys will be missed! =) last but not least...

PLS PLS TREASURE THIS HOL PERIOD COS IT MAY WELL BE THE LAST PROPER HOL U WILL EVA HAVE!!!

devet10 is back...

The Road To A's Begins...

2007-10-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

The Road To A's Begins...

My final post b4 A's...nvm the prelims cos it was screwed up n i dun wanna tok abt it anymore...disappointed too many ppl...even myself...so im just gg 2 look forward...aft all tts the big one tt counts rite?...

these past 2 yrs of failures may have plunged my morale 2 an all time low...esp rite aft prelims...but i noe wif all the support n the determination...i can turn things ard...

i may not have done it b4...but i noe i have 2 pull it off this time...just one time is enough 2 last 4 the future...pls let me perform the great escape...

i want 2 fight the battle n win the war!...come on!...

this shall be the end of E,S n Us...

one chance...no regrets...

A's here i come...

4 the last time...

NIL SINE LABORE...

Toughest Time of My Life Begins Now...

2007-08-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

Toughest Time of My Life Begins Now...

Been a super long time since i blogged...n sadly this is most probably my last entry b4 my prelims...i will probably blog one last time aft my prelims n rite b4 my A's...oh well...tough times ahead...sry 2 all who keep asking me 2 update...

Haiz i just gotta hang on n start mugging...other ppl r mugging 2 revise but 4 me is mugging 2 catch up...im starting 2 favour maths n phy more than chem n econs le...the more i read chem...the harder i think it is...haiz...n econs is best...i rly dunno when i can catch up wif everything...esp wif my lousy memory now...r my brain cells rly dying?...or i used them all up when im younger?...

i rly hope my memory can be betta so i dun have 2 keep revising the same stuff over n over again...

this is the make or break yr...everything's gonna change drastically rite aft A's...n i still dunno wat my future holds n wat im gonna do...n still got ns 2 go thru somemore...sux sia...haiz...but at least theres still sth positive 2 hold on to...n tts the most impt thing somemore...=)...

whatever the future holds...just let nature take its course...4 now all i need 2 do is...

MUG.FOCUS.LOVE.

n nil sine labore...time 2 show tt im a worthy victorian...=)

Gotta Start Now

2007-06-07T20:09:00.000+08:00

Gotta Start Now

wah great im left wif only 2wks till ct2s...my do-or-die exams...just gotta start now...i believe i can do it...i MUST do it...c'mon...mug mug mug!!!

haiz but the sometimes the simplest stuff r the hardest 2 accomplish...

2 more times n my shooting career is effectively over...haiz it may only be 1 if tmr i dun get 2 shoot :(...my shooting season ended prematurely...just like tt cos im not gd enough n ppl r so much betta...haiz my deepest regret of vj arc...cant get 2 shoot in nationals...while all the other yr2s will be bz preparing 4 it...i so damn want 2 be part of it...but haiz...nth 2 say...only got nusis 2 look forward 2 as my swansong...hopefully can end on a high...haizzzzzz......='(

shit im getting emo...n its been a damn long time since i gotten emo...

i wish all the vjc arc yr2s all the best...

n a div rifle guys its time 2 show them who we r!...

been hiding my disappointment so far...cos i rly dunwant it 2 end this way......

scarred 4 life...

Worst Month Eva...

2007-05-20T11:38:00.000+08:00

Worst Month Eva...

this is probably the worst month i have eva encountered in my life...no its not a month as in march or sth but as in a month of 31 days...yup the past 31 days have been just disastrous...so many bad stuff happened tt i feel so lucky im still alive rite now...but nvm...shall state the thing tt is probably the only happy n gd even tthis month...tt is ...

MY BELOVED MANCHESTER UNITED FC IS THE EPL CHAMPS 06/07!!!=)=)=)=)=)

haiz but then again it seems so long ago alr tt they had officially won it n since then lotsa bad stuff haven been gg on...on of which is tt my blogger had been having a bugging prob of unable 2 post...yup so rly no mood 2 elaborate much...except tt im rly rly damn happy tt manu finally won the league aft 3 seasons of disappointment...im glad it came this season as well cos i dun think i can catch the next 2 seasons live cos of ns...tsk...

now 4 the worst stuff tt happened 2 me this month...my sprained-cum-now-allergic ankle...im rly rly damn suay...suay until i rly cant believe it...this injury just sums up how suay i am this month...1st time back playing soccer aft a long time...i sprained my right ankle...not 2 mention hearing it crack under my weight...then swelled 2 twice the size the next day...becos of tt i missed the 1st of my 3 shooting trials as well...aft tt i missed out on nationals trg team by 3pts?...oh well but i dun mind cos i dun wanna be reserve...no matter how impt they say it is...anw just recently the suayest thing happened...my foot didnt even have time 2 fully recover yet then it suddenly became damn itchy n guess wat...its allergic 2 the medicated plaster...n now its swollen becos of allergy n not sprain...wtf...last time allergic 2 western drug now chinese med...wtf...aargh!!!...=( i rly hope there wun be a scar...=(=(=(...

this month has been an unhappy one as well...seen an increase in arguments n bad moods which r totally unnecessary n heart breaking at times...n i made so many mistakes too...im rly so sry...sometimes i wish my hearing isnt so bad n im more observant...but i promise 2 change all these...at least we learnt lots thru these events...we will learn n grow tgt...rite?...=)...hmm on hindsight...maybe the chip on the ring is the bad omen...yah i think so...-hug- but u noe i will neva give up...neva...n u noe y...-hug-

k now 4 other bad stuff...soccer a div guys...i rly rly feel 4 u guys...gg out on penalties just sux...n 2 make things worse we lost 2 rj...the betta team lost...n fuck those MI bastards...im glad tt guy stood up n gave them hair dryer treatment...im sure even tyh will be proud...sickening idiots...nvm...tsk...we will fight on 4 3rd placing!!!...c'mon!!!...nil sine labore!!!...

n my beloved man just lost against chelsea...n again the betta team lost...wtf the ball crossed the line n shd have been a goal!!!...i hate blind referees...sickening...dun they noe how much is at stake?!...n 4 goodness sake can fifa introduce video technology?!...the refs just keep getting worse n worse nowadays...aargh...irritating...the ref cost us the final...fuck...

n the spastic p just refuses 2 give the full day...basket lah give him so long 2 "absorb the jubilation" alr n still dun want give when we shout...must we rly malu him in public b4 he gives in?...come on we alr had dunno how many full n half days last yr at this pt in time le loh...tsk...im sure no one will miss him when he leaves this college aft his term...we outstand-ed, outperformed n i dare say out having fun-ed the rest in syf n he didnt even give them their deserved rewards!...n im so incensed tt he didnt even give the choir half day aft their sov lah!...wth so inhumane...aargh...n theres hardly any chance 4 him 2 give any more full/half days next term onwards...basket lah...aargh...he just sux 2 the max...

its been rly a horrible month...=(=(=(=(=(...

cant wait 4 it 2 get betta...i noe it will...we just have 2 hang on...-hug-

anw i noe it doesnt fit but this is the only thing worth cheering 4 this month...so these 2 pics on this entry r impt...take on extra significance...

n sry if i cursed too much in this post...i just gotta let off some steam...

Hat-trick of Happiness!

2007-04-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hat-trick of Happiness!

wohoo wat a great saturday this turned out 2 be!...ha it all ended on a high even though there were some bad moments...haha...=)

hmm trg was frustrating 4 me...this is turning 2 be a trend alr...im too inconsistent 4 my liking...like im happy 4 taking only 25shots 2 shoot 10 shots of 10pts n being the 1st 2 finish but then screwing up finals...-shrugs-...anw thx all 4 the encouragement again...rly appreciated it...but my stand remains the same...=) sport is like tt...i tried my best but my best is not enough loh...hmm but i promise i wun give up just yet...only aft selection trials i guess...oh well...may the best men get into the team n do vj proud! =)

haha n had a great day at toy r us!...got present 4 austin bday 2day...=)...haha i like the design of the toy!...nice!...haha...yay n he likes it too! =) lol i love my cute austin...

wahaha n i just witnessed manu's thrilling fightback!!!...wohoo the soccernet headline says it all:" United nailed on for title"...=)...best comeback i have eva seen this season...most crucial comeback too!...cos chelsea sux as they can only draw at home!...wahaha...my beloved red devils gonna be the new epl champs!!!...=)

hmm cant wait 4 spiderman3 next tues!...cant wait 4 vjc vs sajc on mon too!...ha n of course manu vs milan 2nd leg on thurs!...wat an exciting wk its gonna be!...=)

oh wait but not 2 forget the dreaded crucial napfa next thurs(?) n rushing of firefly stuff...

i can do it...=)

hughughughughug

i love my lucky charm

The End?...

2007-04-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

The End?...

"sport is all abt competition"...ha dunno how many times i wrote this 4 all my sport gp essays alr...but 2day i rly experienced it...well back from hometeam ns shoot 2day...well i improved...from 8.3, 8.5 n now 8.7...its been a long journey but i've always managed 2 improve n fight on...but now i fear this is my final battle n sad 2 say my best is not enough...4 my lack of talent, i made up wif hardwork n my improvements r the best evidence 2 show 4 it...but sport is not just abt hard work...talent plays a part as well...in fact...it plays a huge part...esp 4 shooting...seeing the new rifle shooters getting 8.9 on their 1st comp brings me joy n yet much sadness...i mean its great 4 the team but personally its a huge blow...wat more can i say?...if someone is rly zai n they can be betta than u even though u tried ur best then u just gotta give them credit n acknowledge their quality is betta than urs...

4 me the team ALWAYS come b4 the individual...im just sad i cant play a huge part n contribute...i alr tried my best...n i dunno how long i can last anymore due 2 my studies...i told myself tt hometeams ns will be the guage 2 see who takes the last spot 4 nationals...n now i noe...its a blow but i will get over it...sport is litat anw...n i accept tt fact...but this doesnt mean i will give up...this only means tt i need 2 place my efforts on my studies more from now on...i will still train...2 support the team...but im trg 4 a diff purpose now...if im not wrong, this shall be my 1st n last air rifle comp representing vjc arc...n im proud 2 be part of it =)...

im happy 4 the team...but sad 4 myself...

2007-04-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

Ups n Downs

hmm been a wk of ups n downs...more of downs in fact...haiz...somemore this wk got fri the 13th...no wonder...

the best thing this wk has 2 be the 7-1 thrashing of roma by manu!!!...wohoo simply sensational...me n khai both cant believe we r not actually dreaming!...lol 3 nil up in 19mins n 7-1 thrashing eventually!...i cheered until sian alr...lol...not rly lah but its rly incredible 2 celebrate 7 goals!!!now how often can u see a thrashing like this?...its a historic performance n im super glad i witnessed it live!!!c'mon manu!!!...complete the treble!!! =)

oh n i got A 4 pw!!!...haha super thankful 4 it...n the best thing is my whole grp got A!!!...=)...so glad we lived up 2 expectations...well done adrian, cheryl, tisha n fursham!!!...we guys rock!!!...lol i sure hope this wun be the only A i get 4 my A's...;P oh but 4 those tt got B...dun worry lah im sure this will be extra motivation 4 u guys 2 do even betta 4 A's!...dun feel too bad just beco majority of our cls got A...so ks dun be too sad!...u have done ur best as grp leader alr!...=)

hmm n 2day marks the big 2!!!...=)...ha started early but ended early oso...hmm i dun like 2 rush...felt so abrupt n sudden...but getting used 2 it alr...=)...well at least it was on the actual day n gd fri more than made up 4 it alr!...=) n i want tt bk 2 work out n be rly nice!...hope we can get it soon! =)

lol although theres more downs this wk...i suddenly dun feel like toking abt them alr...afterall i rmb i said i will only say happy things in my blog eva since last time...haha...yup n i think i more or less forgot abt the sad stuff alr!!!...cheers! =)...

oh hometeam ns shoot tmr!!!...c'mon!!!...gonna hit my personal best tmr!!!...=)

all will be forgiven wif a hug/kiss n an apology...=)

ha but dun it so often ba....*wink

The No.2

2007-04-08T12:09:00.000+08:00

The No.2

haha finally got time 2 update...cannot blame me lah cos got my sickness 2 deal wif, my revival(studies) 2 take care of n oso *sth else of course =)...

anw its been a super bad week 4 manu...4 my high expectations now...i dare say its been a disastrous week in fact...2 losses in 2 games...both 2-1 away losses...n vds concede 2 indentical goals in 2 diff matches...wth sia...wif this i declare this is the wk i scolded the most no. of vulgarities during matches...tsk...yup tt sums up soccer 4 this wk...i noe next wk will be betta cos manu WILL BOUNCE BACK!!!

2 quote o'shea:"In the cold light of day, tomorrow morning when we wake up we’re still top of the league," ...=)

haha anw watched 2 movies in 2 days!!!...=)...ha becos i said so is nice n funny!!!...lol...oh n michaelangelo of tmnt is super funny too!!!...LOL...my fav turtle! =)...oh oh toking abt movies...theres 2 ABSOLUTE BLOCKBUSTERS coming in may!!!...ha its SPIDERMAN 3 n POTC 3 : WORLD'S END!!!...omgomgomg...saw both trailers alr...I CANT WAIT!!! =)...

ha n most imptly...ha its coming soon!!!...1 more wk 2 officially the big 2!...haha...=)...heh but it made gd fri into a superb fri!...=)...1+1=2!!!...haha!...;) oh n i rly rly melted when i got the chocs!!!...=)))

2's the no. of the wk...haha...

Against the Light

2007-03-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

Against the Light

wohoo yanzi's new album is finally out!!! =)...haha bought it on the release date sia...cant wait 4 it le...haha...oh its the 2nd album i eva bought too! =)...nice leh...the more i listen the nicer it gets...overall vy nice album!!!

hmm had march shoot on sun...well i improved...not bad lah...but then again knew i could have done betta...oh well...shall just keep digging in...oh n thx 2 mr chow 4 the free dinner!...haha nice...

against the light - tts wat i wanna achieve...its gonna be damn tough i noe...but somehow i just gotta do it...keep digging in n pushing on...cos i dun wanna fail anymore...being last...unless im rly tt lousy...then i got nth 2 say...repeated failings have given my confidence a blow no doubt abt tt...but theres only so low u can go isnt it?...when u r so low alr there only 1 way 2 go...n tts up...rly hope i can do tt...emerge from the darkness...n go against the light...wish me luck...

n i noe u will always stand by me too...=)

我逆着光,即使痛得刺眼却看见了...

Saturdays!

2007-03-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

Saturdays!

haha i just love saturdays!!!...=)...esp this latest sat!!!17/3/07!!!...

saturdays r special n happy days!...<3

ha its the only day of the wk tt can wake up late( if no trg) n slp late too!!!...most carefree day of the wk cos sch's 2days aft tt!...=)

theres outings 2 look forward 2 n soccer 2 catch!!!...

wohoo saturdays rox!!!...=)

miss u, want u, need u, love u...always! =)

Shagged

2007-03-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

Shagged

wohoo finally back from arc camp sia...damn sleepy n shagged...im just glad tt the camp is rly over...cos it rly made my worst fears come true...tt is the hols r wasted as the camp wasnt rly enjoyable at all...but im thankful tt it strengthened sth rly impt! =)

hmm the camp can be summed up wif a few words...disorganised.uneventful.disappointing...shant elaborate further...3 key words r enough...

this camp made me dislike some ppl even more but oso made me treasure others more than eva...

i dunno wat happened but i cant seem 2 see anything gd in someone anymore...i was originally ok but this camp made my opinion of u change 4 the worse...u r not as mature as i think u r...u dun understand stuff tt i tot u shd understand...n ur actions n ur words disgust me at times...the bottom line is...i see u in a diff light now...a negative light...sry...

i dun dislike ppl easily de...so tt must mean sth...haiz too bad...

ha dun care me...although i just cant stand it anymore...peace...

ha on a positive note n separate issue...i treasure u even more so now!!!...=)...rly stupid of me 2 make those mistakes...esp when u r in bad mood...so tt made things worse...rly sry!...but im glad we solved things le n now i cherish u lots lots more!...this camp is a test n we managed 2 sail thru it eventually!...=)....cheers <3

blessing in disguise...=)

Hols!...Rite?

2007-03-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hols!...Rite?

march hols r here!...=)...but somehow not in the mood yet...weird leh...maybe i slack so much until everyday like hol le ah?...tsk...oh well...anw tmr is arc camp!...seriously crossing my fingers tt it will be enjoyable n there will be things 2 do!...if not gonna do some impromptu activity like sneaking out at nite 2 ecp macs again...wahaha...tts the highlight of last yr's camp 4 sure!...haha all the yr1s sneak out tgt...=)...tsk but seriously lah im praying the various comms wun screw up...if not hols will be soooooooooooo wasted...sian...

oh n tmr is special too!...=)...ha gotta spent it at camp...sian...nvm at least we made up 4 it alr!!! =)...oh man our p.r is sooooooooooo nice!...haha...hope it lasts!...=)...let it shine!...<3

hmm i just hope this hol wun be wasted lah...time is so precious eva since then...must treasure every single moment...hope arc camp 07 will be success!...=)

oh n did i mention tt spurs sux n chelsea r so damn tyco?...basket lah...stupid spurs...grrr...

ha n i love my new earphones!!!...=)

cant wait 4 new movies 2 come!!!...oh man can stop tempting me wif all the spiderman3 trailers everytime i watch movies?...i cant wait 2 watch it lah but its only coming out in may...haiz...but its definitely gonna be my movie of the yr!...=)...wohoo spidey rox!...

jay chou rox!!!...now catching up on his old songs...addicted 2 ban dao tie he...haha chao diao =)...

为什么这样子...

Trg Time!

2007-03-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

Trg Time!

wohoo cts r over!!!...say bye!!!...hmm but somehow i dun feel real happy...think its becos i didnt rly study much 4 it...even if i did i cant rmb half the things i studied...oh well...so dun rly expect much...in fact dun expect anything at all...remedials may not be a bad thing anw...it forces me 2 study...n i guess i need tt...n the long term goal is still the a lvls...yup...so i shall work towards tt!!!...n aft seeing all the superb results by the seniors...n of course some bad ones as well...im determined not 2 disappoint myself cos i dun wanna be an exception n get no As at all!...i rmb tt when i barely stayed in vj...i promised 2 work hard n not waste my luck of staying...yup so i shall work hard like i've neva been b4 n just try my best!...wish me luck! =)

hmm n trg's gonna be a killer...think im gonna be stuck at the lane 4 the entire day trying 2 achieve 15 shots of 10 pts!...how...somemore so long neva shoot alr...n alr so lousy 2 begin wif...haiz...shall see how ba...

anw on a more positive note...so many new stuff r out lah!...n they r all so nice de!...tsk the best has 2 be tt pair of nike boots!...wth so long then come out!...y cant it be out b4 cny?...then i would have bought tt pair alr...haiz...tsk...n tt new 10R jersey too!...aww...but i alr bought super lotsa shirt/jerseys this yr alr...=(...ha but i may be buying new earphones as early as tmr!...finally found the cheapest available 4 tt kind of ear phones!...haha =) shall see how tmr...

hmm cant wait 4 next wk too...got march arc camp!...got significant events too!...=)...haha...

gonna train up too!...cos i think i've grown fatter...unbelievable...1st time in my life i've actually become fatter...omg...haha...n i dun wanna fail my napfa too!...aargh...gonna train n train n train!!!...

你是我的专属天使, 唯我能独占

Super Saturday!!!

2007-03-05T11:13:00.000+08:00

Super Saturday!!!

wohoo this is probably the happiest saturday in my entire life!!!...ha 2 major things happened which i definitely will rmb 4 life!!!...=)

hmm the 1st major thing...wat can i say?...probably the sweetest thing so far leh!...haha...okok sry cant reveal much here...lol...happy happy!!! =)

wohoo now 4 the 2nd thing!!!...ha its none other than the drama at anfield!!!...wohoo manu ended pool's 30 game unbeaten run!!!...wahaha...oh man im getting high again while typing this...lol...omgomgomg...manu rox sia!!!...haha somemore i tot it was all gone when scholes was sent off...n manu played like shit oso...my dad n i kept shouting until austin shouted shut up!...lol...ha but who cares?...this is the hallmark of champions!!!=)...sry 2 all pool fans...sad..esp 2 ks...k lah pool will win barca k?...n they will overtake chelsea too!...wahaha...=)

oh n jay's an hao is so damn nice!!! =) yanzi's ni guang too!!!...im gonna buy her new album soon!!!...=)

别离开身边拥有你我的世界才能完美

Blessed

2007-02-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

Blessed

wah cant believe i so long neva update le...k k so heres my long awaited update! =)

haha wohoo so many happy things has happened recently...just so unbelievable isnt it?...haha...hmm 2 name a few...

1. got our cls jerseys at last!...cheers im *eugene!...no.10!...lol...

2.06S42 is officially the fastest j2 cls in vjc!...chao diao!...=)

3.got a new red adidas jersey which is super nice!

4.vday is super meaningful n ultra sweet!...*winks

5.im just sososososososososo happy!!!...=)

oh n tok abt double happiness eh?...ha but rly ah zhen bu gou pen you leh...tsk...

lol n so red revo's operation is unintentionally a success!...lol...

oh n i just have 2 mention manu's win last nite!!!...wohoo wat a smash n grab!!!...ha i celebrated until my bro said im siao...lol...ronaldo rox sia!!!...

had a superb dinner on fri too...haha...happy happy...=)...more happy meals 2 come!...

ha n 2day is an absolutely lovely day!...gonna mark this day down!...haha...super sweet eh?...=)

oh man i wanted 2 say lots de but suddenly cant rmb n some things just cant be said here...aargh...oh well as long as u noe n i noe...haha some things no need 2 be said out de...rite?...=)

ALL THE BEST 4 SPA N CTS EVERYONE!!! =)

JIAYOU ARC 4 NTU SHOOT TOO!!! =)

im just sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

BLESSED!!!...=)

只对你说

站在寂寞的舞台上

灯光下拖着自己的影子

音乐重复我们共同的忧伤

不是每一次的演唱

就可以淡忘明天没有你

in my heart we'll never be apart

残留手上的香味提醒我

在数位相机里留下的承诺

每一封简讯传出的思念都对你说

(sarang haeyo)means i love you

代表着我离不开你

每分每秒每一个声音

只有你撒娇会让我微笑

(sarang haeyo)只对你说

i will love you and forevermore

我答应 baby you will see

每一个我都属于你

oh baby i will love you because

我都属于你

Losing It

2007-02-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

Losing It

im living in a nitemare now...n i just cant wake up...things r at rock bottom now...im devastated...stressed...barely hanging on... =(

no matter how i mug...my memory just fails me...

no matter how i train...i just cant shoot well...

sometimes i wonder...i shd just drop out of sch...i cant seem 2 study now anw...everything seems so foreign 2 me the more i look at it...everything dun make sense...its so damn frustrating n demoralising...the last time i felt so clueless during class was when i had my jap lessons...n im the only guy in cls...sitting alone...remaining silent each time im called to ans a qn...tts wat happened during econs...tt sense of helplessness came back 2 me...n it sux...i dunno whether i can study anymore...i seriously doubt so...haiz...

im getting easily irritated oso i think...more moody...more agitated...

like how i now hate the gayness of some ppl even though its only 4 fun...it just sickens me now...thus 4 my strong reactions nowadays...

like how i question ppl's actions n their motives nowadays...i mean if i say i shot lousy n dun feel like showing u my cards can u pls stop asking me 4 it?...i noe u shot well n u r more zai n i feel happy 4 u...really...but i rly cant be compared 2 u so dun make me feel worse...just trust me when i say i shot badly...u have my word 4 it so u dun have 2 ask 4 my cards...haiz nvm...

like how i feel wronged n have 2 defend myself now...unlike the past when i just let the matter go...hey im not the one tt kicked the ball against u so can u dun put all the blame entirely on me?...u make it sound like i purposely instigated him 2 kick the ball at u...n u didnt even hit/scold the culprit but instead took it out on me?...tsk wth...

aargh nvm me...forgive me 4 my outburst...im rly rly stressed up...cos nth's gg rite 4 me...sry 2 all the ppl im referring 2 above...u noe who u r...im sry...yah...this is not the eugene u all noe...cos im having a crisis now...hopefully the old eugene will be back soon...wish me luck...haiz...

sry 4 gg hm early 2day too...i figured i need some time alone...hope u understand...

bring me back 2 life...

STRESSED

2007-02-01T19:57:00.000+08:00

STRESSED

AARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im just so fed up wif myself...when can i eva manage my time properly?!?!?!...experiencing workload congestion now...its just neva ending...seriously dying...=(

how long can a man fight the darkness...b4 he finds it within himself?...

yah...the qn is how long?...

just so damn stressed...but dun pity me...

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well at least theres still stuff 2 be happy abt...

like watching manu scoring goals 4 free =)

like watching SG defeating sportsmanship-LESS thais =)

like enjoying trg wif arc =)

like enjoying austin's company late at nite n when he spends his time wif me =)

like seeing austin greet me when i reach hm =)

like enjoying the company n concern of my closest friends =)

like knowing tt im still fighting on n digging in =)

i just love being happy =)

Slow Down

2007-01-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

Slow Down

omg its alr thurs!...i rly rly wish time can slow down...i feel like im just gg thru the motion 4 now...sch,trg,hm,slp,sch,trg,hm,slp...sian...so many stuff...so little time...but this wk so far alr got lotsa 2 tok abt!...=)

1stly, the most impt thing 4 me now is consistency in my shooting...imagine my shock when i went from nice decent grpings 2 pure crappy shots...wth lah...dip in form oso neva dip so much de wat...but yup tts the fact n challenge i had 2 face...n aft 3 consecutive trgs i finally sorted it out le...phew...now 4 the monthly shoot on sun!..dun expect much but just 2 do my best n get the experience under my belt...=)

2ndly, its fun n nice 2 noe more ppl...n i noe quite a no. of juniors liao!...haha...not bad sia all quite enthu 4 trg...hope its not 3min hotness...ha translated from chi phrase...;p...oh as 4 my junior cls rite im surprised 2 find the ct rep in firefly as well...haha not bad eh...n wth i got a doll from my mortal...long story...lol...

hmm lastly i wanna tok abt my new habit!...haha...tt is my emo walks!!!...yup out of a moment of pure random emo-ness i discovered a nice way 2 expres my emo-ness...haha...nowadays i will take 43 all the way 2 sengkang b4 walking hm from the bus stop while listening 2 my emo songs on my ipod nano =)...its been a fantastic way of relieving my emo-ness so far...n can save bus fare n train my legs oso...lol...not bad eh...ha i love my new habit...its nice 2 walk alone n appreciate the nite sky wif the evening breeze blowing against u as emo music run thru u...nice...=)

我要的幸福

为爱情付出

为活着而忙碌

为什么而辛苦

我仔细纪录

用我的双眼

在梦想里找路

该问路的时候

我不会装酷

我还不清楚

怎样的速度

符合这世界

变化的脚步

生活像等待

创作的黏土

幸福我要的幸福

渐渐清楚

梦想理想幻想狂想妄想

我只想坚持每一步

该走的方向

就算一路上

偶而会沮丧

生活是自己

选择的衣裳

幸福我要的幸福

没有束缚

幸福我要的幸福

在不远处

Crunch Time 2

2007-01-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

Crunch Time 2

wohoo!...just as i tot!...pool rly SANK chelsea!...wahaha...its just great 2 see ur fiercest rivals crash n burn...ha i sound evil...oh well tts wat chelsea deserve anw...so im not holding back...haha...

NOW 4 MANU 2 FINISH THE JOB AGAINST ARSENAL 2NITE!!!....9PT GAP LOOMS!!!...=)

oh man if manu rly wins 2nite im gonna be so damn high tmr!!!...ha gonna smile throughout the entire day!!!...im gonna be the happieset person on earth!!!...wohoo!!!...c'mon red devils!!! =)

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hmm decided 2 read up on the uni courses from all the brochures i took from last yr's career fair...decided theres rly nth 4 me 2 do at nus at all...in the end felt tt ntu seems 2 be the only choice wif the comm studies n teaching courses...but then comm studies need gd gp grades n somemore its 4 shortlisted candidates only sia...haiz...think teaching is the backup then cos i dun rly mind teaching...haha esp aft watching the new show ying huo chong de meng...lol...ha i dun mind gg back cat high n be a teacher there one day!...ha can be teacher-in-charge of band too!...lol...not bad sia...but i still prefer being a sports journalist =)...wah imagine the chance 4 me 2 go england n interview manu players!!!...omg...lol...=)

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oh n i finally found the wallet tt caught my eye!!!...its a billabong genuine leather wallet tt rly captured my attention...the interior is nice de lah...exterior got one red X at the corner...chao diao...haiz but as always the price always ends up as the deciding factor...aargh...nvm i have decided alr...unless...some kind n rich soul(s) can buy it as bday present 4 me? :x...

ha nvm im prob being materialistic...but retail therapy works 4 me i guess...lol...n tt wallet is rly nice!!!...=)

my heart is lost n confused...

Crunch Time

2007-01-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

Crunch Time

Been a terribly bz wk of sch work, trg, arc orientation n fighting my illness...n not 2 mention lotsa thinking...thus im just glad tt the wkend is finally here n i can get some gd rest...not 2 mention enjoying my passion!...got 2 crunch games this wkend which im confident both will go manu's way...haha...anw...just glad tt the wkend is here lah...cos i can rest well n do major catching up work...sian im alr lagging behind in work le!...n its all becos of last yr's slackiness!...i wonder how im gonna do my area n volume tutorials when i cant ven integrate...haiz...now i noe how tough it is 2 play catch up...things just keep piling n piling up...

oh well at least there r some positives...arc orientation was quite fun although a bit disorganised...sry again 2 eunice 4 not filling up the water bombs earlier...im sure the newcomers noe we r a rly fun bunch of ppl eh! =D...oh n i finally went 2 see a doc...although i expected sth worse but im just glad it isnt so...lol...ok back 2 focussing on my recovery again...

oh n my shooting has improved le!...got some decent consistent grpings le!...i finally managed 2 find out wats wrong wif my position liao...n i did it w/o coach's help!...some sense of achievement here...haha...now all i need is improve my concentration levels n keep digging in n fighting on...haha...

ha n how can i forget?!...PSS2 judges n hosts ROX!!!...lol...n daren n diya rox too!...haha...cant wait 4 the grand final now...oh n ying huo chong the meng is damn nice...=)...

k k gotta have an early nite cos sat trg 4 rifle is now at an unearthly 8.30am!...wah...hopefully i wun be too groggy 2 shoot...n im super determined 2 betta my grpings 2day...jiayou jiayou...k shall blog more tmr then if possible...wat a wk this has been sia...now 4 some break =)

不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心

Trying My Best

2007-01-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

Trying My Best

1st things 1st...i absolutely treasure usual gang dinners!...=)...haha they r just the best...always full of fun n laughter...ok make it lotsa laughter...lol...ha rite zh?...capuccino rox rite?...haha...

oh n the major event this week is zh's bday!...=D...celebrated at swensens...ha n now she wun bug me anymore le...hopefully...haha...tsktsk...

n i rly rly think guys n girls have great diff in tastes...100%...it rly is diao de loh...tsk...

n i kinda lost the plot during trg...tsk wth suddenly shooting worse...nvm shall keep digging in...just not in gd form now...shall build up n keep pushing n improving then...

glad tt i did some pt this wk oso...not a bad start...just gotta maintain it...

y cant my cough just go away???...think its been 2wks alr?...scared tt is a symptom of sth worse...n its not funny loh...tsk...must be the weather...basket...just pls lemme be 100% asap so tt i can focus n not be worried abt my health!...=(...it just sux when u r mentally 100% but physically unfit...

ju hua tai is rly rly chao diao...how i wish im blessed wif singing talent...oh well...shall just be contented wif the ability 2 appreciate music then...=)

i must rly take care...must..

Im A Predator!...

2007-01-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

Im A Predator!...

yay adidas soccer website is updated!!!...=)...wohoo red rox...red predator rox more!!!...lol...n im now part of predator fc!...wohoo...lol...

oh man i can stare at soccer boots all day lah...so nice sia...i rly want a pair of predators!...or nike's mercurial vapor oso can!...not indoor but REAL turf boots complete wif studs n leather!!!...haiz but i dun think will eva get a pair cos its too ex n i wun have chance 2 wear it 2 play oso...sigh...so sad...=(...

ha n from now on im determined 2 train as hard as possible le...gonna fortify my mind...intensive pt n shooting...wah im looking forward 2 it!...haha...traintraintrain!!!...=)

oh n wei ai er sheng rox!!!...haha...the song not the whole album...i need time 2 listen 2 all the songs lah...

oh n how can i forget?...ha met my junior cls on fri...ha not bad got 3 cat high ppl...1 vy enthu one...haha...but overall like ks say its a disappointment...lol cos same as us more guys than girls...then hor...erm...lets just say the guys in 07s42 zhuan dao lah 4 angel/mortal...lol...shd noe wat i mean rite?...;p

i wanna be blessed...i rly do...:(

Arbituary Randomness

2007-01-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

Arbituary Randomness

oh man so sian...sian until high...so super random now...haha...

ok im here cos i feel like giving myself a break aft 2day's chem R...n oso becos im waiting 4 the pss2 results show at 11.30!...=)

oh n i love the show bai wan bao!...=D...zoe tay n li nan xing r still the best!...omg so funny sia!...cockroach = cha cha...then ma da tot she got ulterior motive 4 asking him 2 ome hm...lol n he still ask y neva intro the parents 2 him?!...LOL...oh n felicia chin is zai!...acting not bad le...love the 3 of them...tsk sian tmr is finale le...y i neva watch during hol?!?!...haiz...

oh n i LOVE the zhu ti qu!...=D

oh man n im so bu gan xin sia...where got bonus so much de!!!...66% of original pay leh...tsktsk...so i expect betta treat now!...or more quantity oso can!...lol...kidding lah...enjoy ur pay eunice!...=)

oh n i suddenly have the urge 2 do sth...tt is 2 run at full flight while dribbling a soccer ball on the pitch!...wow...i can just imagine tt amazing feeling...feel the wind brushing against u while still having control of the ball at ur feet...chao diao...everytime i see ronaldo doing tt im so damn envious...ha dunno y suddenly litat...must becos so long neva run n play soccer le!...ha so combine both tgt the feeling must be damn shiok...lol...ah cant wait 4 the day when i can finally do tt...=)

4 now i just wanna recover fully asap n then get my fitness back!...=D

i want tt feeling...

1st Day

2007-01-03T17:30:00.000+08:00

1st Day

SIAN.

tts 2 sum up the 1st day back at vjc...although the day started wif a bang when i found out tt chelsea drew again when i woke up...the rest of the day was disappointingly sian...

hmm 1st impression of principal once he started speaking is tt hes a law by law guy...can sense it lah...sian...now 4 my hopes of half n full days r left dangling...oh n i dun like the way he speaks...just dun like lah...oh well...

n lotsa time r wasted 2day...no lectures until next tues...even ct session was super short 4 once...did firefly stuff...oh n is 01 gg on?...wheres the buzz of last yr?...haha n looking at the yr1s from the 2nd floor is quite fun actually...esp when u recall u were just litat last yr!...

guess only one thing can brighten up my day in vjc...ha n tts meeting usual gang!...=)...ha they provided me wif my 1st laughters in vjc2007!...lol...n ahem my 1st whackings oso...courtesy of eunice of course...tsktsk...pirates n peanuts!!!...lol...n zh is 4eva fun 2 tease...lol...kidding kidding...=)

ha n i just realised i just did a recount...guess im rly too sian n rly no mood 2 mug...thinking back of wat mr teo told us abt maths 4 this yr n a lvl in general just cast more doubts over this yr...maths gonna be damn hard...getting As wun be as ez as it seems...n the yr will soon fly past...haiz...now i rly feel like dropping le...how the hell am i gonna catch up wif last yr n this yr's work?...=(

hmm guess ming tian hui gen hao ba!...esp since chem R gonna be over...although i haven study yet...oh well...

guess its slow n steady 4 now...

2007

2007-01-02T11:08:00.000+08:00

2007

COME ON!

COME ON!!

COME ON!!!

*KISS OF BELIEF*

ha just wanna get myself gg 4 the new season ahead...meaning the new sch term tt is...haha...=)

hmm i gonna try my best 2 have a blistering start 2 the new season...just like how the red devils did...ha cos a gd start if vy vy impt indeed...it sets the pace 4 the rest of the season huh...yup gonna try 2 fire on all cylinders asap...

wah but a 2-2 draw wif newcastle is not the perfect start 2 the new yr leh...just like me...haven revise 4 chem R yet...tsk oh well we'll just have 2 bounce back...n start another winning run...=)

2007...new beginning brings new hope...time 2 set things rite...the way it shd be...

dun worry...be HAPPY...=)

Countdown!

2006-12-31T11:34:00.000+08:00

Countdown!

Wat a great way 2 end 2006!...Now this is wat i call ending on a HIGH!!! =D

Omg n im damn high now as im typing this...i can just vividly recall last nite...ronaldo's 3rd consecutive brace at the same time wondering how come there r no more goal updates?...so i tot ok chelsea won again isit?...ha but no no...during the final score show...aft they showed drogba scoring the supposed winner, i tot ok still 4pts then...ha but wait!...theres 1 more highlight!...n WOHOO!...fulham scored an equaliser!!!...chelsea drew!!!...wahahahhahahaha...6 pts gap!!! CHEERS!!! =D

*****

ha im just full of hope of next yr...gonna be the most stressful n challenging yr of my life so far i forsee...but then again "hope" is a scary word...yup so i shd say im full of optimism then...haha...

oh if u tot kicking a habit is damn hard...just try 2 start a habit...yup...it took me dunno how long 4 me 2 TRY 2 start mugging...not the actual process itself leh...just try only...lol...sian...

well looking back...2006 can be summed up in one word : "experiences"...yup...its the yr tt i had the most no. of new experiences...super lotsa 1st times...haha...both gd n bad of course...ha tts y i think this yr has been great cos of all the experiences...

hmm the greatest positive of this yr has 2 be USUAL GANG!!!...ha as we always say...wats life in vjc w/o usual gang sia...lol...all the outings we had r just incredible...think they r the source of the majority of my laughters this yr too!...chao diao!...yup USUAL GANG ROX!!! =)

ok n now 4 the greatest negative of this yr...ha its undoubtedly my academic studies...neva eva been so clueless b4...n it just sux...n until now i am still trying 2 adapt...n from current results...its stuns me 2 see the amt of stuff tt i actually rly absorbed this yr...oh man i rly need a miracle next yr...plsplspls...haiz...

oh n how can i forget?...this is the yr when i have become the most emo oso...lol...yup n oso the time when i turned 2 my passions-soccer n music-the most oso...w/o them im not me at all...lol...

all in all, i choose 2 look at the positives...aft all...my philosophy in life is 2 be happy...yup...haha...n i noe 2007 is the yr when i have 2 rely on this philosophy the most...not 2 mention lotsa self belief as well...haha...oh well...c'mon!!! 2007!!!...

oh new yr resolution? 2 words....happy.love.=)

Theatre of Dreams...Revamped!

2006-12-30T12:45:00.000+08:00

Theatre of Dreams...Revamped!

Hey 2 celebrate the new yr...i have decided 2 revamp my Theatre of Dreams by giving it a new skin!!!...cheers!!! :D

ha n as expected...im sticking 2 my trademark red n black combi cos it just rox!!!...lol...

took quite some time 2 edit everything this time...including changing the tagbox colour scheme as well...:P...now everything's red n black!!!...wohoo chao diao!!!...

oh n now i got a wishlist!!!...haha...but dun rly noe wat 2 list though...cos i sorta bought most of the stuff i want wif my salary le...lol...so shd be like this 4 now lah...=)

ha the more i look at it...the more i think my new Theatre of Dreams rox...lol...

ha n 4 my 1st random sentence...i noe y ronaldo is in scorching form le!...cos its approaching

2007!...haha...he's no.7 n so next yr is HIS

yr!!!...lol...yup n like wat sir alex say..."ronaldo's best is yet 2 come..." wohoo! =)

oh n i think i gonna add sth else 2 my blog...just got an inspiration...hmm...stay tuned! ;p

HAPPY 2007 in ADVANCE!!!

a new beginning brings new hope...=)

Sickeningly Sick

2006-12-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

Sickeningly Sick

aargh...i hate being sick...esp now...tsk...

wl forced me 2 miss my cousin outing...im rly sad n sry i cant make it...haiz...promise 2 treat u guys next time...

n being sick makes the task of starting 2 mug even tougher...n so far i haven started on my chem yet...haiz...

i dun want 2 end this yr on a low...worse still start next yr on a low as well...

pls lemme recover asap?...plsplsplsplspls...:(

blocked nose.cough.sore throat.headache.sux.really.seriously.

I Noe The Last Name

2006-12-28T19:28:00.000+08:00

I Noe The Last Name

Wohoo the wait is finally over!!!...i noe the last name!!!...cheers!!!...haha...

ha but i dun like the ending...cos ( i think ) its sad...haiz...

n misa is just so damn cute!!! ;P

n omg misa LOVES RED N BLACK!!! omgomg...lol...

L is damn funny too!...ha cant believe it rite?... :)

omg deathnote just rox!!! lol

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oh n i said b4 i like rainy days rite?...ha ok now 4 a correction...i dun like CONSECUTIVE rainy days...sian i alr kena the cold le...haiz...

n stupid earthquake is making internet so laggy sia...tsk...so ma fan lah!!!...tsk...

*****

Im gonna miss deathnote...:(

MERRY XMAS!!!

2006-12-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

MERRY XMAS!!!

ha wat a merry xmas this has been!...cos i got my new bag!!!...cheers!!!...ha n i got my new pencil case too but it was an unexpected buy...haha...nevertheless my spending is almost qi qi ba ba le...n my paychecks too...lol...too little 2 buy shoes le lah...so maybe im asking my parents 2 get them as a bday present instead...;p

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oh did some updates on my blog template oso...i just love tt profile pic!...chao diao!...:D

ha n the reason y my new pencil case caught my eye is becos of this quote on it...

my imperfections r the vy essence of me...

Happy Xmas Eve!

2006-12-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Xmas Eve!

WOHOO!!! SCHOLES SCREAMER N RONALDO MAGIC!!! :D:D:D:D:D

Ha Manu ROX!!! its gonna be a Merry RED Xmas!!! ;p

*****

ha n im proud 2 announce my 2nd major spending!!!...i got my new watch le!!!...cheers!!! :D

now 4 bag n shoes!!!

*****

oh n usual gang blog is up!!! ha thx 2 sy who suddenly xin xue lai chao...lol...

hopefully it will be a success though...haha...:)

you gonna know 别怀疑你自己的本领

Enjoyment 4 Now!

2006-12-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

Enjoyment 4 Now!

wohoo!!! got 2 watch huang jing jia!!! haha...tsk managed 2 drag eunice along since the whole usual gang's all bz...ha not bad lah the movie...gong li n chow yun fat r rly gd!...jay chou is chao diao too when he fights the army almost single-handedly!...tsk but cant the director give him a betta ending?...well at least his pride is still saved in the end...:)...ha overall a nice movie!...

n now i understand more of the song ju hua tai le...n im kinda addicted 2 it oso...can relate more 2 it aft watching the movie...ha tts y i insisted on listening 2 the whole song during the credits!!! :)

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oh n im proud 2 announce my 1st major spending 4 this hol!!!...wohoo i got my iPod nano liao!!! :D ha the next major spending shd be my new watch ba...haha cant wait!...:)

oh n not 2 forget a new bag n new sport/soccer shoes!...haha time 2 splurge!...but i swear not 2 be impulsive!...must spend my hard earned money well...:)

*****

wah n i wonder how im gonna study 4 my chem sia...tsk...just realised next wk my schedule is quite packed...got cls outing, cousin outing, deathnote2 outing, firefly meeting n not 2 mention soccer on boxing day!!!...wah tok abt festive period...haha...im gonna have a merry xmas alrite i guess...oh but all i want 4 xmas is 3wins for manu!!! :D lol...

ha but deathnote2 outing n cousin outing is a must...these r the ones 2 rly cheer abt!...waited so long 4 deathnote 2 le lah...all the trailers n teasers r driving me crazy!!!...tts y i decided 2 catch it on its premiere day...yup...most prob shd be dragging eunice again...lol...usual gang if u see this pls tell me if u r free on tt day!!!...28 DEC!!!...

oh n i miss my cousins...so long neva see u two le...haha...or rather neva had a real chat since i alr met ann...:)...time 2 catch up!...

*****

THX ZH 4 UR XMAS CARD!!!

wow im surprised it came much earlier than expected!!! lol...anw thx lots!!! :D

its the festive season...so lemme be as happy as possible...:)

1 part brave, 3 parts fool!

2006-12-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

1 part brave, 3 parts fool!

ha 1 down n lots more 2 go! :p ha cant wait 4 the rest of the movies! :D

well eragon i must say is the most rushed movie i've eva seen...even if u dun read the bk, u can see tt dragons dun grow big in just 3secs rite? -.-"...n they oso super lack character development...best eg is murtagh...ha n they cut n distort almost the entire original story lah!...lol shant say more...still an enjoyable movie nevertheless...:P

like the new quotes they added too!...they r not in the bk mind u...

1.1 part brave, 3 parts fool...

2.betta 2 ask 4 forgiveness than permission...

lol n not 2 forget eunice n khai's jokes of the day!!! :D

eunice: monkeys eat peanuts!!!

khai: the coffee N bean...

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

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oh n im starting 2 get the hang of playing stocks n shares le...haha not bad lah but im so gonna earn more $$...not gonna waste anymore gd stocks le...:P...

*****

ok n i betta get started on mugging real soon...but theres just so many stuff i haven buy yet n movies 2 catch too!...aargh!...cant hols be LONGER?!?!?!...

*****

wah wat a coincidence...2 new songs...but tgt they form wat i had forgotten at times...

忘记, 我就是我

F...

2006-12-18T11:34:00.000+08:00

F...

I JUST LOVE MANCHESTER UNITED

im a red devil thru n thru...

time 2 bounce back...

I JUST HATE CHELSEA

they r just disgustingly, sickeningly lucky...

luck can only get u so far...tsk

ytd's results just sux...neva cursed n swore so much n been so pissed eva b4 this yr...both of my fav teams lost impt matches...f lah...aargh...

seeing chelsea being so damn lucky just makes it even worse...sux like hell...

crushing blow...but we will be back...

Memories

2006-12-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

Memories

wah cant believe tmr is my last day at work le!...happy tt i can finally enjoy my hols but sad cos gonna miss the ppl...ahh wat memories...shall do a recollection of the highlights here :)

im remember vividly...

1.the 1st day i set foot into daiso...wif nth but empty shelvings...

2.the 1st time i wore the apron

3.the 3 prominent jap bosses... :)

4.the vibrant department heads... :D

5.the saikang!...n how we managed 2 fill the shop up!

6.my attempts 2 speak jap if possible! ;p

7.the usual route to kopitiam...the usual seat...lol...

8.the friendly rubbish uncle...

9.the dry-till-skin-peel-n-bleed fingers...

10.the endless customers who inquire abt the price of items...lol...

11.the guy who complain abt the poor location of "always $2" sign...tsk

12.the guy who asked me: "how r u?" LOL

13.the gal who acknowledged my help :)

14.the climbing of ladders 2 hang streamers!!!

15.the limping at work...:(

16.veron's free chocs! ;p

17.tencho's gloves given 2 me!...lol

18.fujimura the saikang warrior!

19.the lost boy whos so chubby n cute!

20.the time i malu-ed in buying the wrong socket...:x

21.THE WONDERFUL MOMENTS WORKING N ENJOYING WIF SIHUA, ZH N SY!!! :D

haha n theres prob lots more things which i just cant list down...but must thank khai n ks 4 gg there 2 visit me...n 2 pj n zhang 4 wanting 2 visit me but i wasnt working...ha sry 4 not being there...but ur efforts is appreciated! :)

ha oh n of course how can i forget sia?...sry i did this is a rush le...THX USUAL GANG 4 PEI-ING ME TOO WHEN I WORKED ALONE TT DAY!!! :D ha thx eunice, zh sy n khai :)

ha i would say its an experience tt would stay wif me 4eva...not only 2 get the wonderful experience of working wif incredible ppl in a jap environment but i oso got my $$ as well!...lol...n im rly lucky 2 get such pleasant n caring bosses!...ha n like zh said it sure is betta than mugging!...lol...;P

daiso just rox!...ichiban des!!!...

u will be missed...

now 2 move on...n refocus...

Wo Xiang Yao Shuo

2006-12-13T00:42:00.000+08:00

Wo Xiang Yao Shuo

Deja Vu...wat can i say?...great movie...thumbs up...too bad i missed the opening 5 mins...y am i not surprised?...tsk...haha...n i was rite again abt...lol...*winks...im sure they noe...haha...not 1st time oso anw...oh well...shant say more...

n in real life i guess its deja vu oso...y am i not surprised again?...haha...wadeva...ha like in the movie..."its my destiny..."n u cant change it no matter wat u do...quite true perhaps...at least 4 now...n i have a feeling its not gonna change anytime soon...haiz...

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must rly thank eunice lots 4 the buffet!...THX EUNICE!...haha...like zh say she deserves more than a bear 4 the treat she has given us...haha...but glad tt u rly enjoyed it!...im sure this will be one of the most memorable bdays eva!...:)

n toking abt bday...just found sth out recently abt mine as well...dunno whether i shd be happy or not...oh well...bday dun rly mean much 2 me anw...i mean 4 my own...its just the presents tt matter lah...lol...;p...

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i guess i like being emo at times...esp when im alone...realised i haven rly had time 4 myself yet this hol...2 really think abt all tt has happened this yr n how i had changed...rly need 2 find some time 4 myself...n rly listen 2 myself 4 once...cos i dun want deja vu next yr?...lol...i shall rly start loving who i shd rly love the most...

i rly feel 4 this song now...but i noe it wun last long...perhaps...

我想要说

看着右手被撕裂的伤口

爱好像曾经停留

而我左手按下号码之后

那首属于我的歌不再播送

默写你的爱过

坦承自己脆弱

对白怎么说

表情才不难过

我想要说

如果没有了你

我该如何往下走

那一秒钟有没有发现我

倔强里的问候

怎么劝我放手

在这一切之后

整夜的风冷得我手颤抖

你在温暖的那头

熟悉路口再一次的路过

等在那角落的人已不是

我在这一切

4 me alone...cheers...

Wo Ke Yi

2006-12-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

Wo Ke Yi

ha n so another wk flies past litat...n now theres only 3wks left till 2007...sigh supposedly hol but im so jaded now...maybe i work too much?...haiz...n theres still sch work 2 catch up n r-paper 2 study 4...wah...can i do all these in 1wk?...somemore i rly need a break n rly have some fun...dun think i had eva rly enjoyed myself 4 1 whole day this hol yet loh...n i rly feel like pampering myself once i get all my paychecks...im definitely buying ipod nano...just wanna enjoy the fruits of my labour...aft all...i earned it!...:)

but i hope i have the energy 2 enjoy myself when tt day comes oso...haiz...:(

ha shall not be so pessimistic...aft all next wk's gonna be quite a happy wk i guess...hopefully theres 2 major outings coming up...but i think 4 now all r 50-50...oh well...ha so i guess the highlight 4 next wk shall be the premiere of eragon!!! cheers!!! :D

n i finally have new songs 2 enjoy!!!...so im not as jaded as last wk actually...lol...n i rly love this song...its by a wonderkid :)...

我可以

我可以寄没有地址的信

这样的情绪有种距离

你放着谁的歌曲

是怎样的心情

能不能说给我听

雨下得好安静

是不是你偷偷在哭泣

幸福真的不容易

在你的背景有我爱你

我可以陪你去看星星

不用再多说明

我就要和你在一起

我不想又再一次和你分离

我多么想每一次的美丽

是因为你

幸福它真的不容易

still searching...n i need a break...

Severely Jaded

2006-12-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

Severely Jaded

aargh im so sian diao...severely jaded...hate this feeling...somehow i have a feeling work is not gg 2 be as fun as b4...n best still i gonna have the experience of working alone...n im getting tired of 120 shots alr...cant seem 2 maintain my focus...furthermore no shows 4 me 2 look forward 2...jue dui superstar maybe but lingyi is out...haiz...worse still theres no new songs 4 me 2 enjoy!...i feel so dead...so lifeless...only thing 2 look forward 2 is probably soccer n finally getting the stuff i want when more paychecks arrive...haiz sian...:(

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haiz y m i feeling like this all of a sudden?...y cant i stop myself from thinking?...

i need my self-belief back...motivation as well...i need 2 play soccer 2 get my mind off things...

it shall be the last name...

stop this...

its not gonna change...

zhu ding de...

aargh getting emo...:(

someone bring me back...

I Wish I Know

2006-11-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

I Wish I Know

wow just realised 2wks of work have just flown past!...tts 8 days of work...had been a wonderful experience 2 say the least...literally seen the daiso shop built up from scratch sia...lol...have done lots too...from saikang 2 displaying 2 rubbish boy...lol...been GREAT FUN working wif zh, sihua n sy too!...:D...not 2 mention chatting wif the various perm staff n the jap bosses...haha wah im getting emo...i just love my job!...now 2 take it 2 the next lvl cos DAISO IS OFFICIALLY OPENING TMR!!! :D

*gonna go kajiao the others tmr...winks...;p

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sometimes i just wish i can know the things tt i wanna noe...its tiring n frustrating trying 2 guess, infer, n wadeva...tsk...n when i try 2 do tt...i think too much...haiz...then tts when stupidity comes in...wth...rite now i rly hope gd things will happen 4 me w/o me thinking too much...i guess tt would be like a pleasant surprise...haiz...

how i wish it rly meant sth..all those stuff...cos i rly dunno how 2 think anymore...n i rly rly wish...n wishing is diff from hoping...cos if my wish came true its gonna be the best thing tt happened 2 me this yr...:)...sigh...

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omg i cant believe lingyi is out...wth lah she's like the only one tts rly actually performing...can see she rly enjoyed herself onstage...n these r the kind of performances i love 2 see...shes the only performance i truly enjoyed out of all i've seen so far...wl...come on lah music is abt expression n enjoyment!...haiz...im gonna miss her...:(...

tts 1 less incentive 2 watch jue dui superstar le...haiz...

wishing is betta than hoping...yup...

Now 4 Consistency

2006-11-26T00:45:00.000+08:00

Now 4 Consistency

now tt im done wif my pre-season training...im ready 4 the season...from next wk onwards...im aiming 4 consistency...consistency in training, work n mugging...yup time 2 hit the ground running...afterall i cant afford 2 lose anymore ground...yup tts gonna be my hol plan...wish me luck... :)

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i realise tt i have learnt much from past experiences...maybe tts y im happier now...n im treasuring these things more than eva...smarter in a sense too...hmm oh well...i have learnt 2 protect myself...my mind is fortified... ;)

i noe theres lots more 2 come...

Great Day!

2006-11-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

Great Day!

ha wat a great day at work!...although was slightly late but its still great!...did lotsa stuff...learnt lots...trained my arms lots...ha not bad!...lol n i always try 2 finish my tasks so tt can try other stuff...lol...they keep saying how tough it is 2 find things 4 me 2 do sia...;p...great fun 2 work wif zh sihua n sy!...

oh n i can finally put my jap 2 gd use!...lol so shocked when eileen replied 2 my jap sentence which wasnt even intended at anyone...DIAO!!!...somemore i can reply her too!...zai rite?...lol...but i still lousy lah...yay now i gonna revise my jap n speak more wif her!...:P

I LOVE WORKING ALR!!!...

ha n im starting 2 love this song..:)

jiang mei qi n guang liang's dui ni you gan jue...

我曾深刻体会对爱感到胆怯

还好有懂我的你给我安慰

看你失落的脸又再为爱憔悴

我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈

眼角的泪它给过谁

伤透了心也无所谓

我会愿意静静地陪在你身边

如果说爱已不可为

那我宁愿藏心里面

其实我害怕会失去你的感觉

怎么会开始对你有了感觉又深怕朋友默契转身不见

矛盾着犹豫不决

没准备跨越爱的界线

怎么会开始对你(你)有了感觉

深陷朋友恋人之间的危险

进与退被爱包围谁犯规都狼狈

谁能解围让一切完美

怎么会开始对你(你)有了感觉

深陷朋友恋人之间的危险

你和我拥抱瞬间不后悔这暧昧

星光唯美把爱放心里面

把爱放心里面

i love meaningful lyrics...:P

All Fired Up!

2006-11-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

All Fired Up!

wohoo wat a wk this is gonna be!!!...i can just feel it...n im rly looking forward 2 it!...wah but there r some sacrifices 2 be made though...sigh...oh well...

ok the most joyous thing 1st...i got the daiso job!...cheers! :D...lol i only got it cos i decided 2 call them myself when they didnt call me 2day...see how despo i am?...lol...vivo's gonna be my 3rd hm 4 the next 2 months...ha cant wait 2 work tgt wif zh, sihua n sy! :)...i forsee fun but challenging times ahead!...;p

ha n manu got 2 crucial major games coming rite up!...come on bring on celtic n chelsea!...ha we gonna forge a 6 pt gap sia...i can just feel it...wah a blockbuster its gonna be!...go red devils!....

wah but the sad thing is i gonna miss chssb bbq...sad...haiz this is the biggest sacrifice lah...oh well...wat a pity i must admit...wah i miss everyone sia...esp ambrose zhijue alford dexter...nvm we shall meet next yr during syf then!...:)...

ha n i gonna miss jue dui superstar too...lol gonna ask my mom 2 record...haha...

okok this may be my last post 4 some time cos im working from 2-10...yah so may be too shagged 2 come online le...oh well sacrifices have 2 be made...im gonna miss my theatre of dreams...haha...nvm its all 4 the best...:)

im all fired up!!!...exciting times ahead!... *winks

MY CENTURY!!!

2006-11-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

MY CENTURY!!!

ha its amazing tt i reached my 100 no. of posts!!!...ha its like only ytd tt i started blogging...wow its been 100 posts since my theatre of dreams is born...ha since then lotsa emotions, feelings, recounts n not 2 mention photos have been recorded here...ha yup so this shall be a meaningful n long entry 2day!!!...cheers 4 reaching this landmark!!! :D

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anw special thx 2 sihua 4 showing me this SUPER ZHUN quiz! ;p

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

ha all i can say its super accurate...im surprised by how accurate it rly is...1st time see this kind of quiz...haha :)...wow...

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i just realised sth 2day...think im quite lucky rly...tt everytime when all seems lost...sth else arises...somehow...making moving on easier n not so tough...but i have learnt not have high hopes...or betta still not 2 have any at all...afterall...im gifted...not blessed...but nevertheless...my main principle in life is 2 be happy...so i shall take things as they come...n enjoy wheneva i can...n not think too much...well at least i will try...ha n wadeva hopes i have i shall live it in my dreams then...think this is the best 4 me now i guess...shrugs...

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on a happier n less serious note...ha i gonna have a job soon!...:D...confirmation on mon...cant wait 4 the call...n if i get the job...cant wait 2 work tgt wif some of usual gang too!...haha its gonna be real fun n interesting...wat an experience its gonna be...keeping my fingers crossed 4 now...:)

dare 2 dream...but not 2 hope...

hoping is more scary than worrying...

Dreams...

2006-11-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

Dreams...

ha i just love my dreams...:)...

wow i realised my dreams r always either vy weird, no link or vy sweet...haha...:)...its been a super long time since i had nitemares...think its stopped since i learnt how not 2 worry abt stuff...haha...anw had another one of my sweet dreams ytd...wah my subconscious mind is real imaginative sia...lol tts all i can say...im glad tt even my dreams make me happy...cos i noe in reality u may not get wat u want more often than not...tts y i just love my dreams...n tts y im blogging this in my theatre of dreams!...:D...

but sometimes i guess i think too much...ha rly...if only i can think more abt my studies instead?...tsk wadeva...but seriously i must try not 2 infer so much i think...lol see thinking too much again...haha...wadeva...must keep reminding myself...if not i will only end up feeling stupid again...

oh well...i love my dreams anw...even though thinking too much is the cause of my dreams...haha...shrugs...

im gifted...not blessed...:x

Wonderful Times

2006-11-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

Wonderful Times... :)

Memorable pics...

Red Revo Wif Cheryl! :)

06S42 ROX!!! :D

06S42 chio gals... ;p

06S42 shuai guys... ;p

ha n last but not least the main organisers of the terrific bbq!!!

cheers 06S42!!!

Sian

2006-11-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

Sian

life rly likes 2 make fun of ppl...when i need time it isnt provided but now i have more than enough time...wth...yes its the hols again...not tt im complaining but im rly bored 2 the max...only things tt i look forward 2 r trainings, outings, soccer marathons n gaming?...lol...n not 2 mention the great movies coming up...most significantly death note the last name n eragon...;p...oh well someone pls find me a job!...aargh...i dun think fm07 can keep me occupied much longer...haha...

ha since i have so much time nowadays...i lost my sense of urgency as well...lol...would usually take the shortest route 2 sch but now im contented 2 slp on bus 43 from sengkang all the way 2 vj while engrossed in my musical world of jay chou...lol...got other singers of course!...like fish leong!...:D...ha n i just got wu ding from eunice!...n i realised i rly like duets :)...oh n sihua recommended another new duet oso...nice...hmm 2 chi music lovers out there go listen 2 cao ge's liang shan bo yu zhu li ye...haha...:)

i rly like the harmonising between 2 wonderful singers...its amazing how the voices can combine into such magical tones...ha it reminds me of my band days oso...can still rmb the importance of balance!!! :D music is just magical lah...cant live w/o it...

oh n i was pleasantly surprised again...:)...

i have time but i need stuff 2 do!!! aargh!!!

lol i sound so slack sia...:x

Quietly Confident

2006-11-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

Quietly Confident

Following the recent string of performances...im quietly confident of manu's chances of dethroning chelsea this season...so wat if we're out of the carling cup?...epl n cl r still the top priorities...more competitions only mean more chances of injuries loh...ha n manu have really shown championship winning form currently...they have the flair 2 win big n the grit 2 grind out results...if this is not championship winning form then wats this sia?...somemore traditionally manu r always on fire 4 the 2nd half of the season...if they can carry this form over 2 december...heheh...chelsea beware...;p

i just love manu...red devils 4eva...

feel sad 4 all liverpool fans though...they r supposed 2 be the main contenders this season but they r alr out of the title race this early liao...oh well...next season then...haha...oh but they can still win the cup comps...so dun be too sad ks! :)

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oh had a vy pleasant surprise ytd...sweet...:)

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nice lyrics :)

我想说其实你很好

你自己却不知道

真心的对我好

不要求回报

爱一个人希望他过更好

打从心里暖暖的

你比自己更重要

hols have started alr...but wheres my mood?..weird...

06S42

2006-11-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

06S42

ha this is a tribute 2 my beloved cls---06S42!!!...:D

cls bbq was a tremendous success!!!...24/25 + majority of ex-06S42s attendance!!!...:D

kudos 2 the following ppl :

zy n cheryl sim: organisers of the bbq...u gals make us proud!...lol.. ;p

ray: 4 being such a great host!...we owe u lots! :D

adrian, andy, kok, nick, fushi...n all those who bbq-ed: thx 4 the sumptuous bbq feast! :D

nick: 4 being the silent provider of the chicken wings!...dun worry we will get ur $$ back!

khai: manager!...lol...organiser of the dunking sessions!

cheryl lim: 4 capturing the wondrous moments using her cam! :D

n all those who turned up 2 make this bbq a great success!!! :D cheers!!! we sure enjoyed ourselves yah?...06S42 ROX!!! im blessed 2 be in this cls!!!

cant wait 4 more cls outings/gatherings!!!

cant wait 4 kfc sessions too!!! soccer marathons rox!!! :D

but seriously lets think of a better team name can?...lol...;p

oh n lets set up a cls blog too!!! :D

06S42 4eva...:D...

Body Momentum

2006-11-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

Body Momentum

Tues: soccer 2+ hrs

Wed: pt hiong

2day: soccer 7hr+!!!

Wow i sure hope i can move my body tmr!...lol...played my longest eva session of soccer in my life 2day!...played in 3 diff conditions oso...lol...anw my shooting sux 2day...soccer shooting not rifle shooting...lol...sian off form sia...cant believe it...sian...

anw its cls bbq tmr!...gonna be interesting!...haha...will kan go?...will some who usually dont go 4 outings go as well?...all will be revealed tmr!... :D

i will push my physical boundary 2 its limit!!!...gonna bounce back from poor fitness!!!...:)

its always mind over body...:)

4 The Team

2006-11-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

4 The Team

OP's OVER!!!...PW is history!...cheers...but i didnt end on a high...haiz...nvm its over...i dun mind if its individual n i screwed up...now i scared i pulled the grp down...i dun care 4 myself but 4 the grp...sry :(...it was totally unexpected...haiz...oh well anw u guys did GREAT!!! :D...cheers!...

soccer 2day was hiong...haha think played 2hrs+?...anw the 2 "halves" can be summarised as below:

1st half: the fushi show!

2nd half: the jay masterclass :D

n im glad 2 be on the winning team 4 both halves!...

tsk but i only scared 1 goal...quite a nice one too...lob the ball over 2 defenders then went on 2 one-on-one b4 finishing nicely betwen the legs of the keeper...ah but generally its a game of misses 4 me...sian...i missed almost everything lah...closed ranged shots n a penalty...basket...oh well guess its not my day 2day...*shrugs*...

i wonder if i shd be a forward?...lol i rly dunno how i ended up playing in tt position...ha but since i too weak 2 defend then i guess attack is just rite 4 me...:)

anw i wonder how cls bbq will turn out...will kan be there?...lol...tts gonna be interesting...

n i hope we can rly form a soccer team :)...

its cruel when u make a mistake when u least expected it...

The End of PW Beckons...

2006-11-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

The End of PW Beckons...

Ha like finally...pw is gonna be over real soon...just wanna get it quickly over n done wif...its a sickening sub tt wastes time n irritates ppl...yah so aft op tmr...we indeed deserve some celebration 2 mark the end of this torture...n wat betta way 2 celebrate by having a gd game of soccer? :)...cheers!...

ha n like wat i said 2 cheryl b4...im gonna miss the pw sessions we had tgt...but not the work we have 2 do...our grp just rox...VJ087...chao diao sia...haha...:)

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im so addicted...

shan hu hai

fa ru xue

ye qu

fm07...lol...

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sth i finally managed 2 put into words...

loving others is a gift...

being loved by others is a blessing...

i guess i belong 2 the type tts gifted but not blessed then...

*shrugs*

it will neva be the same again...sry i cant help it...

Viva la Vivo!

2006-11-05T11:43:00.000+08:00

Viva la Vivo!
Finally back 2 shooting!...lol...not bad lah my groupings 2day...haha not bad means neva deprove too much...doesnt mean got improve...lol...from now on i gonna train even more seriously liao!...time 2 step up a gear....just wanna hit my full potential asap...

anw usual gang went 2 vivo 2day!...:D...lol only 4 members 2 be exact...me khai eunice n zh...lol...ha but b4 tt at pp during lunch got deon n chris oso...haha n we r 1 BIG FAMILY 2DAY!!!...LOL...INTRODUCING THE MEMBERS! :D

1.Chris = Father
2.Eunice = Mother
3. Me deon n zh = Children
4.Khai = Grandfather / Child...(its complicated ;p)

haha... ;p...
anw shant say too much if not mom gonna smack me again...tsktsk...

ha anw im starting 2 hate the layout of vivo...so confusing sia...hard 2 keep track of where u had shopped...the only landmark 4 me is adidas...lol...

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ha was browsing the songs in my mp3 2day n discovered tt i missed a particular song LOTS...its just so beautiful...tt song is jay's shan hu hai...this is the best duel i have eva heard...wah i rly missed it lots sia...haha...

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i have finally decided...im gonna buy fm07...lol...n lotsa more stuff...
n i wanna work...:)

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k from now onwards i gonna make my posts as short n sweet as i possibly can...this way i can blog more stuff wif fewer words...this means prob more pics will be put up too!...n can train my summary skills too!...lol...will have my signature one-liners at the end of posts too i guess...haha...;p

sometimes i cant smile externally...but im surely smiling internally!!! :D...

Break at Last!

2006-11-03T21:57:00.000+08:00

Break at Last!

Ha finally a break from pw!!!...:D...no more inr liao!...op resumes on mon!...a well deserved break finally!...oh n i still cannot smile...tsk wadeva...at least i tried...ha n tisha 2day got adrian's laughing syndrome!...only diff is she did it in front of kan!...lol...so malu sia...haha...at least it lightened up the mood...haha...

oh n the cls is so high 2day!...lol...1st time we were so noisy!...dunno y oso...guess all need 2 destress aft countless sessions wif kan...haha...oh n ziyan plays cards?!...omg wat a discovery sia! :X...lol...n somebody is just so sehat tt he doesnt even noe?...maybe he does so tt makes it on purpose then?...tsk...

oh n went bowling again...wif red revo n fushi...hmm now tt i think back...i focused too much on hitting 100 n not enjoying the game liao...lol...well at least i got at least 1 strike per game...ha ok lah...now my avg is 73 (1st game) n 72( 2nd game)...tt shd be my normal standard i guess...lol...

ha n congrats 2 ks 4 getting his econs H3!!!...zai sia!!!...:D...finally some gd news 4 him!!! :)

The Red Revolution

2006-11-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

The Red Revolution

tsk its official...kan doesnt keep 2 his word...basket lah he originally said hes not gonna watch us present 2day...wanna let us do our own rehearsal...tsk in the end ask adrian wat time we r meeting n then just turn up w/o any warning...basket...cant we have a break???...nvm...oh well guess this incident kept bugging me subconsciously when i was presenting...cos aft i presented he said he didnt see a single smile from me at all...haha...at 1st i was surprised cos i tot i did smile...ha but now i noe...he asked 4 it anw...lol...;p...oh n i hate qna...i cant organise my tots properly under pressure...sian...haiz...

ha had outing 2day too!!!...omg went bowling!!!...:D...turned out 2 be betta than i tot...my 1st time leh!...ha i played once b4 during pri sch when i was in china...ha but tts damn long liao...lol...anw well at least i got some strikes in my 1st game! :D...but then got lotsa long kang ball oso...lol...dunno y it curl out lah...sian...wah n cheryl was on fire lah...like me she oso 1st time but her ball can like curl away just when its abt 2 roll into the longkang then went on 2 hit 9 pins down...WOW LAH!!!...zai sia...haha...oh n adrian is a powerful bowler...although not always accurate but damn powerful...ks lost form in his 1st game!...lol we battled each other 2 finish 2nd last n in the end we drew...lol...64 pts each...sux sia...khai is the most zai one lah!...got his personal best in the 1st game...110 sia!!!...

ha 2nd game andy joined us...can see he lacked match prac too...got pro look but not on form lah...but can see his cls...:)...ha n im getting a decent run of form too!...:D...tsk SSSOOOOO close 2 hitting 100 lah!!!...had 2 get a spare in my last round...missed the 2 pins by inches!!!...haiz...so my personal best is now 98!!!...ha think its not bad 4 a noob rite?...got 2nd overall 4 tt game!...:D...chao diao!...

ha aft tt went macs...bought mocha frappe!...ha just wanna pamper myself abit although im gg broke...lol...ha had a great time tchatting!...n somehow THE RED REVOLUTION IS FORMED!!!...haha...it was originally known as the alliance...consisting me ks n khai...ha having an alliance is CHAO DIAO!!!...damn fun too!...:D...came up wif lotsa funny names at 1st...the best (n most funniest) r:

1.Triple A batt

2.The Red Losers

3.The Red Lights

4.Anti Andy Alliance

5.The Red Lightbulbs

lol i can sense this is the beginning of sth great...i can just feel it...haha...;p...

more of The Red Revolution will be confirmed later...

k some pics 4 the day! :D...

tsk blogger sux..cant post pics 4 now...basket...

Weird Sia...

2006-11-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

Weird Sia

1s things 1st...i hate chelsea...tsk tsk...aargh y must they equalise in extra time???...basket...barca shd have won the game lah...damn pissed 2 see mourinho celebrating litat...really hope manu can snatch their title this season 2 avenge all my anger 4 chelsea...aargh...

anw finally got 2 run 2day...ha as expected stamina sux...anw it was a gd start...ran 3.2km wif eunice...dunno how much weight she lost since she started running...lol...did pull ups oso...sian now i can barely make 7...well must all retrain now le...target is 10 by napha next yr!...:D...

op 2day was weird too...1st time i present until i laugh...ha but not in front of kan of course...i siao liao lah...lol...too tired i guess...yah im damn tired...anw the more we presented on our own the more mistakes we start 2 make...weird sia...esp adrian...2day he just cant stop laughing oso...

im addicted 2 o chang kee curry puff liao!...lol...just got this sudden urge 2 eat tt nowadays when im hungry on my way hm...n i think in my hurry 2 finish it 2day i actually burnt my tongue slightly...lol...but its damn nice lah!...:)

its weird tt im not in the mood 4 music 2day too!...esp on my way hm...i listened abit but i just could not absorb any songs...suddenly the mood is gone just litat...weird...time 4 new songs maybe?...haha...

anw theres finally gd news!...no more op session wif kan!...haha...wohoo!...6days left 2 freedom too!...cheers!...:D

hmm been feeling weird too...keep thinking abt sth...uncontrollable really...oh well...its just me...haha...well at least its keeping my mind occupied...haha...makes life more interesting in a way...at least i have sth 2 look forward 2!...;p...

Fantasy World

2006-10-31T21:53:00.000+08:00

Fantasy World

Im so addicted 2 eragon rite now...2 the extent i even start 2 read it on my bus journeys...wow its been dunno since when i last read a bk on my bus journeys...this shd tell u how addicted i am 2 it...dunno wat gave me the sudden urge 2 read eragon oso...i just knew i had 2 read it...moreover it took me quite some time 2 fnally found the original copy i wanted...ha so glad tt i managed 2 find it...:)...n now im addicted...been missing the joy of reading n immersing myself in my own imagination...ha the mind is a powerful tool :)...i realise i have been using it esp often this yr 2 keep myself happy n pumped up...haiz sometimes gd sometimes bad...i love my dreams...they r so incredible at times but wheneva i think of it i will just smile n laugh at how wonderful n foolish my dreams can be at times...:)...nice...

op 2day ok lah...not rly in the mood so didnt do my best during kan's session...sian...ha but at least my grp was super zai later when we rehearsed ourselves...i managed 2 slow my pace down 2 4.31!...:D...haha...chao diao!...lol...everyone made improvements too!...we r just tired of seeing kan liao...anw we managed 2 sort all our slides once n 4 all too!...tsk hope kan doesnt ask us 2 change any more stuff...

ha there were some happy moments 2day too!...a handful in fact...theres a potential one coming up at 3.30am later too! :D...

1. we dun have 2 do video 4 op anymore!!! :D...haha...i dunno y but i have a feeling its not gg 2 turn out as wat we expected n so im happy we dun have 2 do it...

2. ha this is more of shocking than happy actually...ZIYAN ACTUALLY SPOKE 2 ME IN CHI!!! :O...lol i cant believe it when she actually spoke lah!...quite a pleasant surprise i must say...hmm even though she told me b4 tt she spoke chi at hm but i still dun believe she actually speaks chi...lol...hmm she sounded quite gd in speaking chi oso...nice in fact...;p...glad tt im having an influence on ppl speaking more chi!...wahaha...chao diao!!!

3. im so happy it rained although its a bit sudden...i said b4 i like rainy days rite? :)...ha esp this time round when im on the bus i suddenly had this urge 2 listen 2 yanzi's yu tian...so fitting...:)...damn nice as i listened while staring at the rain pouring...cleansing everything it touches...nice n soothing...:)

4. champions league is back!...lol...hope barca can exact their revenge over chelsea...i have a feeling ronaldinho may just do some magic again!...come on!...wow i miss saying this sia...:D...

5.she's not angry anymore!!! :D...cheers...glad we r back 2 normal le...so scared i would ruin our friendship...:)...ha friends 4eva yah?...i learnt from my mistake liao...:)

i love living in my dreams...my fantasy world rox... :)...

Tong Lei

2006-10-30T21:03:00.000+08:00

Tong Lei

ha i finally trained 2day :)...not vy productive i guess but my purpose was 2 get my training mood back...which i think i did...haha...if only im 100% i would have gone on 2 run...well shall just take it one step at a time 4 now...cant wait 4 my blocked nose 2 clear...then im gonna start my intensive training... :)

now tt i think of it...i really owe the range 2 sth...yup tt is my improved ball juggling skills...;p...wheneva im bored or just aft i've trained...i will just juggle the ball n start my own soccer training! :D...i really improved from these mini sessions...haha...if only the range had a betta ball...lol...

ha op 2day was not bad...kan said all of us improved!!! :D...i felt quite at ease 2day oso...tried my best 2 smile which i think i did but he still said i gotta smile more...sian...how sia...nvm...well anw i can afford 2 slow down much more oso...when i slow down i shall focus more on my hand gestures n SMILE!!! :D...

oh well maybe i can only smile when im totally at ease wif myself...tts when im ard friends n gd company :)...i dun think i can eva force myself 2 smile...smile has 2 be natural 4 me...tts y a smile is so nice isnt it?...cos its natural! :)

anw went compasspt wif khai n si hua 2day...didnt noe she will be so spontaneous oso...haha...not bad eh? ;p...got potential 2 be the new usual gang member...lol...well we toured all the lvls of compasspt...me n khai eating our curry puffs along the way...n khai has an insulated mouth!...lol...puff so hot still can eat so fast sia...ha n si hua is just so zai at twisting everything we say...keep making us sound like me n khai r a couple...-.-"...tsktsk...ha but its fun!...;p...ha n i keep saying how time flies when u r in gd company...

oh saw a converse bag tt caught my eye as well...just the perfect size i wanted...but i really hope it could be a nike or adidas?...haha...i have nth against converse but i just like adidas n nike more...well theres still lotsa time 2 shop 4 a new bag...:)...

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was listening 2 all the nice emo songs from jay, yanzi n jingru n suddenly this song caught my attention...yanzi's tong lei...

you shi hou gu dan de hen xu yao ling yi ge tong lei...

ha how true...sometimes i just feel so empty n lonely...anw i noe how hard it is 4 a guy 2 have a real zhi ji...tts y i feel contented 2 have close friends now...but then again like the lyrics...sometimes i just wish i can really find tt zhi ji...haha...oh well 4 now i guess i am still my own zhi ji...n music shall fill my emptiness n lonliness 4 now... :)...

Simply WAYNEderful!

2006-10-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

Simply WAYNEderful!

WOHOO WAT A WAY 2 BREAK HIS SCORING DUCK!!! HAT-TRICK HERO SIA!!! :D:D:D:D:D

ha i just knew rooney was gg 2 get his treble aft he bagged his 2nd goal in just 15mins...hes just so damn zai!...all the goals r WOW!...omg i wanna watch it again n again n again n again n again!!! :D

SIMPLY SENSATIONAL!!! SIMPLY BREATHTAKING!!!

WOHOO!!!

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ha had a relatively peaceful time 2day...originally tot tt family will be gg out in the afternoon but it was not 2 be...not tt im sad but finally i can have some quiet time doing the things i like! :D

ha yup read eragon 2day!...so far so gd i must say...vy long neva read descriptive stuff le so took a while 4 my imagination 2 absorb all the details...haha oso since i SOOOOoooo long neva read books le it took a while 4 the momentum 2 get gg...ah how the miss the days when i was a bookworm!...lol still rmb all the enid blyton storybks i used 2 collect during my pri sch days...ha not 2 mention roald dahl, wishbone, narnia n harry potter! :D i used 2 read a lot lah!...tsk...oh well...

ha aft my eyes got tired of reading...i took a nap...austin kept pestering me 2 play xbox if him loh...tsk felt so bad not playing wif him cos i was realy tired...somemore when i woke up i really not in mood oso cos playing will just make my eyes tired again...so i decided 2 enjoy my emo songs instead! ;p...wah so damn nice...lying on the bed...listening 2 my fav bai se feng che...taking in very detail of the song...the background strings is simply captivating...took me so long 2 discover the beauty of the background strings lah...been always attracted 2 the lyrics too much le...ha guess im 1 of the rare ppl tt will dissect a song so much n listen 2 all the details... :)...ha who ask me 2 come from a music background?...ha its a blessing 2 be able 2 appreciate music! :D

ha n now the current song tts stuck in my head is wu ke qu's can fei...sounds like jay's an jing...maybe tts y im so attracted 2 it...:)...

i just love emo songs... :)...

It Just Gets Betta :)

2006-10-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

It Just Gets Betta :)

Wohoo 2day's a GREAT outing day!!! :D...ha its the 1st time i went 4 2 outings consecutively lah...wat an experience...haha...

ok 1stly is the cls outing...ha not bad lah considering its impromtu...although only got 2 girls tt went...cheryl n ziyan...but there r more than enough guys!...lol...walked 1 lap around the fountain b4 deciding on fast food...then went 2 kfc, arranged the tables b4 deciding 2 go bk...n aft finding no seats there...decided 2 come back 2 kfc where we had originally arranged the tables -.-"...lol...n i again made a sacrifice leh!...sick but still eat fried food...oh well...4 the team! :)...

ha but aft tt we walked around a bit n tried out the life maze which was no kick...lol...but i didnt try though...;p...oh n there were halloween stuff on sale n ziyan came up wif this idea of the guys taking a pic wif the diff hats on...ha in the end only me khai n ks dared 2 take the pic...ha the alliance!!! :D...cheers...

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ha aft tt we parted n me n khai went 2 meet usual gang!...tsk just had 2 mention sth...its not funny 2 receive 4 smses at the simultaneously wif the exact same messages of " GO AND DIE!!!" -.-"...thx ah thx...i noe u guys miss me but still dun have 2 do this rite?...LOL...;p

ha ok we had some fun at the playground at 1st...then attempted 2 find times bkshp cos i wanna buy my eragon bk!...but couldnt find it so ended up in carrefour 4 quite long...browsing thru bks, dvds, etc...had fun chatting wif eunice abt sth all day long!...;p...haha...guess i still feel more at ease wif usual gang too!...haha...

ok aft jen left...we wanted 2 walk 2 raffles city i think bu tthen we found times!!!...ha yup its been relocated!!!...ha n the best thing happened here!!!...i finally found the original blue copy of eragon tt i had craved!!!...wohoo!!!...LOL...yay now i got sth 2 do liao...haha...

oh aft tt went bk 2 chill out...cos eunice was dying from the walking liao...then i again sacrificed again by eating the french chicken burger...gave majority of my fries 2 the rest...haha then talked n talked but this time no laughing session...haha...oh well...ppl sick mah wat can i do?...lol both me n zh sick...ha next time then! :)

but still its the 1st time i had 2 consecutive outings!!! :D cheers!!! :D

oh i realise my entry 2day quite boring too...lol...only the pic is nice i think...haha...sick mah no inspiration...haha...;p

Sick...

2006-10-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

Sick...

Ha late 4 the ct session 2day...cant blame me...down wif the cold so took a much longer time 2 leave my hm...but only late 4 abt 10mins anw...nevertheless the real SICK guy was even later than me...lol his is a diff kind of sickness...guess wat?...he got 79/80 uni pts!!!...AAAAB...is tt sick or wat?...lol if only i have tt kind of sickness ;p... ha but hes zai lah...n hes none other than ZHANG!!!...lol...pity i got same chi surname as him but diff fate...lol...wadeva...

ok now 4 some op update!...ha we finally got all the slides sorted out!!!...cheers!...oh n we didnt have 2 rehearse in front of kan 2day!!!...wahaha...sick of presenting in front of him alr...oh n becos of tt we had pw lunch plus ks!...lol...some seliting...did i spell correctly?...lol...ha ate at yoshi...then we bastarded andy wif our smses...lol...its only 4 fun k!...:P...ha then i made the ultimate sacrifice!...i sacrificed my health 2 play soccer wif the cls!...haha...

haha ok loh i played badly 2day...control quite bad...missed several half chances oso...but my team lacked a midfield oso...haha...sad loh...game quite imba...n i didnt mark furshi properly when he got the 1st goal!...wahaha...sad...anw im just not at my best lah...oh n im just so damn jealous of ppl tt can run so damn fast...haiz...nvm i shall just train n enjoy my own football! :D

aargh n now im sick...gonna be some time b4 im 100% again...sian...well at least im sick now n not during op...hope my hol will be sickness free then! :D

Smile 4 OP!

2006-10-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

Smile 4 OP!

haha wat a tiring 2 days of OP prep...well at least it ended on a high 2day!...:D...

the op workshop was fun!...haha...some highlights:

1. ks the punk com operator...lol...

2. khai's thank u n have a nice day!...LOL...

3. shah getting stunned by the bell!...

4. ray deja vu!...just cannot maintain sia!...

5. andy's snapping of fingers!...

6. tisha's excessive movements when not presenting! :x

7. me looking fierce???lol tts wat ks n khai said...

8. adrian's magic trick! :D

9. my surprise qna mark of 8/10!

10. WINNING BEST GROUP!!! ( shared wif liu tong's grp! ;p)

haha winning tt was a great sense of achievement i must say...think im gonna keep tt macs voucher as souvenir! :D...oh n the best grp comment was tt our slides were GREAT!...ha n 2 think we have not fully edited it yet!...lol...oh n i think personally i think i did quite well oso...got 38/50...but i think i kinda rushed abit...then neva smile much oso...haiz i got smiling disorder!...lol...cant smile when presenting...but when wif friends then can...weird...haha... ;p

i cant wait 4 7/11 to be over!...wanna be rid of pw but i gonna miss my grp!...haha... :)

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im really really sorry...was really only trying my best 2 help...really didnt expect things 2 turn out this way...hate myself...n i bet u do too...im so stupid...sry... :(...

im getting sick too...guess im being punished ba...i fully accept my punishment then...im truly deeply sorry...

R u watching closely?

2006-10-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

R u watching closely?

The professor: A real magician tries 2 invent sth new tt other magicians r gg 2 scratch their heads over...

The great Danton: I'll perform this feat in a manner neva b4 seen by yourselves or any other audience anywhere in the world...

Wah wat a great movie sia...vy long neva seen a movie tt sets me thinking all the way...haha...lol n its batman vs wolverine!...lol...ironic thing is tt the actor tt acted as batman is called alfred in the movie -.-"...lol...anw its a great movie abt 2 magicians trying 2 outdo each other!...the twists in the movie r damn gd i must say...haha...nice flow 2 the movie as well...just when u think 1 outdoes the other...the other comes back wif sth betta...lol...NICE! :D

oh watched the movie this time wif eunice zh chris sy n khai!...lol n somebody is damn happy! :x...lol...1st time watched at the mini cinema 9 at cine too!...haha...oh n i wantde 2 buy the bk eragon so much but it was just not be...the only copies r either not in the small size i want or the only copies left r in bad condition... :(...oh well hope 2 get it soon...

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oh n i had the longest pw session 2day!...think it was like 5hrs +?...ha but it was quite productive...cos we didnt even noe we had taken tt long...time really flies huh...hmm op rehearsal was not bad lah...i can speak more clearly now n i think i got more hand gestures now too...oh n we discovered tt adrian is abnormal...lol...he can speak well in front of strangers such as teachers but he will kinda screw up n start laughing while presenting in front of us...lol...so surprised sia...normally its the other way round rite?...weird...haha...anw next wk is all abt pw...sian sia...tsk...

sometimes i just dun understand...but sometimes its my fault...haiz...

This time u walk alone...

2006-10-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

This time u walk alone...

ha wat a fantastic performance by manu 2 kick pool out of the title race!!!...wat a way 2 mark scholes's 500th appearance 4 the red devils!!!...he scored the opener n had a fantastic game running the midfield!...n did u see rio's scorcher?!...top corner sia!...wif left foot too!...great control n technique 2 seal the game 4 the red devils wif an absolute scorcher!...ha n like he said in the post match interview..."tts goal of the month!..."lol...i say goal of the season lah! :x...he just loves 2 score againt pool...ha i still rmb tt last gasp winnder he got against pool last season...damn shiok!...haha...

the only thing i am not satisfied is tt i didnt get 2 see ronaldo play!...somemore he said he was gg 2 unleash his new trick!...wl...but nvm since hes ill he shd rest...save the new trick 4 chelsea or sth ba!...haha go terrorise terry!..wahahaha... :P...

oh this time since my cls cant find a place 2 watch tgt...i accepted the invitation 2 watch at oliver's hse tgt wif george n yizha!...haha had a wonderful time watching the match!...ha but not 4 george of cos...sad being a pool supporter...lol...then played bridge 4 an hr...wl they keep delaying my leave lah...in the end they r kind enough 2 walk me 2 the bus stop which was damn far...lol...oh n we talked abt sth *wink*...hopefully it works out...

oh i am just so stupid...seating at the bus stop waiting 4 bus 372 which is most prob the last bus...i dunno cos my hp no batt le...i actually witness the bus zoom past me when i wasnt looking...like wth!...i was just looking down then when i looked up 372 went pass just litat...didnt even stop...haiz...somemore my mom asked me 2 go hm early cos i forgot my keys...if i go hm late will disturb them from opening door 4 me...so in the end i decided 2 RUN HOME -.-"...yah not tt far oso lah only like 4 stops?...luckily i was wearing dry fit too!...ha not bad i cant wait 2 train my running...but in the end still reached hm at 12...kena lectured by my dad...sian...oh well...long time neva enjoyed time wif 4-10 ppl le mah...esp wif yizha n oliver...haha...

all hail the mighty red devils!!!...

New Hp At Last!!!

2006-10-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

New Hp At Last!!!

Ha nope its not the 5500 sport...but its the latest 5300 XpressMusic!!! :D...

ha originally wanted 5500 sport...but well its too ex le...n now tt o think abt it...i dun really need the sports features in it...n the design doesnt really appeal 2 me anymore...haha...

oh n here comes along the new 5300...1st thing tt caught my eye it the white n RED...lol...seriously it would be much betta if its in black...cos white dirties easily u noe...n black n red is my fav combi!!! ;p...oh well white n red will do just fine...reminds me of manu!!! :D a bit thick too the hp may be...but i like the rubbery red texture n the clicky keypad! :D...oh n the games rock!!!...gonna be addicted 2 them le i guess...theres SOCCER, snowboarding, snakes n a game like dance dance revolution...super fun!!! :D...

oh n guess wat?...the 1st person 2 msg me on my new hp is my chatting partner!...lol... :x

Death Note

2006-10-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

Death Note

Got 2 be the DIAO-EST movie i watched this yr!!!...the plot is simply brilliant!!!...a truly spectacular battle of wits between 2 geniuses...super zai sia...n 2 think i originally mistook it 4 a horror movie...lol wat a joke...everyone must go watch this!!!...n if u do...dun forget 2 catch the trailer 4 the sequel at the end of the credits!...simply breathtaking...

OOOOoooooo i cant wait 4 the sequel liao!!!...Death note : the last name pls faster come!!!... :D

ha watched this movie wif 10 other 06S42 peeps!...this deserves special mention cos i think this is 1st time so many watched movie tgt...lol...ha yup so heres the 10!:

1.Ks

2.Khai

3.Adrian

4.Andy

5.Ys

6.Nick

7.Zhang

8.Daniel

9.Cheryl Sim

10.Beertini

oh but must mention enoch tisha n cheryl lim too...they went 4 the cls outing but couldnt make it 4 the movie...pity they missed a great movie!...haha...oh n the reaosn we had a cls outing 2day was becos mrs chan gave us a final full day off at her farewell assembly!...so sad tt shes leaving...definitely gonna miss her half days n full days :X...n of course her enthu victorian spirit as well!...:)...was actually expecting mr chow 2 do sth super nice as a tribute...but oh well...mrs chan we will miss u...

oh n i just love japanese!!!...haha...its nice tt i can still rmb some of the jap i learnt!...ha esp apple = lingo!...haha tts the only thing the god of death eats!... :)...

light aka kira is chao smart!...got immense foresight...super meticulous in planning the use of the death note...L is another genius oso...but i sumpah hes gonna be a diabetic!...he keeps eating sweet stuff lah!...non-stop leh...practically every scene hes eating sweet stuff...lol...but a genius nonetheless...misa is totemo kawaii des ne!...lol...tt means chao cute ;p...too bad her role is quite minor...she will only be significant in the sequel...cant wait sia!...lol...

i strongly recommend everyone 2 watch this movie!!!...definitely a must-see!!!...trust me!!!... :D

the human whose name is written in this note shall die...

who will be the last name?...

Swensen's

2006-10-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

Swensen's

ha probably one of the best dinners i had this yr...meaningful too cos it was 2 celebrate sy's bday :)...although a bit ex but it was all worth it! :D...

ha had fun koping khai's topless 5 treat from eunice cos she lost the bet...lol...trying out other ppl's baked rice n koping zh's fish n chips ;p...taking photos...n best of all sharing the earthquake!...haha...oh n sihua was bz koping food all the way sia!...lol...tok abt free-riding!...lol...

k i guess pics best depict the fun we had!!! :D

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Dethroned!..

ha as expected my title as gp top in cls has been stripped!...tsk but seriously i got nth 2 say if someone can get so damn high 4 compo...well im just glad tt i really put up a gd title defence!...fought tooth n nail 2 try 2 retain my title...n im proud 2 announce although im not top in gp overall anymore...at least im TOP IN CLASS 4 COMPRE!!! :D wahahahaha...zai sia...chao diao tt i can still pull off this remarkable feat...its even more amazing considering tt i got ZERO upon 5 for vocab!!!...wth lah!!!...even kan said im lucky 2 be able 2 get 12/15 4 language when my vocab is zero sia...tsk...wo bu gan xin!!!...aargh if i got 2more marks i can get a B liao!...tsk tsk... :X...anw so my overall grade 4 gp is a C!!! ha cant believe gp is actually my best sub...lol...it feels gd 2 have a decent grade though...at least i dun feel so stupid n useless...lol...oh well...im contented wif my gp grade nonetheless... :)...

Should I?

2006-10-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

Should I?

Ms Lim said sth 2 me tt i just cant get it out of my head now..." r u able 2 cope wif all ur subs?..."

seriously im having serious doubts now...shd i perservere wif my attempt 2 maintain 4 h2s or shd i focus more on other subs by dropping econs to h1?...aft all my other subs r all borderline passes...n i certainly dun want 4 Es for "A"s...but like wat ks has said...actually i can cope one...its just the distractions tt have affected me...stupid distraction like world cup n other stupid stuff...is it really tt way?...deep down i really want a breath of fresh air n lighten my load...this stupid n tedious process of catching up on work is taking its toil on me...have been catching n catching since sec3?...gimme a break...

maybe like wat i said a long time b4...i have really peaked too early...now im getting more n more stupid...seriously when i look at my friends who have started at the same lvl as me...n have now gone on 2 achieve great stuff...im taking more n more steps back...although im happier now in some aspects in finding some of the joys of my life...but academic wise i have suffered...but i noe this is wat i want...2 be happy in life is the most impt...:)...

but now i have 2 make a choice...4h2s or 1h1 n 3h2s?...omg just realised the 1-3 sign applies here as well...is this really meant 4 me???...wadeva the case...i think im pretty convinced myself tt im not gg 2 be smart anymore...tts history le...i can just make up by being hardworking i guess...but hardworking can only get u so far oso...so i guess the ans's quite clear...but 4 now...i shall keep my options open...see how ba...

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op presentation 2day was damn funny!!!...ha it was interesting 2 see ziyan presenting...lol...nick was damn funny wif his "im sure..."...lol...n char's grp all folding their arms!!!...lol...but the best is undoubtedly raymond!!!...lol he just walked up 2 face the cls...opened his mouth 2 greet b4 suddenly bursting out into laughter!!!...LOL...damn random n damn funny!!!...LOL...

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ok i think i gonna get dethroned 4 gp as expected...just didnt think it would be tt person...tsk...oh well like i said b4...at least i put up a gd fight... :)... anw my compo got 28/50...wats extremely satisfactory is tt i proved kan wrong!!! :D ha he said during the last essay i did b4 promos tt i shdnt do sports topic anymore...say wat its not 4 me...ha but i proved him wrong n got a decent pass! :D haha cheers!!!...hope i can at least maintain my D for GP...C is too high le but nth's impossible...esp when there r gonna be moderations...haha hope 4 the best ba! ;p

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ha n ks n khai just went crazy 2day...aft much bugging from them i decided 2 take 55 hm wif them...then they decided 2 go sengkang...at 1st wanna go bishan but i thoroughly refused...so in the end they really went sengkang wif me...ok i treated them o chang kee curry puffs 2 thank them 4 their efforts n walked ard compasspt 4 a while b4 khai had 2 go...lol wat sudden craziness sia... ;p

1-3 it is...

2006-10-16T20:31:00.000+08:00

1-3 it is...

Ha just as i expected...the 1-3 sign indeed came true...

n so it is then...at least i managed 2 grind out the results...it could so vy close be 3-1 to the opposition instead...

bet u guys still dunno wat im toking abt...lol...k 1-3 means i failed 1 sub n passed the other 3! :D...i got the inspiration 2 find this link aft watching the movie "signs" n by linking it wif the manu score this is wat i've come up wif!... ;p

ha ok so here r my results n some description of how i managed 2 scrape thru...again...

1. Phy E (45 overall) : ha my best accomplishment 4 promos i must say...definitely not an ez task 2 learn this sub entirely in the 2nd half of the yr n still managed 2 get a pass...somemore i dun really have much interest 4 phy i would say aft my exp in cat high...so a remarkable achievement...zhun zhun got the mark i needed 4 promos 2 pass overall too! :D cheers!

2. Maths E (44+1=45 overall) : the disappointment of my promos :(... was so confident i would get at least 50+ 4 me 2 pass maths overall wif ease...so imagine my shock when i got 49...n guess wat?...i had tons of careless mistakes tt was well worth 5marks at least...but but i scored a last min winner by doing the desperate...wif nth 2 lose, i went ahead in my search 4 a winner i know i deserve n i GOT IT!!! :D went 2 get a mark from a graph qn n this is wat mr teo said 2 me: " will this mark make any difference?"...i replied: " YES!!! tt 1 mark is gg 2 make me pass!!! pls give it 2 me! THX mr teo!!!"...lol...n so i got it...wat a close shave sia... :D...

3. Econs E (42+3=45) : the ultimate comeback!...knew it was gg 2 be over when i found out tt i needed 3marks 2 pass...wat a big deficit 2 overturn...when all was lost...somehow my prayers were answered n ms lim came over 2 my desk...looked at my paper...n i told her i needed 3 marks 2 pass...i told her how come this 8mark qn i got 0 n y this 6mark qn i only got1?...she had a thorough look n said :" yah how come no marks huh? shd be 2marks here...come over 2 the teacher's table..." omg tt was just wat i needed 2 hear!!!...so i followed her n in the end i got the 3 marks i needed!!! THX ms lim!!! :D wow this reminds me of the epic liverpool comback!!! 3nil down n wat a comeback 2 make it 3-3!!! LOL...

at this pt i got my hat-trick...but a clean sheet was just not 2 be...

4. Chem S (41 overall) : haiz the unstoppable goal tt i knew i was gg 2 concede...it just had 2 be this close too...now i need 5 promo marks 2 pass overall...even bigger mountain 2 climb...well as they say, in the premier league, u pay 4 all these little mistakes u make...how true...when i lost my cool n my composure during the chem paper...i knew all was lost...its like playing wif 10 men AND having a 3goal deficit 2 overcome...haha...r-paper 4 chem is like 99.9% confirm but theres still a slight chance tt a miracle will happen...ha but wat a miracle tts gonna be...

( beep beep beeeeeeppp!!! Final score: 1-3 )

so its really 1-3 then... SEEE...haha yes i can "see" clearly now...my hols spent on mugging...lol...

i couldn't keep a cleansheet...but at least i got my hat-trick! :)...

but wait...is there gonna ba a dramatic miraculous twist 2 this pulsating match? stay tuned tmr ;p...checking chem n getting back gp...

Starboard!

2006-10-15T11:02:00.000+08:00

Starboard!

Vj openhse just ended...ha tts means another fund-raising opportunity has just passed n im proud 2 announce tt we raised a total of $96!!!...erm ironically though we have 2 thank mr chow 4 this...lol cos hes the one tt forced us 2 start charging ppl 2 shoot... n innocent me kena lectured by him 4 not charging $$ while im eating my lunch...tsk so all i can do is keep nodding my head while eating my bee hoon... -.-"...

Firefly booth was erm...u noe wat i mean...in my opinion, small clubs n societies r just 4 show only lah...we r there 2 make up the nos....nvm at least i i did my part...but im a bit guilty tt i dun look as committed as i shd be...but well i have alr tried my best...some things just cant be forced...

ha n wearing the bandana on my arm makes me feel like a soccer capt... ;p...

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anw im proud 2 announce tt ROONEY'S BACK!!! :D wat a great comeback by manu 2 hammer wigan 1-3!!! great 2 see giggs back too!!! he n rooney turned the game around in the 2nd half...but rooney is definitely my MoM :P... hes at the heart of every manu attack n hes still as unselfish as eva...when given the opportunity 2 shoot, one would expect him 2 shoot considering the pressure hes been enduring recently...but no he unselfishly laid the ball off 4 ole...now tts a class act ;p oh n vidic scored his 1st united goal!!! nice powerful header 2 score the crucial equaliser :)

Manu just rock!!! :D

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in recent times when im gg thru a difficult period...i have grown closer 2 one but more distant from the other...makes me both happy n sad...shall just let nature take its course ba...dunno wat 2 do n dun feel like doing oso...i need a break...n i just wanna be happy... :)...haiz...

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i hate 2 be snubbed big time...esp when its wif a grp of ppl tt get snubbed along wif me...n its all becos of 1 person...if im snubbed alone its ok but i dun like others 2 get involved oso...tts y i still keep harping over the issue...tsk...ha but wait...who ask us 2 be friends?... n close friends forgive n forget :D...n so...ITS ALRITE ZH!!! ha but just dun do it again lah...oh n this is not a deliberate attempt 2 make u feel bad :)

Absolutely Gutted

2006-10-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

Absolutely Gutted

Just cant believe it...tsk life's so cruel sometimes...just when my confidence is sky high...it decided 2 send me crashing down wif this devastating blow which leaves my future hanging in the balance...y sia???...i tot i had it all under control...damn confident my maths will pass well enough 4 me 2 get out of maths remedial...but now...i missed the passing grade by ONE PATHETIC MARK...fuck sia...i just cant believe it...im flabbergasted...absolutely gutted...morale at an all time low...it just had 2 happen isnt it...somemore i cant do anything abt it now except wait 4 mon when we check the papers...but mark my words im gonna dig out tt 1 pathetic mark!!!...wo zhen de bu yao hui qu maths remedial...n i dun wanna take r-paper 4 maths lah!!!...how can i fail maths?!?!...this is just too hard 4 me 2 accept...aargh...mon shall be the day then...haiz...

on a positive note...i got an overall grade of E for phy!!!...yup got just nice 45% overall...wat a comeback i must say...considering the fact tt i studied n catch up almost the whole sub of phy entirely in 2nd half of the yr by myself...tts an achievement...lol...k at least i got 1 pass now...it sure feels great 2 have a pass...wat a relief...haha...hope theres more 2 come...

haiz but now i cant help but worry...did i really do as well as i think i will 4 econs n chem?...now doubting myself aft the maths episode...i just cant afford 2 have sth litat again...i dunno how im gonna handle it...haiz...everything seems 2 be crashing down...1st is tt...now is this...when can my life eva be back on track?...haiz...wo xian zai zhi neng guo yi tian suan yi tian ba...jing liang bu yao xiang tai duo...enjoy while i still can ba...

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ha watched silk 2day wif zh, eunice n sy!!!...ha had a great time imagining wat eunice will do when she indeed watched the movie...supposedly 2 be a horror movie u see...n i found out we both gonna watch our 1st horror movie...lol...it all started wif zh being so enthu abt watching it...n since i figure tt theres not much time left since we gonna be bz from tmr onwards so 2day's the best time 2 go watch...basically its all abt how eunice gonna react in the movie...from instinctively grabbing the person on her left( hence i sat on her right ;p) 2 covering her eyes n screaming...lol...ha we oso tot it would be damn funny if i was the one tt ended up screaming instead cos 1st time mah...lol so dunno wat 2 expect...ha in the end its not scary at all lah...more of a suspense thriller...ha but nevertheless its quite enjoyable...ha i like the fact tt the movie's in chi n jap!!!...the languages tt i love most!!!... :D oh n the most funniest quote(loosely translated) has 2 be this:" wth?! eat noodles oso can eat until die?!" LOL...damn funny lah cos its in dialect...nearly broke into a laughing fit...lol...

How Time Flies...

2006-10-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

How Time Flies...

Haiz how time flies sia...esp when u r enjoying quality time...quality time wif friends n family...

ha 2day finally get 2 see weiming n marcus n...kian hui!!!...lol...ha we had a great time playing xbox at my hse!...just like the gd old days of upper sec when the 4-10 guys keep coming my hse 2 play winning 11!...ah how i miss those days...anw just realised this is the 1st time kian hui come my hse too!...lol...

ha marcus n weiming...my closest clsmates...been tgt eva since sec1...from 1-10 to 4-10...how we've grown n matured n bonded...pity we now all at diff jcs now...but hey like they say...ur closest friends will be the ones from ur sec sch days...they gonna be ur friends 4 life...:)...

ha marcus ah the zai kia...top student of cat high!!!...still cant believe he actually went 2 arts stream...but he pro lah...wadeva he study sure will be zai oso one...ha so now at hwa chong in the humanities programme...big shot in scouts too...lol forgot wats his post called le but is the overall head of scouts... ;p...oh now in kayak...planning 2 take up either geog/econs h3 oso...wat can i say?...damn zai!!!...:D...ha n we had 1 special link too...both of our dads were colleagues b4 n knew each other!...ha now the friendship carries on 4 the next generation...lol...

ha weiming my fellow soccer buddy!!!...always tok soccer in cls...always play soccer in cls too!!!...wah i miss playing soccer in cls!!!...haha...he liverpool supporter while i manu supporter...so sure keep suan-ing each other one...lol...my fellow mugging buddy oso...cos we kinda in same situation...keep slacking so o lvl must last min chiong...lol i rmb we keep sms-ing each other 2 check each other's progress...esp the nite when we gonna have geog n bio the next day...tsk the killer day 4 o's...memorable experience lah o's...i noe we both could have done much betta but...oh well...life goes on...oh n now hes at tj...n i envy him 4 being in soccer!!! kaka sia!...no.22!!!...haha...;p...

ha time really flies...hope we can get tgt more oso... :)...

Now i noe...

2006-10-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

Now i noe...

I finally realised the effect chi songs have on me...n now i noe y i just LOVE chi songs too...ha chi songs r making me more n more emo...in a gd way of course...realised i connect vy well wif them n some songs r just so fitting...its this connection tt ties me so well wif them...haha...i can always find a song 2 relate 2 my present feelings n current situation...chao diao...lol...

oh n im determined not 2 be so "stupid" anymore...wo kai shi dong le :)...im tired of being so yu chun...sometimes i just dun understand myself...n others...but now i noe...its the effect tt chi music have on me...lol...yup...now im done n over wif being so stupid...sick n tired of it too...i rather focus on others stuff now...stuff like soccer n music :D...ha n of course my beloved family n dear friends :)...

oh this reminds me of this phrase...think 4-10 ppl shd recognise this...

dun take my ez going nature 4 stupidity...

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i want more outings!!!...

more soccer sessions too!!!...

more movies!!!...

more great albums!!!...

more quality time wif friends!!!...

more $$$ 4 me 2 spend!!!...

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kai shi dong le

xiang xin ni zhi shi pa shang hai wo

bu shi pian wo

hen ai guo shui hui she de

ba wo de meng yao xing le

xuan bu xing fu bu hui lai le

yong xin suan wei xiao qu yuan liang le

ye fan yue le

you zuo tian hai shi hao de

dan ming tian shi zi ji de

kai shi dong le

kuai le shi xuan ze...

Rob-b-hood ROX!!!

2006-10-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

Rob-b-hood ROX!!!

Ha finally get 2 watch the movie i wanna see!!! 1st time watched 2 consecutive chi movies too!...lol nice! :)

oh watched wif my cls this time...got the 2 cheryls, daniel n kok jin...lol...was part of the cls outing tt vy nearly failed 2 materialise...lol...ha im glad tt it didnt cos it means i got 2 watch a great movie!!! :D

k the movie is just SO DAMN FUNNY!!! Laughed lots sia!!! Cannot maintain u noe...lol...wat can i say?...i love jackie chan's movies!!!...always neva fail 2 entertain me wif all the humour n action...oh n there r some vy touching parts too...nearly cried sia...but well...i guess i forgot how 2 cry le...guess its gonna take sth real momentous 2 get me teary...lol...wadeva...oh n the baby is chao cute!!! :D all the girls in the cinema were like "Owwwwww" everytime the baby smiles n laughs... :) some even got so emo during scenes when the baby is in danger tt they really gasp n scream... -.-"...the action is trademark jackie too...all vy impressive...zhen de shi bai kan bu yan! ;p overall wat a great movie this is!!!...tsk too bad usual gang all dun wanna watch it...wat can i say?...i love jackie chan movies!!! :D

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oh i realised i got lotsa things i wanna buy n as such im determined 2 find a job during hols (hopefully)...lol n yup hope i can get all these stuff i want!:

1. Nokia 5500 sport

2. New watch

3. Ipod nano

4.Manu jersey

ha i may want a new pair of soccer boots too but tts highly unlikely considering the fact tt i alr bought 3 pairs of shoes this yr liao...haiz...but 1 pair is injury prone...the other damaged...n now left wif the most recently bought one but its 4 casual wear n not 4 sports!...tsk...nvm...hope my parents win 4D or toto soon...lol...

A Tribute 2 My Dearest PW Grp...

2006-10-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

A Tribute 2 My Dearest PW Grp...

I JUST LOVE MY PW GRP!!! :D GUYS WE ROCK!!!

Ha im just so damn lucky n blessed 2 be in this pw grp...while i see other grps having internal conflicts...ppl slacking or r practically bo chap...or some really unfortunate ones tt gotta redo their pw n r thus vy stressed...im happily enjoying pw wif my grp!!!...Ha as such i just wanna dedicate this post 2 them!!!...guys if u r reading this we just rock!!! :D

1. Adrian (grp leader) : Ha the zai kia of our grp...Pro indon scholar...Vy efficient n responsible leader...Kind n considerate for his members too...as such we all love working under him...He always tries 2 be as cool as possible n not panic although sometimes kan is just so !"£$...lol...yah i must say becos of him our pw is vy organised n efficient...just like his character...ha adrian rox! ;p

2. Cheryl Lim (grp secretary n artist ;p ) : ha our dear secretary is super zai too!!! recorded all the minutes neatly in her mr.midnite notebk aka our grp bible...lol...all the posters 4 our project r done by her too!!! oh n not 2 mention the cover pg too! pro sia!!! :D as such i gave her the title of grp artist too! ;p

3. Tisha: ha the english pro in our grp...shes super zai in noeing how 2 put our idea through clearly...its like u just explain 2 her in words then she can transpose everything into sentences just nice 4 us 2 type out...shes vy sharp in spotting mistakes too!...vy clear idea of wats gg on even though she loves 2 msg...lol...tts a compliment! :D likes 2 joke ard too!...

4. Fursham aka fushi! ;p : ha the tech pro...if not 4 his mp3 we cant record our interviews!...haha...super efficient too!...like me we r the solid workers in the grp...oh n we both like 2 lighten the mood in our grp too!...haha rite?

5. ME! (grp motivator ;p) : ha wat can i say abt myself?...hmm oh i sort of like the grp printer!...lol always printing out the coloured pgs...ha but im impt cos im gd at paraphrasing!lol...tsk kept saying i gp top sia...oh but im the one the cracks jokes 2 lighten the mood n keep motivating our grp tt we r doing a great job! haha...now tts impt!...

Ha yup so this is my super pro n beloved grp!!! As u can see we have a well-balanced grp of talent here!!! Im just so happy tt we all click so easily!!! We got a great grp spirit too!!! Yup tts y pw meetings r NEVA boring but lotsa fun!!! theres always laughter :D Ha tts y we may come up wif sth fun 4 op too! :x

CHEERS 2 MY CHAO DIAO GRP!!! LOL!!! :D WE ROCK!!!

Love wedding dinners...

2006-10-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

Love wedding dinners...

Wat a long day it was...but it was indeed filled wif happy events :)...woke up early 2 my cousin's hse...its her da xi zhi ri!!! ha saw how the groom got zhen-ed by the jie mei...lol...the xiong di men n esp the groom got so chong dong tt they literally broke the door when the jie mei kept resisting...lol interesting 2 watch...was wearing my c.ronaldo shirt tt day too! chao diao! ;p

aft tt is pw...im gonna leave a separate post 4 tt later ;p...

k the wedding dinner at nite!...ha i love wedding dinners...can see all ur relatives n mingle wif my fellow cousins...best thing is we get 2 eat gd food tgt!!! :D wow jason is overtaking me in terms of height liao...aargh y cant i grow taller?...haha nvm gd 4 him...vy long neva see him liao too...oh n i manage 2 learn how 2 play ting ma ma de hua at the piano! ;p chao diao! got a nice souvenir too...a handphone strap in the design of a heart kept in this metal heart...ha nice! ;p

well i just love family occasions...:) does tt make me a family man? lol...*shrugs*

oh n austin rox! lol love him!

Banquet

2006-10-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

Banquet

Ha finally got 2 watch a movie aft so long...n wat a great movie 2 watch too!...Banquet is nice!...ha but surprised by the amount of blood n gore...not tt i mind though :P nice action!...

ha basically some snippets n tots abt banquet :

1. its a damn bloody banquet...lol literally theres blood in every action scene ;p

2. the emperor is damn horny...lol...

3. best quote(translated): "is there anything more poisonous than this?" , " human heart"

ha the impact is much stronger if its in chi... ;p

4. i love the swordplay...chi swordplay n martial arts rox!

5. it all started wif 1 backstabbing...n ended wif lotsa other backstabbing!!!

6. practically every main character died in the end...1st time i had seen an ending litat...lol...

7. who the hell killed zhang ziyi in the end?!?!

8. the ending song is nice.. :) aargh but i forgot the title liao...

9. chi movies rox! ;p

10. moral of story: neva backstab!!! lol ;p

haha aft tt usual gang went 2 shop abit b4 jen pang seh us...lol...n we went macs 2 have a GREAT LAUGHING SESSION!!! :D :D :D :D :D lol how i miss laughing my heart out! just wat i needed 2 maintain my aft promos joy! lol...so funny lah...the main thing is the nite safari...LOL...wah cant wait 4 the next laughing session!!! :D :D :D :D :D

k now 4 some random things:

1. its now back 2 pw...tsk tsk...

2. cant wait 4 the next soccer session! guess i must take initiative n organise...

3. yay gg 2 attend my cousin's wedding tmr! see all gd things r happening aft promos...lol

4. oh gotta sort out arc accounts...in a mess aft family 3... :x

5. training gonna restart soon i guess...somehow got mixed feelings...nvm...

6. gonna have 4-10 outing next wed! yes cant wait 2 catch up wif marcus n weiming!!!

7. hmm now tt 4-10 gonna have outing... hope can meet up wif ex-band members too?

8. cant wait 4 the next manu match! bring on wigan! go ronaldo n rooney!

9. now 4 my target of a new hp...new watch..n get tt black manu jersey!!! ;p

10. shant think too much n get affected...stupid...tsk an jing...

11. my mom just said ben chao gang mu is nice n asked me 4 the title!!! WOW!!! :P

12. my mp3 can read my mind...im serious...it somehow noes wat song i wanna listen 2... :)

13. i wanna go vivocity!!!

14. wonder how my bro gonna do 4 psle? 2 papers left...all the best 2 him...

15. when is happy feet coming out??? is it an animated penguin musical? lol

16. silk looks most prob 2 be the 1st horror movie i gonna watch ;p

17. i decided tt bai se feng che is the best song in still fantasy...but getting addicted 2 ting ma ma de hua liao...lol...

18. i dun want this yr 2 end so soon!...

19. i wanna play winning 11 10!!!

20. wah cant believe i managed 2 get 20 random things...lol...

Back wif a BANG!!!

2006-10-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

Back wif a BANG!!!

WOHOO ITS FINALLY ALL OVER!!! :D

Say gdbye 2 maths remedial!!! :D Bye 2 mugging...4 now at least ;p Haha can u believe it?! Its REALLY ALL OVER!!! :D

Oh n soccer 2day was BEST!!! Best match i had eva played in my entire life! It had absolutely everything most fun n dramatic abt soccer!!! 1st n foremost, as the captain, i hereby present the man of the match award 2 nick!!! He was unstoppable in front of goal lah! Best moment is when he made a stunning triple safe!!! Sia lah ABSOLUTELY UNBELIEVABLE!!! :D ZAI!

Ha next is my 2 goals, 2 assists n 1 effort which cannoned off the crossbar! Wah i love both of my goals 2day! 1st is my typical powerful strike from the right.I love this cos the execution is perfect n the angle was challenging as well...So was delighted when it rammed straight into the net! :D Ha my 2nd is even betta...aft i received the ball in the box it bounced up n i had 2 juggle it wif my thigh b4 unleashing a volley into goal!!! WOHOO 1st time i scored such a nice volley sia!!! :D

Last but not least i just have 2 comment on all the beautiful build-up play both teams had...the hightlight of my team has 2 be the triple shot on goal...Haha aft a trademark mazy run by sanjay into the box, his shot was saved by the keeper...Then the ball fell 2 me wif an open goal in sight! WL now i finally understand ronaldo's frustration when i did exactly the same thing as him!... Yup i hit the ball n it cannoned right off the crossbar!!! AARGH!!! MY HAT-TRICK!!! Ha but tts not the end though...when i was rueing tt effort the ball fell 2 jianwei n he finally finished it 4 us by driving the ball into the net aft the ball fell 2 him...Haha ...Shot on target, cannoned off crossbar, then goal!!! :D

MY BEST MATCH EVA!!!

ha not bad considering i neva play 4 so long liao... :) my fitness still sux though...gotta train now!

anw can u guys believe it?...this yr really passed SUPER fast...2 more months n its yr 2007 liao...somemore next yr is A's le...wl...ha nvm TIME 2 ENJOY!!!

Where's my composure sia?

2006-10-04T19:45:00.000+08:00

Where's my composure sia?

F*** lah...( ha i do use this word but its just tt i dun use it in front of girls :p) Wheres my composure when i needed it the most?! Just let myself down totally this time...Rueing this wasted opportunity now...aargh...but still theres always hope...hopefully im still able 2 grind out a pass...but most prob will be a borderline one lah...tsk tts my mentality when i was chionging my last few qns... "Damage Control!"...noe its too late 2 finish all le...so just do the ez ones...

sometimes i just hate myself 4 thinking so slow!!! aargh...

nvm now i gotta pick myself up...get on wif the game n get stuck in 4 maths...maths is there 4 the taking...just gotta push myself hard enough...

Enough abt tt...now i cant wait 4 SOCCER tmr!!!!!!! Oh i just cant say how much i miss JOGA BONITO-ING!!! ( i miss saying this sia!!!)Gonna play my heart out tmr!!! Cant wait sia!!! Gonna shout my heart out too!!! WOHOO!!! :D

Pls lemme end on a HIGH!!! :D

A brace 4 ole, a brace 4 me!

2006-10-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

A brace 4 ole, a brace 4 me!

Wohoo it feels gd 2 noe tt u have done ur best n have absolutely no regrets abt it!!! :D

Haha although preparation wise it obviously could have been betta but i had alr made the most of wadeva preparation i had...n tts most impt! ;p

Econs is finally GONE!!! :D well hope i can pass of course but i think shd be ok ba! *kiss my finger n points 2 the sky* lol in case u dunno wats tt i shall say its my own way on spurring myself on! ;p its my own little trademark now :) Well one thing's 4 sure...n tt is i wrote much more n know much more abt econs than b4...hence dun u think i deserve 2 pass? lol.

Phy is OVER too!!! Tsk but feel cheated by dr goh.Its NOT the same standard as midyrs lah! tsk somemore the qn he set was difficult...still say wat ez sia...stupid steven gerard...lol...lucky neva put manu player instead if not i will be kicking myself 4 not being able 2 solve! hey but weird though...even though its seems harder but i actually feel i have a decent chance of passing! lol. must be becos this is still nth compared 2 wat i experienced 4 midyrs...yup so probably feel SO much betta cos i can do much more qns in this paper n not be TOTALLY clueless...lol...hmm guess shd be this reason ba...

But overall i feel really gd tt i had done my best!!! Yup i feel tt i can pass both but we shall see how ba...Gonna take wadeva result they give me...Just delighted tt wo zhong yu dui de qi zi ji le! :D Cheers!!!

oh n i guess ole's double strike n ronaldo's "hat-trick" indeed inspired me ba! :D

Wat a brace 4 me! Wat a brace 4 Ole too!

oh i b4 i forget again...HAPPY BDAY 2 KS!!! tsk didnt dunk u 2day sia...forgot 2 remind the cls...

its not the results tt matters...but how u play the game... ;p

Awakened...

2006-09-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

Awakened...

4 days left...

feels like the good old days of last min work...

haha wat can i say?...

miss those days :)

but this time its different...

totally different....

stakes r much higher...

have a mountain 2 climb...

but hey...

im actually relishing this chance!...

weird but its true...

noe im far from there yet...

but im thriving under pressure...

slowly, steadily but surely...

part of me has awakened...

the part when i missed so much...

my competiveness...

not against others...

but against myself...

my desire 2 succeed...

2 prove 2 myself...

tt my class is still there...

my self-belief...

time 4 it 2 translate into results...

im fighting not only 2 get promoted...

but im fighting against myself...

n for the ppl i love...

its a battle i shall not n will not lose...

im not gg down w/o a fight...

nth's over until the final whistle is blown...

so cya at the final whistle...

come on...

inspired...

motivated...

rejuvenated...

oh...n i trust u... =)

GP n Chem SPA Skill A OVER!!!

2006-09-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

GP n Chem SPA Skill A OVER!!! :D

Cheers!!! LOL!!! Dunno y i so happy when i in fact screwed up both papers in a way...tsk...

wl cant believe i actually blundered TWICE 4 skill a lah!!! 1st blunder is i fix wrong volume...tt one still ok cos ez 2 spot n easily fixed...wl but aft tt i realised i FIXED THE WRONG REAGENT!!! Tts EXACTLY wat i did 4 mock spa too!!! tsk so in the end i so kan chiong tt faster chiong everything...hopefully i managed 2 correct all my errors in time cos i have no time 2 check!!! AARGH!!!

Ha aft tt is GP!!!...vy scared too cos i realise other than sports i dun really have examples for other topics...but heng sia got sport topic!!! :D But dunno whether i did it correctly leh cos other ppl say sport topic is hard this time...but i feel its ok!...well at least its betta than the other sport qn i did 4 kan...lol...somemore this time i wrote 3 FULL PAGES!!!1ST TIME WRITE SO MUCH LAH!!! betta let me pass at least...lol...but my conclusion only 1 sentence sia...tsk no time!!! AARGH!!! but i like my examples!!! lol got ROONEY, FEDERER, NADAL, SOLSKJAER!!! :D

oh n the compre sux sia...esp the summary...wasted lotsa time on it...haiz...application no time 2 finish my balance...wth...tsk...hope i can pass at least...im just glad tt my mid yrs will help this time...lol...im lucky 4 gp 4 midyrs i guess...:)

Tsk somemore i have 2 live up 2 my status as gp top in cls...wth lah...cant u guys see its a fluke? i prefer 2 see myself as the UNDERDOG!!! :D UNDERDOGS RULE!!! :D well at least i put up a gd fight 2 retain my title this time...lol...as long as i did my best its ok!!! :D

oh n i actually sacrificed watching the manu match!!! Can u believe tt? lol...;p

RONALDO ROX!!! BEST MANU PLAYER SO FAR THIS SEASON!!!:D

Frustration Sux

2006-09-24T11:20:00.000+08:00

Frustration Sux

Im so frustrated now...tot it was progressing well but apparently its not so!...aargh y am i so stupid?...mug so much alr still dunno how 2 do...guess this shows its still not gd enough then...haiz...8days left...i need a miracle...just like 4 my o's when i just managed 2 scrape thru...aargh frustrating sia!!!

So frustrated against teams tt defend against manu as well...i mean come on lah play beautiful football!...stop defending all the way once u have a surprise lead against a top side!...aargh...n y is manu so unlucky now?...suay suay ball hit neville's arm unintentionally...n if tts not enough...van der sar got a touch 2 the penalty but still cant keep it out...wtf lah...tsk...aargh!!!

On a positive note...RONALDO ROX!!!...WOHOO WAT A SUPERB SOLO EFFORT!!!...GREAT STRIKE!!! WAT A BEAUTY!!! :D

Not now pls...

2006-09-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

Not Now Pls...

%$£@ lah i think im suffering from slight burnout liao...shit...this is not gd at all...aargh...y cant my body take it sia? is it becos im just not used 2 late nite intensive mugging?...wl im alr forced 2 change my strategy in order 2 clear as many topics as fast n as efficiently as possible liao...pls pls dun burnout!!! :(

guess im forced 2 rest more liao...tsk...promos is killing me!...wl...aargh...

looks like i gotta rest more n mug more simultaneously...NICE ONE SIA!

-.-"

Destress!

2006-09-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

Destress!

Been mugging...kinda have a momentum already...just need 2 step up a bit more...push myself like neva b4...aft all, theres just too much at stake...im fighting 4 my own expectations now...just gonna do my absolute best wif wadeva time i have left n see whether my class will eventually show...just gonna do my best n accept wadeva outcome there may be...aft all, as long as im happy wif wat im doing...tts the most impt thing...:D

i rmb this quote from my conductor during my band days...

JUST DO IT!!!

i say BRING IT ON!!! C'MON!!!

Listening 2 jay chou n trying 2 sing his songs esp the emo ones is a gd way of destressing...esp when u do it alone late at nite when everything's so peaceful n the music is crystal clear in ur ears...every beat...every sound...every word...strikes deeply into ur senses...music is magical...

watching manu play is a gd way of destressing oso...the emotional roller coaster i encountered during the manu-arsenal match is indescribable...wat a great outlet 2 vent my frustrations when they play badly n i swear n hit the cushion...or when a great move or goal is created my spirits will be so damn high tt its incredible...i will cheer n just let my emotions n passion empower me...i feel so free sia...n again its when im alone late at nite when everything is just so damn clear n real...i love it...being so free n w/o restraint...wat a way 2 relieve my pent up emotions...

i love soccer n music...

i love the nite...

MUG!!!

2006-09-13T22:08:00.000+08:00

MUG!!!

I WANNA GET PROMOTED!!!

I WANNA KEEP MY 4 H2S!!!

CHIONG AH!!!

C'MON!!!

JIAYOU EVERYONE 4 PROMOS!!! :D

DEVET10 AWAY MUGGING TILL PROMOS R OVER...SAYONARA!!!

Living Legends

2006-09-10T11:10:00.000+08:00

Living Legends

Wah im just impressed wif Jay chou!!!Haha...STILL FANTASY ROX LOH!!!Ha gonna rate the songs now! ;p

1.Twilight's Chapter Seven / Ye De Di Qi Zhang : Ha this song reminds me of Yi Fu Zhi Ming! :D The more i listen, the betta it gets! I like the dark theme as well :) Cheers

*****(5 stars! :D)

2. Listen to Mama's Words / Ting Ma Ma De Hua : Interesting title wif meaningful lyrics! Not a bad song at all! Sweet n melodious song too! Vy relaxing... :)

****(4 stars)

3. Faraway / Qian Li Zhi Wai : WOW duet wif Fei Yu Qing! At 1st i tot Fei Yu Qing will spoil the song but hor the song is getting more n more addictive each time i hear it! ;p The chorus ROX!if only it can be a bit longer...anw great zhong guo feng song!...the beat reminds me of Fa Ru Xue!...

****1/2(4.5 stars! ;p)

4. A Herbalist's Manual / Ben Cao Gang Mu : Wah jay turned such a traditional topic into a cool rap wif a vy catchy tune! Not bad sia!!! :)

***1/2(3.5 stars)

5. Retreat / Tui Huo : Ha my fav chi ballad!!! So of course it ROX!!!Wahaha!

*****(5 stars!!! :P)

6. Red Imitation / Hong Mo Fang : Ha vy interesting rap due to the lyrics! the tune got a mexican feel 2 it as well...vy cool song overall!!!

***1/2(3.5 stars)

7. Heart's Rain / Xin Yu : Hmm nice slow song which i think will most prob grow on me the more i hear it ba...High pitch song too which is actually vy soothing :)...oh reminds me of Qing Tian now tt i think of it! :)

****1/2(4.5 stars)

8. White Windmill / Bai Se Feng Che : Oh this song reminds of Lang Man Shou Ji!!! A vy sweet sounding song tts vy melodic!!! Nice!

*****(5 stars)

9. Rosemary / Mi Die Xiang : Wah jay actually sounds nice in the attempt at swing jazz! ha dunno whether its called this cos i forgot the style name liao although its so familiar... ;p nice lounge type of music...gd 4 creating relaxed ambience :)

****(4 stars)

10. Chrysanthemum Flower Bed / Ju Hua Tai : Wow if u think jay cant pronounce his lyrics properly LISTEN 2 THIS!!! its almost crystal clear sia! lol when my bro 1st heard it he asked me whether this is jay's song! lol. yup but this is a vy chinese oriental song which reminds me of Cai Chun Jia if im not wrong...Hmm but nice attempt by jay...:) vy suitable 4 a musical!aft listening 4 quite some time its acutally getting nicer n nicer! lol

****(4 stars)

Ha GIGGS ROX!!! scored the winner against spurs! Won the player of the month too!!! A True Living Legend!!! C'mon!!!

Living Legends inspire me...So lucky 2 noe them n see them in action!!! :D

Still Fantasy...

2006-09-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

Still Fantasy...

Ha cant wait 2 get my hands on my very 1st album!!! :D LOL...By rite shd have gotten it 2day but stupid sembawang at compasspt only releasing it tmr...tsk...oh originally wanted it 2 be more meaningful by asking someone 2 buy 4 me (cos its like im owed an album?lol its complicated lah so nvm)...oh well...only in my dreams ba...looks like its STILL FANTASY...lol pun intended ;p

lol anw i love my dreams...always weird but sweet ;p...haiz...

Mini Comp 2

2006-09-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

Mini Comp 2

Wth sia i want a mini re-comp! SHOT LIKE SHIT SIA! :( Can just throw my 1st 5 cards away...Cant believe my 1st shot is a PATHETIC 5! Grrrrrr....Tsk i only hit form at my 6th card loh...But aargh my top form lasted 4 2 series only...Aargh...hmm this reminds me of sth ambrose once said which is SOOooooo true! :D " Form is temporary...But CLASS IS PERMANENT!!! " :D wah now tt i think of it long time no see ambrose liao...haiz...lol anw yup i noe wif training my class will eventually show! C'MON!!!:D Anw anw my average improved nonetheless...from 7.6 to 7.9...n i shot the exact total of 473 as esmond! ha so qiao but we both noe its like shit...Aargh...K enough abt tt...

Ha we then went sakae sushi! Hmm my 1st time there...The 1st customers we walked past r japs n i realised its been a long time since i spoke jap n i kinda missed it...oh well...anw i just LOVE UNAGI!!! lol but the ones they serve look diff from the ones i usually eat but the taste is still heavenly! :D haha....i bet i must have finished half an adult eel by myself! ;P oh then esmond had 2 spoil the com just when we r abt 2 order the desserts! lol.wah i ate until SO DAMN FULL tt i nearly vommitted out on my way 2 the toilet! lol...ok now 4 some jap! SAKAE SUSHI GA ICHIBAN DES!!! UNAGI WA TOTEMO OISHI DES NE!!! :D

okok next is shopping at bugis! wah saw lotsa familiar ppl 2day...ha the 1st i saw is yizha n oliver!!! ha wif choir ppl lah...Next is my ex band senior which i forgot the name liao :x oops...Wah last but not least is the least expected cos is he spot me not i spot him...Ha danny saw me! ha the soccer zai kia... :) oh i nearly forgot...saw joanne peh filming as well! ;p

ok so we went ard shopping 4 gift 4 esmond...lol he didnt even noe lah!but jen n zh kept changing minds abt wat 2 buy...in the end decided on a myuk wallet! tsk still say myuk is 4 girls...in the end still buy tt loh! haha...wah u shd see how red esmond turned when he received his present! lol.aiyah shd have used his own cam n take pic. :) oh which we did when we went coffee bean...took grp pic using his new cam! :)

ha did i say class is permanent just now? :D i just owned in bishi bashi again even though vy long neva play liao.lol.cheers! :D aargh but rusty hands made me lose the flower game...nvm im still the BEST in the SOCCER ONE!!! C'MON!!! :D aiyoh jen was disappointing leh...haha...lose 2 chris somemore...tsk ;p...oh n saw REAL PROs b4 we played lah...they actually completed the entire game!!! WOW! Saw lotsa mini games tt we neva seen b4 one loh...pro pro sia...oh saw another guy pro at soccer oso...he can just pass into the penalty box n score lah! ZAI!

anw sth random...some ppl r just lucky i guess...or maybe blessed...but must it be mentioned all the time? tsk irritating :X oh well...random! ;p

i want my nokia 5500 sport as well...lol...haiz...

i have quick reflexes! rite jen? ;p

the more i look, the more i see... :) oh well...

Family3

2006-09-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

Family3

Hmm can only say family3 had lotsa unexpected events happening...hmm but now tt i think back its actually quite enjoyable :)...yup yup so lemme recall all the nice things tt happened!

ha bang bang is finally up n running albeit some cock ups along the way like missing balls etc...lol actually i think tts the only major cock up? hmm anw the crowd just doesnt wanna appear, much less visit our stall? aiyah nvm the nice thing is tt we actually made our target! we raised a total of $137 if im not wrong! the target is $120! CHEERS ARC WE HAVE DONE IT!!! :D ha incredible isnt it? :)

oh yes played the turn turn thing wif arc too aft chow persuaded us 2 try...yup i agree wif him totally tt its FUN! :D was literally flying ard in my seat! lol therefore shoulders now pain from banging against the seat! oi someone ask them fix cushions to the seats next time! ;P

went 4 the highly anticipated band performance but missed the harmoc one due 2 cock up by ks :) lol. anw i was SO pumped up abt watching them perform pirates then i kept saying "yes pirates!" until jen tot i siao liao.lol.aiyah eva since i got hold of the pirates soundtrack i've been dreaming of watching a band perform it live loh! N my wish finally came true! :D Hmm although it was not a polished performance its still afterall PIRATES!!! :D Hmm hope they will improve by the time open hse comes...Ohhh i SOOOOOO miss my clarinet now!!! tsk :) i miss all my chssb band mates! :D lets meet next yr at syf! :D

oh anw jen did u rmb the bang poster we stuck on the back of the train? lol i just realised we forgot 2 check if its still there! ;p lol.

hmm anw sth happened tt made me a little pissed.haha i admit was a little too emo then.sry lah... :)

lol btw scavenging 4 useful leftover freebies is kinda fun! lol. now the range got free supply of mineral water, baby shower foam, pens n some jerseys! ;p

oh anw HAPPY BDAY 2 ANN!!! (aka ah bee ;p) ha dun think u will eva see this but still wanna wish u a vy happy bday n a sweet 16 my dear cousin! :) really long time no see le leh.feel bad 4 not msging u oso.well at least had a brief chat last nite which was nice :) yep cousins 4eva! cheers :) hope 2 see u n melissa soon...oh her bday is coming up too? :)

aiyoh im missing so many things nowadays...my dear clarinet,chssb,cousins... :)

Bang!

2006-09-01T14:52:00.000+08:00

Bang!

1st of all...happy teachers' day 2 everyone! :) haiz miss my chs teachers sia...sry 4-10 cls mates 4 not gg back too...super bz wif arc...oh but i smsed pereira n he replied almost instantly lah! :D hmm wonder hows hes doing in ijc though?

oh anw teachers' day celebration was quite crappy...but sat wif zh,sy n eunice n had a gd laugh at times ;p...only notable stuff r the x-dressing teachers eg seet n chow...chow's wadrobe malfunction(aargh i cant see from the back :( )...tyh's hokkien singing n of course the teachers' spoof of adidas's impossible team commercial! LOL NICE SIA!!! :D

of course there's the disappointments as well such as the xmen thingy n the heavy metal band which is total crap.really cmi leh...tsk

oh realised tt eunice is REALLY SCARED of ballons oso...sry 4 pissing u off eunice...u sure look scary when u r pissed :x

ok so its hardwork wif arc aft tt...jen made a "grand" entrance like wat zh said...aiyoh she sprained her ankle lah...jen must take care hor! anw anw really did lots 4 family3 preparation work...went hm super late 4 2 consecutive days liao...yup the range is our 2nd hm le like wat jen always says :)...ok so arc lets make our efforts count n make bang bang a success!!! :P

AARGH i wanna kill the printers!!! no fashion sense or even common sense at all sia!!! totally ruined our jackets n jerseys...im TOTALY DISAPPOINTED wif the end products...aargh arc deserves betta...tsk...aft all the jackets n jerseys r meant 2 be worn wif PRIDE!!! n i AM PROUD 2 be from ARC!!! the printing just ruined everything... @#$% lah...tsk

im NOT gonna waste my hols next wk!!!

Chiong Ah!!!

2006-08-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

Chiong Ah!!!

Omg lah cant believe its 34 days till PROMOS!!! Wl i can still rmb the day where i attended the briefing 4 failures...At tt time there was still 61 days till promos!!! Wl eh i wasted 27 days already!!! AARGH!!!

K from now on NO MORE SLACKING!!! Gotta chiong liao ah!!! Time 4 a sudden burst of pace!!! Gotta maintain the momentum too!!! Jiayou!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Ps: hope this can be a wake up call n motivate those who read this 2 mug too! C'MON guys n gals( esp USUAL GANG;p) !!! :D

Say NO 2 Sadness...

2006-08-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

Say NO 2 Sadness...

Tts it...i've decided 2 show sadness the RED CARD n send it out of my Theatre of Dreams...just realised its been bugging me 4 so long n its been corroding me subconsciously... Soooo, no more sad entries 4 me in my PASSIONATE THEATRE OF DREAMS!!! Its gonna be a HAPPY place from now on... :D All the sadness shall now reside in the safest part of me...hidden from everyone else...:)

oh cant believe i had a sweet dream last nite...so unbelievable...esp wif the current situation...ha so nice sia...oh well...like 4 all dreams...how nice it would be if its true... :)

oh austin's been sweet 2day too...i wanted 2 play winning 11 badly but he was gg 2 watch his cartoons...so i asked him nicely 2 go 2 my parents rm 2 watch n he was reluctant at 1st but still he gave in eventually :) i was surprised he actually gave in so easily...so nice...somemore its not like i keep asking until he got fed up or sth...lol...i love austin! :D

im gonna rediscover my form from now on...its been lost 4 so long, too long...im gonna stop myself from showing any sadness in front of anybody eva again...they shall be my secrets... hidden, buried... hopefully forgotten... :)

DEVET10 HAS REINCARNATED!!! :D C'MON!!!

Darkness

2006-08-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

How long can any man fight the darkness before he finds it in himself?

i fought, but the darkness is still there...

Somebody fix me...i tot im ok but in fact im not...still unstable...haiz...

this pic best explains how i feel n wat my life is like now...

this is just me n my true feelings...

Welcome Back My Adrenaline Rushes!

2006-08-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

Welcome Back My Adrenaline Rushes!

WOHOO WAT A BLISTERING START MY BELOVED MANU HAVE MADE IN THE NEW EPL SEASON! :D 8 goals in 2 matches sia! Finally the hunger n desire is back stronger then eva! Can feel myself getting pumped up abt my studies oso :)... I want my blistering start too! Aft tt maintaining consistency is key! ;p C'MON!!!

Well wat an emotional wk this has been...Full of ups n downs...The ups r really too gd 2 be true whereas the downs r just devastating...Oh well...Tts life 4 u...Wo zhi nen ren ming, bu zai hui you ren he yu chun de qi dai le :)...

Anw 2 clarify im NOT ABANDONING MY DEAR BELOVED THEATRE OF DREAMS! Its only tt i wun be blogging as often as b4 le...Hello i dun wanna get retained k? Must mug more, blog less...lol...somemore must accomodate soccer now! ;p Yup as such i think i will only blog during fri nites n on wkends ba...but i think the entries will be quite long(like this one ;p)...lol...see how loh...

Interhse shoot this wk!Just as i had expected...Quite chaotic, vy noisy, training gotta be compromised...well a fun event nevertheless :) Shooting my 1st 100 shots was an absolute nitemare...Shot my worst eva grpings...Dunno wat happened sia...Well at least my 2nd 100 shots was betta :)...

Oh heard tt zhou jie lun is releasing his new album next month! heard 1 of the songs le...omg lah its a duet wif fei yu qing! -.-" hmm 1st impression so-so only...well nvm i have made up my mind le 2 make this the vy 1st album i shall buy n not dl! ;p cant wait 4 it sia...i love chi ballads...emotional, sentimental, heartfelt...nice :)

Just cant imagine life w/o the loves of my life...SOCCER, MUSIC n most importantly my beloved PENG YOU aka FRIENDS!!! :D LOL...

Its all stored safely in the heart...4eva...:)

Stupid

2006-08-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

So stupid.
Tai yu chun le...
Hate my feelings.
Scarred...
Always rite 4 the wrong stuff.
Back 2 wat i do best.Soccer.Do work?maybe.F***
I dun want this.
Forced hiatus 4 now.
Dreams?Kidding me.
Bye my theatre of dreams :(...4 now...
wo she be de ni...
Zai jian...Haiz...
Weeping heart....
But passion lives on...
Come on...
No more...
Why?
F***

Reincarnating...again...haiz...:(
Noooo.....

Bu yao guan wo...

21/8

21 uni pts.F***

New Beginning...

2006-08-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

New Beginning...

Can u feel the excitement waiting 2 be unleashed? Soccer season is back wif all the excitement, adrenaline rushes, passionate celebrations, frustrating ref decisions, controversies, mind games, wonder goals n moments of PURE MAGIC N INSPIRATION!!!:D...

Mark my words...There will be a new champion this season...chelsea WILL BE DETHRONED!!! WAHHAAA!!! RED DEVILS RULE!!!C'MON!!!

Lol anw another exciting thing is the new rifle training schedule! 100 shots in total sia!!! SO EXCITING!!! lol i can already see myself shooting non-stop 4 2hrs...oh now i must rmb 2 drink coffee n have a full meal b4 my training then...dun wanna starve or be exhausted during my training...Bring on the 100!!! :D

Lots of stuff gg on next wk too...Interhse shoot's gonna be interesting ;p chem mock spa gonna be tiring...chem lecture assessment gonna be exciting too...lol...gonna get new pair of shoes too!!! :D omg omg time management is gonna be so crucial from now onwards sia...just gotta hang on till promo ends...

a new beginning brings new hope :)...

3 More Days!!!

2006-08-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

3 More Days!!!

Yup its just 3 more days to EPL SEASON 06/07!!! C'mon my BELOVED RED DEVILS!!! Snatch the title from chelsea!!! :D Aargh but y r we so suay wif injuries n suspensions? Haiz always cant have a gd start 2 the season...Nvm this will only make us even more hungry 4 success! JIAYOU MANCHESTER UNITED!!! :D

Ha didnt have the best of starts 2day...My eyes super tired sia...Didnt really listen during econs cos i dun think the topic is tested 4 promos rite?tsk so chatted wif jen abit n she came up wif the wild idea of gg 2 drink coffee...it sounded like such a gd idea lah cos i was so tired yet hungry as well...i just cant seem 2 have a filling breakfast at hm...ha i actually planned 2 have omelette while drinking coffee de loh...haiz in the end it didnt work out so i managed 2 tahan till econs ended b4 gg 2 chiong buy wedges just b4 gp :)

lol 2day im so yao suan bei tong oso...must be becos i haven run 4 a long time le then yesterday played floorball...yup so didnt train...had phy remedial wif chow! not bad sia although im SUPER SLOW in absorbing wat he said but i can finally understand projectile motion nonetheless.CHEERS!!! Yes i finally learnt sth 4 phy! lol.

I WANNA GO BUY NEW SHOES!!! haiz my ronaldinho boots r so screwed up...sole coming out liao...i really like this pair of boots lah!!! White wif gold...somemore its endorsed by ronaldinho...super sad lah so fast wear out...tts it i will only buy adidas boots from now on...tsk...mourning 4 my boots :(...

I Dun Wanna Burnout....

2006-08-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

I Dun Wanna Burnout....

Wl cant believe i actually did NTH AT ALL last nite...was planning 2 listen to 2 songs b4 waking up n copy notes...haiz but when the 1st song was over i realised tt i just have no energy at all 2 do any work...haiz jiu zhe yang wo shui le...

haiz even though i slept but i was still so tired lah...almost fell asleep during gp n econs...zhen de tai lei le...but at least i had a gd lengthy chat wif ks 2day...feel so much betta now...haha...all the best 2 both of us! tsk ;p haiz...

lol 1st time see the com lab jam packed wif ppl!!! ha all filled wif ppl chionging wr 1st draft...ironic thing is tt my cls got back our wr 1st draft 2day! lol so fast sia...bet lotsa ppl must be jealous of our cls...pw must be the fastest in the sch...haiz but got lotsa stuff 2 edit...oh well...im glad i got a nice grp! :)

oh arranged 2 have phy remedial wif mr chow! :D hopefully tt will get my phy back on track...haha...

oh oh we now have 1 more girl rifler! :D apparently shes psycho-ed by jen 2 join i think...lol...welcome 2 arc sihua! :D

haiz my mind is so filled wif stuff rite now...lotsa mixed feelings again...i feel like fa xie-ing!...tts is im gonna PLAY MY HEART OUT during pt games tmr!!!aargh...

wo xu yao yong qi...