The End?...

"sport is all abt competition"...ha dunno how many times i wrote this 4 all my sport gp essays alr...but 2day i rly experienced it...well back from hometeam ns shoot 2day...well i improved...from 8.3, 8.5 n now 8.7...its been a long journey but i've always managed 2 improve n fight on...but now i fear this is my final battle n sad 2 say my best is not enough...4 my lack of talent, i made up wif hardwork n my improvements r the best evidence 2 show 4 it...but sport is not just abt hard work...talent plays a part as well...in fact...it plays a huge part...esp 4 shooting...seeing the new rifle shooters getting 8.9 on their 1st comp brings me joy n yet much sadness...i mean its great 4 the team but personally its a huge blow...wat more can i say?...if someone is rly zai n they can be betta than u even though u tried ur best then u just gotta give them credit n acknowledge their quality is betta than urs...

4 me the team ALWAYS come b4 the individual...im just sad i cant play a huge part n contribute...i alr tried my best...n i dunno how long i can last anymore due 2 my studies...i told myself tt hometeams ns will be the guage 2 see who takes the last spot 4 nationals...n now i noe...its a blow but i will get over it...sport is litat anw...n i accept tt fact...but this doesnt mean i will give up...this only means tt i need 2 place my efforts on my studies more from now on...i will still train...2 support the team...but im trg 4 a diff purpose now...if im not wrong, this shall be my 1st n last air rifle comp representing vjc arc...n im proud 2 be part of it =)...

im happy 4 the team...but sad 4 myself...