Absolutely Gutted
Just cant believe it...tsk life's so cruel sometimes...just when my confidence is sky high...it decided 2 send me crashing down wif this devastating blow which leaves my future hanging in the balance...y sia???...i tot i had it all under control...damn confident my maths will pass well enough 4 me 2 get out of maths remedial...but now...i missed the passing grade by ONE PATHETIC MARK...fuck sia...i just cant believe it...im flabbergasted...absolutely gutted...morale at an all time low...it just had 2 happen isnt it...somemore i cant do anything abt it now except wait 4 mon when we check the papers...but mark my words im gonna dig out tt 1 pathetic mark!!!...wo zhen de bu yao hui qu maths remedial...n i dun wanna take r-paper 4 maths lah!!!...how can i fail maths?!?!...this is just too hard 4 me 2 accept...aargh...mon shall be the day then...haiz...
on a positive note...i got an overall grade of E for phy!!!...yup got just nice 45% overall...wat a comeback i must say...considering the fact tt i studied n catch up almost the whole sub of phy entirely in 2nd half of the yr by myself...tts an achievement...lol...k at least i got 1 pass now...it sure feels great 2 have a pass...wat a relief...haha...hope theres more 2 come...
haiz but now i cant help but worry...did i really do as well as i think i will 4 econs n chem?...now doubting myself aft the maths episode...i just cant afford 2 have sth litat again...i dunno how im gonna handle it...haiz...everything seems 2 be crashing down...1st is tt...now is this...when can my life eva be back on track?...haiz...wo xian zai zhi neng guo yi tian suan yi tian ba...jing liang bu yao xiang tai duo...enjoy while i still can ba...
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ha watched silk 2day wif zh, eunice n sy!!!...ha had a great time imagining wat eunice will do when she indeed watched the movie...supposedly 2 be a horror movie u see...n i found out we both gonna watch our 1st horror movie...lol...it all started wif zh being so enthu abt watching it...n since i figure tt theres not much time left since we gonna be bz from tmr onwards so 2day's the best time 2 go watch...basically its all abt how eunice gonna react in the movie...from instinctively grabbing the person on her left( hence i sat on her right ;p) 2 covering her eyes n screaming...lol...ha we oso tot it would be damn funny if i was the one tt ended up screaming instead cos 1st time mah...lol so dunno wat 2 expect...ha in the end its not scary at all lah...more of a suspense thriller...ha but nevertheless its quite enjoyable...ha i like the fact tt the movie's in chi n jap!!!...the languages tt i love most!!!... :D oh n the most funniest quote(loosely translated) has 2 be this:" wth?! eat noodles oso can eat until die?!" LOL...damn funny lah cos its in dialect...nearly broke into a laughing fit...lol...
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