Realistic Me
Here i am typing this in the wee hours of the morning which happens 2 be raining.Rmb wat i said abt rainy days? Yah same feeling again. This time i just have 2 be realistic. Ok i have 2days left till mid yrs. Wat have i done so far? Phy n Econs still TOTALLY UNTOUCHED. Maths n Chem less than half completed. Ha wat an accomplishment. Somewhere in my mind i already subconciously gave up on mid yrs already. Maybe tts y i agreed so readily 2 a deal wif eunice tt whoever beats each other in mid yrs shall treat the other 2 a movie when the yr1s have a movie outing tgt. Lol i was SO SURE im gonna win this bet! N i still am. Sry 2 eunice in advance cos i noe i will definitely win this bet. However if a miracle does happen i would be more than happy 2 treat u ;p
Ok so this past wk i have been mugging everyday. Productive? U decide urself. HA the ans is already stated in the previous paragraph :) Nevertheless it got me 2 START mugging even though as usual im vy slow in absorbing :( .Yah so from mugging in the range wif fellow arc mates (of course wif some time 2 practise my ball juggling skills! ;p) to mugging at macs wif jenny n eunice (aft much persuasion too from jenny! ;p) i managed 2 find some bit of mugging momentum. The climax is of course 2day...oh wait its 2am already so i guess its yesterday...yah only left wif me n eunice in the range 2 mug. Has 2 be the most productive so far i guess. Haiz if only im not so tired from soccer so i can focus more :( Hey wat am i thinking? No soccer i wun even be myself anymore! lol. Nah its not soccer's fault.
Ok n so it now comes 2 the end... or almost the end 2 be exact. Just 2 more days left til mid yrs. Ha wat a joke. I feel so deja vu now. Flashback 2 my o lvl preparation just make me hate myself even more. Haiz same situation again. When can i eva break this frustrating cycle? Cant wait 4 mid yrs 2 just come n kill me. Kill me so tt i can be reborned. Reincarnation is just wat i need. I can only minimise the pain now by doing all the last min work tt i usually do but at the end of the day im fighting a losing battle. Come on lets just get this over n done wif! I wanna reincarnate now!!! :(
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