Tong Lei
ha i finally trained 2day :)...not vy productive i guess but my purpose was 2 get my training mood back...which i think i did...haha...if only im 100% i would have gone on 2 run...well shall just take it one step at a time 4 now...cant wait 4 my blocked nose 2 clear...then im gonna start my intensive training... :)
now tt i think of it...i really owe the range 2 sth...yup tt is my improved ball juggling skills...;p...wheneva im bored or just aft i've trained...i will just juggle the ball n start my own soccer training! :D...i really improved from these mini sessions...haha...if only the range had a betta ball...lol...
ha op 2day was not bad...kan said all of us improved!!! :D...i felt quite at ease 2day oso...tried my best 2 smile which i think i did but he still said i gotta smile more...sian...how sia...nvm...well anw i can afford 2 slow down much more oso...when i slow down i shall focus more on my hand gestures n SMILE!!! :D...
oh well maybe i can only smile when im totally at ease wif myself...tts when im ard friends n gd company :)...i dun think i can eva force myself 2 smile...smile has 2 be natural 4 me...tts y a smile is so nice isnt it?...cos its natural! :)
anw went compasspt wif khai n si hua 2day...didnt noe she will be so spontaneous oso...haha...not bad eh? ;p...got potential 2 be the new usual gang member...lol...well we toured all the lvls of compasspt...me n khai eating our curry puffs along the way...n khai has an insulated mouth!...lol...puff so hot still can eat so fast sia...ha n si hua is just so zai at twisting everything we say...keep making us sound like me n khai r a couple...-.-"...tsktsk...ha but its fun!...;p...ha n i keep saying how time flies when u r in gd company...
oh saw a converse bag tt caught my eye as well...just the perfect size i wanted...but i really hope it could be a nike or adidas?...haha...i have nth against converse but i just like adidas n nike more...well theres still lotsa time 2 shop 4 a new bag...:)...
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was listening 2 all the nice emo songs from jay, yanzi n jingru n suddenly this song caught my attention...yanzi's tong lei...
you shi hou gu dan de hen xu yao ling yi ge tong lei...
ha how true...sometimes i just feel so empty n lonely...anw i noe how hard it is 4 a guy 2 have a real zhi ji...tts y i feel contented 2 have close friends now...but then again like the lyrics...sometimes i just wish i can really find tt zhi ji...haha...oh well 4 now i guess i am still my own zhi ji...n music shall fill my emptiness n lonliness 4 now... :)...
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